>_>

2012-02-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!

It's been a while since I've had so much free time on my Fridays!

Finally I don't have morning chem lesson on saturdays so I don't need to chiong anything on Friday nights!

Also I have a empty weekend so I can stay home on Sat and Sun !!!!!!

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL WHEN I'M HOME.

Anyway I'm falling sick, or I am already sick. lol.

It's irritating when you have that 'want-sneeze-but-cannot-sneeze' feeling.

And the facial expression at that moment is just.... epic.

My mom bought a weighing machine, do you call that a weighing balance or sth?

I know it's normal for every household to have it but I don't have a weighing machine in my whole 17+ yrs of life in my house lol.

So i've been playing with it but it has been depressing HAHAHAHA.

Cut your thoughts about " Sam is not fat " lol.

Every girl has their ideal weight!!!!!

Yeah so before I had the weighing balance, I only took my weight every six months in the school lol.

And after every holiday I always put on weight.

Nvm lah.... food more important.

The past 2 weeks have been really quiet with the OGLs gone.

But I kinda enjoy it, A LOT.

Every lesson feels like consultation and the more quiet students(LIKE MEEEEE) can finally get to voice out my doubts.

Usually those loud people will just KS my questions then I don't wanna ask alrdy.

Assholes.

Thanks to all of those loud people then the quiet-students-who-are-actually-not-that-quiet are labelled as unresponsive students by the teachers.

In fact, many of my tutors were kinda surprised that the 'quiet' bunch of people actually ask questions.

I feel kinda proud of myself for answering so many GP questions becuz GP tutorial is 1.5hrs and it's a zombifying session. So when Mr Lim ask qns, no one really wanna respond cuz either zoning out or just dun wan say.

Then I abit buay tahan cuz I'm a generally NICE and CONSIDERATE person, so I know how saddening it is for Mr Lim if his students aint interested in his lessons.

Moreover, he's sick so I decided to answer his questions lor.

做好人sia.... will tio 4D anot?

Somemore the tutor will put more attention on us and like weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Cuz i'm those student who always kana neglected.

School life has really been hectic, everyday is just go school, go home do hwk and the cycle repeats.

I wanted to laugh so badly when a kranji junior posted on FB that "JC life is so hard" when he/she is just admitted into JC.

Srsly bro/sis.... really?

I'm still balancing well but I guess everything will just mess up as I go on.

Aiya, every year also liddat one lah,

I will start off really well and then by the end of term 1,

I will start screwing up and not doing my work.

Ok not say literally not doing but I always don't achieve what i really wanted to complete.

I don't want to imagine what's gonna happen when the OGLs come back to class next week.

Surely there'll be some idiot who will answer "Ok" then other dumbasses will either respond with "alright" or "K is for keller... we love keller....blablablabla"

Then I'll be like,

lol, totally.

Can't imagine how much the OGLs needa catch up.

Have fun suffering guys!!!!!!

Anw I'll really take my time to enjoy this friday night.

WHAT A LUXURY TO SIT HERE AND STARE AT THE COMP.

On another note,

Valentine's day is coming and it's the only day when i'll accumulate all my PMS mood in the whole year and show it on that day.

Honestly I don't know if I'll really get cranky on that day but I think I will lol.

Furthermore it's a tuesday and I can't hide myself at home shit.

Don't need me to say but every girl wishes to be with somebody on V-day one lah.

And I know it applies to all girls so don't deny it.

Well I'm not totally at the far end of the foreveralone meter.

In my whole 17+ yrs, I've been out with a guy on V-day before hahahahahaha,

but that's too long ago ._.

I've moved on (obviously).

I think I'm quite a good catch last time, I SAID LAST TIME , STOP JUDGING.

But I donno what I've evolved into.

Ok I think I know, I've involved into this thing below.

lololol, not that I'm seeking pity in the form of ppl telling me "sam you can find your partner one lah...., priest... your looks not bad mah"

Priest lah, you think so easy meh?

I wouldnt want a partner who's okay with me becuz of looks.

To be honest I think my personality is too much like a guy...

By that I don't mean the lecherous thoughts of a guy, but... you know lah.

I'm the tio friendzoned type of girl LOL.

Kinda sad but at the same time sibeh heng too (LOLOLOL)

When school ends on 14 Feb, I'm gonna chiong home, pretend that I'm rushing home to go out on a date but actually I'm going home to.... study.

MISERABLE LAH SAM, MISERABLE.

FYI I'm not despo :)

If I did sound despo, it's..... 30% true.

Reason: Becuz I'm turning 18 and my dad has been pestering me about why I no BF whenever he's drunk.

I should probably go find another foreveralone and go lim zui together.

ANYWAY AFTER 14 FEB,

Facebook will have all those annoying pictures of couples popping up in my newsfeed.

There'll be pics of polaroids, food, gifts from bf/gfs, etc.

Then I'll be sitting infront of my laptop screen with Facebook,

Anyway I will go cont my friday night now.

Until next time.

FK YOU ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO HAVE A DATE ON VALENTINES DAY, IMMA STAY HOME AND ROLL MYSELF INTO A BALL.

YES IM JEALOUS I ADMIT IT NOW.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL, not.

2012-02-06T00:10:00.001+08:00

天高地厚

2012-02-05T20:11:00.002+08:00

K it's been kinda a long time since i've posted.

There're bound to be many valuable thoughts to be spoken but I forgot them all.

Let me just jot down some events before I go into talking about life again >_>

CNY eve:

Went to LX/LK's hse!

I brought my hwk over to do while the rest were having fun.

#lifeofajc2kid

I can tell that they're waiting for me to finish my work and then go play tgt.

Sadly, I took a long time to finish haha.

Introduced Werewolf to them, very fun but too bad we had too little people.

7 is just the min number to start playing Werewolf.

Then lou hei and played bridge,

had a hard time teaching.

Well, i took a very long time to learn too, haha.

CNY Day 1:

Went to TSL's hse, first thing I did when I reached there is to chiong for the Wii lol.

Even though I have a Wii at home, nothing beats playing with other people.

I didn't even bother to eat lol, all I did was to Mario and Band Hero.

Then idk do what and then LK suggested drinking games.

So we played drinking games like Indian Poker, etc etc.

I don't get how my dad can gulp down Beer like it's bubble tea lol.

But I must start drinking soon so next time I won't get into trouble.

COUGH.

We're all growing up quickly and I'm turning 18 this year.(gawd)

Usually it's just us 4 ah lians plus our ah gua LK.

Ok in the past he used to be the ah gua but now he's an 182cm uncle.

Tan's Blood haha, FOREVERALONE.

As we grew up, we got closer to other cousins as well,

like become more gum.

Foreveralone Tan Ah Lian(s)

Just to be an asshole, I photoshopped my sis's face

(you get what I mean)

Me and Fat Ah Lian.

Foreveralone!

My nephew Donavan!

I usually hate kids but he's an exception.

He likes me a lot wahahahahha.

Guess who?

It's the motherbeeping cat who always lurks around my corridor.

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Nathaniel's 18 Bday!

Surprise! (or not...)

Random Photo LOL

Maria does her work beside the fan, lucky woman.

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4th Feb:

Went to Alvin korkor's housewarming.

It feels kinda weird becuz he's the same Bei4 Fen4 as me and yet he's married and alrdy have a 3 yr old son, Donavan(who loves me a lot)

Ahhh, how time flies.

I didn't wanna go sing KTV after the housewarming at first,

but in the end I went lah...

Didn't regret going but also somehow regret lol.

Had lots of fun in the Ten Dollar Club @ Toa Payoh.

Waiting for LK to upload the video kekeke.

I don't understand how people go to KTV to train their singing.

Okay maybe I understand, everyone has a 明星梦 lah.

I'm not a good singer so I basically go to KTV and shout lol.

De-stress.

Sang all the chinese oldies that we listened to in our childhood.

唱出心声!

Ok yeah so ...

so far I'm still coping well with JC work, didn't lag behind for any subject.

But how long will this discipline last?

Hahahahah, there're bound to be weekends that I'll be occupied on both Sat and Sun,

then I can't complete my work and lag behind.

Finally I'm doing something in Eco Club,

for the past whole year, eco club feels like a place for me to stone.

I'm lagging behind Running Man, but I guess it's no problem because I can always find time in a empty weekend to catch up.

Hmmmmmmm,

I guess I'm in position to tell others what to do, do I?

I have probably enough issues to overwhelm myself,

sometimes I really wanna 见死不救 but can't bring myself to do it.

I've so many things I wanna say but I can't.

Ok so now's the time when I'll use short phrases to describe about the things I wanna say but I can't fully say it.

FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU, Time out, Sorry, Idiots, Okay..., Heh, WHY YOU...., bloody fking dumb, I don't live up to that, Do you even care, I get it now.

>_>

We should always be mindful of our body language, you'll never know how much body language can throw off someone into deep thoughts.

I'm totally in the mood of Lighters by Eminem.

You know, that kind of angry/unfair/standing up from all the crap mood.

我们还有很多梦要做，还有很多明天要走。

不能让我自己在这一刻被打倒，

勇敢站起来是对的，但我却想永远呆在这种地步，矛盾啊。

When your thoughts clash and you can't decide on which side to take.

明知道...

When you do something like that, it pisses me off, god damn badly.

能不能给我一个交待?

还是把这些事收进左边的口袋吧

GOD DAMN.

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Anyway there has been this random number from Taiwan which keeps calling my phone and looking for "ah qian".

Country code 886 wtf.

I wonder if Singtel leaks out customer info leh, really.

This never happened to me when I was still using starhub.

There has been many cases of unknown numbers calling my hp ever since I've started using singtel/iphone.

Maybe got some loser shit give a random number to ah long and just nice that random number belongs to me.

Idk.

Or maybe I had my old phone no. directed to my new phone and so there're ppl calling in.

But calling from Taiwan is not a valid reason.

There're like 8-9 calls alrdy.

zzzzzz.

Feel like picking up and saying in chinese/hokkien:

我不是你要找的人, 你爸爸！

K I rly donno what else to blog about anymore.

Will come back when time allows and when I have more things to say.

2012-02-04T01:07:00.001+08:00

Probably just one of those periods when I feel very mixed up within and there's no time left for myself to think about things.

2012-01-16T23:30:00.003+08:00

Didn't go to school today, was sick.

Well, not rly, more of my head feeling like 99kg and my centre of gravity shifted to the tip of my head.

Dizzzzzy ~

@_@

my neck and shoulder also felt sore.

Went out to see doctor today arnd 3-4pm and the weather is being a total bitch.

Made my 99kg head became 999kg.

Bought a tub of ice cream and ate it to cool down.

Actually i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

nevermind.

I'm not being a bitch at you, I serve as a fucking alert or an indicator to let you think twice on what you are doing.

Nobody is going to be that nice or sympathetic.

I can't stand skinship between friends also.

I have zero tolerance if my friends lay on my shoulder or sth.

I'll be like "bitch, look where you're laying!"

It's fine if we're taking photos but you can't do any skinship stuff outside of the camera range!

I'm not even fine with friends putting their arms over my shoulders.

lol i rmb there was an incident whereby shiman was sitting beside me and slping on the mrt,

then her head keep leaning left and right.

Beside her was some bangala and she leaned on him LOL.

Embarrassing enough, i pulled her back to center.

When she came and lean on my shoulder, I pushed her head away LOL.

Im such a bad person ahahahahahaha.

Yeah and I rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly can't stand ppl who .......

2012-01-15T22:58:00.003+08:00

Zzz I've been wanting to blog ever since Monday but I was too busy!

I would say that my time table is abit errrrr.....

Thursday and Friday is like super packed while tues and wed are like damn slack.

Luckily chem tcher changed to Ms Elaine Koh sia, srsly, what she taught in one week is like what I learnt in one whole year under Mrs Tong >_>

Bio tcher also chnged to Ms Ng, I know she's a good teacher but then she don't really teach much leh.

I prefer Mrs Nga, who does more classroom teaching so that we can understand btr.

Ms Ng is like, just go through answer then she don't rly use the whiteboard and I can't rly visualise all the cheem shit.

And Ms Ng focuses on tutorial too much, I'd rather listen to tcher teaching about the chapter rather than just keep going through tutorial and learn nth from it.

Perharps the bio chapter now is just a boring chapter and Ms Ng got not much opportunities to show her skills in teaching bah, i hope la.

Mr Ling as always lor, I know he's a good teacher but then I think the problem lies with the class.

The class is generally too smart and ppl like me (the avrg) always kana neglected.

Overall the 1st week of school is so exhausting!

Even though I'd finished almost all my holiday hwk, I still find everyday damn busy!

As of right now, I have to go back to school every Sat 10-12pm for extra chem lessons.

I don't mind since my chem really cui.

But it overlapped with my math tuition at 9-11am, so I bo bian needa go for the sunday 4-6pm math class.

After attending 2 classes of math at the tuition centre, i don't think classroom teaching is conducive for me, yes I do learn something but somehow I don't really find it good for me.

Sincerely, I don't rly catch math fast so I really need to think very long. I don't wanna slow down the class and I also very 爱面子 one mah, I dont like to show that I very dumb in math.

(ego problem)

The tutor's attention is also not fully on 1 student.

I thought that I could learn a lot from group tuition becuz I can leech from what other ppl asked.

They thought of qns that I can never think of and i tot it will be a bonus for me.

but it never really happens there, i guess.

Furthermore, the near 1h trip forth and back pretty much wastes a lot of time.

Somemore I don't have a full day at home in the week. I'll just go crazy.

If the tuition is at 4pm, I needa leave house at 3pm and so I have to go bathe and prepare at 2pm.

Sometimes the tuition drags so let's say I'm fully released at 6.45pm, then I needa take the bus back and it's around 7.20pm alrdy!

Go back home, bathe and eat, 8pm then can do work.

So basically, 6h is gone just for the sake of tuition.

I DON'T LIKE.

Somemore it's my damn policy to stop all work after 9pm on Sundays to either blog or watch some shows to relax myself before I start the hectic week again.

I think after I clear my 4 sessions of math, I'll quit that tuition centre and find private tutor.

Ask them come my house so I don't needa spend time on transport and preparing.

Anyway, to be honest and an asshole, tuition fees are not paid by my parents so I don't need to worry too much and I can pick any form of tuition I want.

So, might as well pick the most expensive one lor (private 1-1)

Srsly, if i picked private tuition, I'd most probably spend a maximum of 3h (1h for preparing and delay, 2h for tuition).

I can save so much time and do other work and I only need to bathe once!!!!!!!

Save transport fare also.

PLUS I HATE BUSES.

I get motion sickness every now and then and it sucks.

Can u imagine going to tuition after alighting from the bus feeling all dizzy and nauseous?!

Then after tuition ends, it shld be halleluyah cuz you survived 2h of math and then U need to go take bus to go home and all the motion sickness comes again.

Sibeh cui.

I think this is JC2 life, everyday is so hectic.

I really need that 1 full day at home before I step into another new week.

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Have you ever reached a point whereby you get sick and tired of everything, even the people around you?

*I'm being honest*

It's like, sometimes you have friends that you see everyday and friends that you see once in a while.

It's natural for me to get bored of friends who I see everyday but I won't say that I want them out of my life.

It's just that they become part of the definition of my very own self.

I think it's okay and understandable to get a 'so-so' or 'ok.....' response from friends that you see everyday.

It happened to me la.

Like sometimes I chat w/ the other girls in whatsapp,

I'll reply in a more enthu way when I'm talking to friends I don't see everyday.

Whereas to friends who I see everyday (e.g cass) right, it's like "Ok, can"

Like I can reply shiman in anyway I want to becuz we've known each other for so long.

I do realise this problem and I think it happens for everyone else too.

So, everyone and even myself, should be aware of this problem consistently and try not to give the friend that you see everyday a some-sort-of-cold-shoulder or that less enthusiastic response.

Well, at the end of the day, it may be just me.

I know I'm not very interesting and a very engaging person.

Sometimes I'd just prefer to keep shut up and give that 'heh' smile.

Mostly close friends dont even needa say anything to each other becuz they have mutual understanding.

But then when one starts to ignore without understanding, these 2 ppl may just become 最熟悉的陌生人.

It's a test of patience la, ultimately.

It's not that I'm not understanding leh, really.

It's the other party that can't understand my intentions and blames me for not being understanding enough.

So who's at fault? You tell me.

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I haven't done any CNY shopping.

Guess I'll just wear whatever I've bought on blogshops.

Now all I need is a bottom.

I think CNY becomes less exciting as we all grow up.

No matter what, I'll claim that $$$ that my parents are gonna give me to subsidise my CNY clothes.

Even if I didn't buy anything, I'm still gonna pocket that $$$$$$.

不拿白不拿吗...

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Recently I just chnged my specs.

I know it's weird but I kinda have a sense of attachment to my old specs.

So when I'm at home, I'll still change back to my old pair of specs and plus I don't rly need to see anything far at home so there's no need to wear my new specs.

Actually I'm wondering if the nose piece on ur specs actually shapes your nose.

If you wear specs ever since when you're young,

ur nose bridge may have been altered by the nose piece on ur specs.

When I touch my nose bridge now right,

there's 2 little indents at the side of the nose, at the height of in between my eyes and a bit lower.

So the top portion of my nose is probably kinda more slim than the bottom part.

LOL.

Damn, if i knew this earlier, I would have wore big specs that made my whole nose slimer and more sharp, like ang moh but minus their big nostrils.

I'll remember this well and apply it to my kid.

-evil grin-

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Damn, I almost forgot to blog about this.

MOST FKIN SCARIEST SHIT EVER THAT I COULD SHIT IN MY PANTS.

Few days ago, I slept at 1am, I remembered it clearly becuz I checked the time before I slept.

Okay so I started off with a dream A(too trivial, shall not mention),

and then the dream changed scene to a scene whereby I was sleeping.

It was so real, I knew that I was sleeping in that same position.

Okay, so when the dream changed scene, I thought that I'd woken up from dream A, but actually I didn't. IT'S LIKE A FKING INCEPTION LEVEL 2.

So while I was in that scene where I was sleeping on my bed, I tried to move but I couldn't.

My brain was wide awake and I know I repeatedly commanded my body to move.

I couldn't even move the smallest muscle like my fingers or toes.

I could see everything in the room in the same position before I slept.

It's so fking scary that I can't even describe it.

I was so scared that I suspected that it was 鬼押床 leh!!

At one moment in time while I was in my dream, I suddenly came to a conclusion that I may still be in a dream and so I commanded my eyelids to open, and they opened!!!!!!

I'm 100% sure that this time I'm in the reality and I even slapped myself to make sure.

I was covered in cold sweat!

It was so damn fking scary.

Maybe from the way I describe, it's not scary and it just inception to you.

But when you really experience it urself,

you'll find the part where you can't move the scariest !!

BECUZ IT FELT SO REAL!

It was as if it's you in the reality world and you can't move a single muscle.

I was so scared to fall back to sleep that I had to go find my mom lol.

The next day, I was also damn scared to fall asleep for fear of the same experience happening again.

Luckily, it didn't happen because I pushed my body to its limits( by that I mean by staying awake for longer than I should be) and I fell straight to sleep the moment I lay on my bed, no dreams at all.

If the same experience happens again, I will not hesitate to sleep beside my Guan Yin altar.

And I felt so relieved when I heard that Denise had the same experience as me and it happened to her multiple times.

At least I'm not the only one and there's someone who really understands how it felt like!

If anyone of you experienced it before, must tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe I should go research abt Lucid Dreaming, so I can control my dreams and be the king of the lala world.

Ahahahhahaa.

Maybe after this experience, I've awakened some super power!!!!!

Pui.

It's getting late, I have a lot of things that I haven't blogged yet but I have to get my sleep!

2012-01-08T20:59:00.002+08:00

Yozzzzz, as promised, a really long blog post.

I'm skipping homework just to blog, so wei3 da4 right?

Anyway I had enough of homework, it's like they're never ending and I don't want to do them half-heartedly.

What's the point of just doing your work for the sake of completing them?

I still thought I had quite a lot of time to do my work at the beginning of this week.

I donno how I spent my time after that then I'm left with no time.

Zzzzz.

Gah at least I touched every single piece of homework and got some portions never complete only.

I know got people who're worse off than me muahahahahah.

I should be quite safe now.

(Safe as in won't kana most scolding from tcher)

On the other hand, I have no OGL camp so I don't really have a reason to not finish my work.

>_>

And they're always those super busy people who are super actively involved in school events but they can still finish all their work on time.

Tsk, hate those people, they're the reason why the others are getting scolded.

But they quite pro ah, can manage their time so well.

Gah anyway tomorrow is the start of my JC2 life, it's gonna be a fast-paced and stressful year.

I feel that I'm not ready to take on JC2 just yet,

and to think about the fact that A level is only just 10 months away scares me.

But time waits for no one so I think there's no choice but to keep moving on.

I'll just pick up the pace as I go along.

Just celebrated Bryan's birthday yesterday.

We celebrated in advance hahahaha and I forgot that I took photos.

I'll upload them on FB sometime, someday.

Actually I had a very eventful(>_>) day yesterday.

Woke up at around 7am to prepare and meet cass to go tuition.

Hmmm, learnt about complex numbers, the tutor's teaching not too bad bah.

Then lunched with cass and I went home to prepare to go BPGHS to collect some $$$$$.

Hahha merit bursary award lah.

Yay pocket got money liao.

But cannot anyhow spend because I'm saving to go Japan after A levels!

( I don't think my parents will allow me to go but I'll just save up first!)

Saw Au Li Jun!!!!!

Long time never see her alrdy, miss her alot hahahaha.

Then chionged home to take a shower before leaving to meet that gang of people at limbang.

Surprisingly, I walked to limbang lol.

I thought I'd be so lazy that I'll take the bus.

Walking the same route to Kranji and then to Limbang brings back memories.

How I wish life was still that simple.

(O LEVEL IS A JOKE)

Anyway, after meeting with the ppl,

cass, sk and malcolm were wearing the OGL shirt.

SO EMBARRASSING.

And I donno I suay fk or what, just nice I'm wearing the red keller shirt.

Lol, they damn striking lah can.

So we set off to Bryan's house,

crashed his house and he wearing some tattered yellow shirt lolol.

We were prepared to go JP's house after crashing Bryan becuz Nat said that Bryan got alot of hwk undone and we didn't really wanna disturb him.

Furthermore, no one has rly been to Bryan's house b4 so we all thought that his house is like some forbidden city.

Who knew that Bryan actually allowed us to go into his house and so we camped there hahahah.

His room got all the One Piece posters!!!!!!!

And sth bad happened lol.

I was kinda bored and walking around his house,

then I came across a hairdryer on the side table so I picked it up and switched it on.

Just nice SK was near and I decided to disturb him w/ the hairdryer....

I aimed the hairdryer at his face and switched it on.

He got angry(not really) and then stood up to snatch the hairdryer from me.

He wanted revenge then of cuz I must fight back mah right,

then struggle struggle and he suddenly pushed the nearby fan.

Then the fan fell off the chair and broke.

One of the blades broke lol.

I think the fan quite old already that's why it broke so easily :S

And me and SK sibeh heng that the fishtank wasn't damaged if not we really need to open window and jump down.

SORRY BRYAN WONG!

So me and SK were damn damn damn damn damn guilty.

Soon after, everyone went off to UT point to eat, me and SK had no appetite at all lol.

I think SK is 100% no appetite from guilt,

I'm probably about 70%? lol

Yeah so everyone went off to eat, me and SK secretly go hunt for fans but couldn't find any suitable ones.

We still wanted to go Limbang to find if UT don't have lolol.

So in the midst of fan-hunting, someone called and the number belonged to Sean.

I was wondering why Sean would call me cuz in my whole life I don't think Sean has ever called my number once, same class for 4 yrs somemore, fail ah?

Picked up the phone then it was JP and he told us to stop fan-hunting and go back to UT lol.

Of cuz me and SK cannot just simply give up finding a new fan for Bryan becuz we will 跟自己的良心过不去。

I think it's probably the first ever time that I had guilt for dinner lol.

Yeah so me and SK decided to stop finding fans becuz we came to realise that Bryan may not like the design that we picked lol.

So we changed plan and wanted to get an apology gift.

SK suggested to get a One Piece iphone cover (cuz he didn't buy one for Bryan when he was in Japan)

So we went to Comics Connection and couldn't find any, boooooo.

Comics connection too overloaded with Kpop stuff,

pls return us manga-lovers with our manga stuff!!!!

Yup so in the end, grabbed a One Piece A4 folder and gave it to Bryan lol.

SK almost bought that ..............................

Bought gong cha for dinner( I figured that I had to eat sth even though I wasn't hungry)

and went back to Bryan's house to watch 吓到笑,

I don't really like horror movies but I think this is fine cuz it's comedy-based.

Yeah so after the movie, we took a grp photo.

When we're leaving, Bryan's mother saw the fan that me and SK broke lol.

Me and SK jitao froze when we knew that Bryan's mother saw the fan lol.

Cold sweat.

Hahaha so we all went home after that and as usual, Malcolm is my partner for going home and it kinda feels like I have an extra shadow around me whenever we go home tgt at night lol.

Cass and QH couldnt decide if they wanted to walk or take bus and it was damn dumb.

Me and Malcolm thought that we had convinced cass and QH to walk home(since their hse so near).

Yup, so QH and cass went off.

When the bus came, me and malcolm boarded it and then realise that Cass and QH was behind us LOL.

Idiots, just walk home la, house so near!!!!!

Waste $$$ take bus lol.

Then at the nxt bus stop, saw Kevin board the bus and we all laughed hahahahha.

Idk why but whatever Kevin does, it either looks stupid or dumb LOL.

It's like he can be doing something VERY normal like walking but then I'd still find it funny.

Reached home and homework marathon lor.

I swear organic chem sucks.

I HATE IT.

And I showered 4 times in a day lol >_>,

can't stand going out w/o bathing.

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Actually this holiday passed damn fast but I know that it's a long holiday.

Promos ended in like... when again?

So the PW and CL intensive period was not really intensive lah,

I counted it as a semi-holiday thingy lol.

So it means that I took a long break from studying and I'm scared that I can't pick up the momentum quickly.

Yup, but I'll try my best though.

CNY is coming and I haven't done any CNY shopping.

hais.

Anyway yesterday I was on the verge of breaking down lol,

like I had so many homework on my hands and I got super paranoid that I can't finish them all in time.

I think I was too tired becuz at that time I was awake for 20 hrs with 3h sleep.

Not that I finished all my hwk but I don't rly give a fk anymore.

Uhhhhhhhhhhh,

usually I'll wrap up every year with resolutions but I'm 1 week late this year lol.

Cuz JC start school 1 week later mah.

I wanna sort out everything before I move on to start a new school year.

In 2011, I don't really know what I was doing.

Right now, I can't even recall.

It seems like I've done a lot but there's nth really meaningful about it.

What i've been doing much in is probably academics.

I didn't really do much in CCA becuz eco club mah, do what?

To be honest, not having a CCA kinda upsets my own academic and aesthetics balance lol.

What can I do sia... JC life mah, liddat lor.

Everyday I'm studying *LMFAO shuffle music*

On the other hand, I think I've also achieved some goals bah but I forget only.

Made new friends in JC, got to know some really cool peeps.

And opened our own Holy Table.

I guess Holy table is where everyone becomes closer to each other hahahah.

HOLY TABLE IS GOOD.

And surprisingly I got a lot more closer to Malcolm, we were in the same class for 4 whole years in Kranji but didn't really talked to each other until we were in PJ.

Who knew that this blackie so annoying?

Hahahhaha... no la he not v annoying.

I think 2012 will pass at a much more faster pace, before I know it, it'll be A levels and a few more weeks, it'll be the end of A levels.

I'll really do what I want after A levels bah.

Go and get my braces, take guitar lessons, paint my wall with One Piece theme, chiong maple to level 200 and dragon nest to max level LOL.

Hahahah, enough of 2011 resolutions I guess.

Let me give myself a 2012 resolution:

1. Have the right kind of discipline (do all work but do them with the right purpose of learning)

2. Take care of my body well, can't fall sick too often

3. STOP PONTENG-ING FOR GOD DAMN SAKE.

4. Have many meaningful outings with friends, don't wanna lose contact becuz of our own work.

5. grow up mentally, so I can settle emotions myself.

6. exercise more regularly ( i really need this)

Hmmm, i can't really list out resolutions leh, like i haven't really think of them yet.

>_>

Ok lah I think I lied, it's not a long blog post.

Idk why yesterday before I fell asleep, I had so many thoughts in my head but after I wake up, i forget everything.

I really need my Kbox therapy and that's it.

Kala card promotion is on again,

it's time to go!!!!!

I'll probably do my CNY shopping online bah.

Or just pick any shirt from my closet that my relatives haven't seen before to wear.

LOL :S

Till nxt time.

(sry if this post was disappointing)

2012-01-08T04:32:00.001+08:00

I really need to write a fcking long blogpost before school reopens. I need to clear all thoughts before I go to school or else those thoughts will just get in my way. Damn....

2012-01-08T04:09:00.002+08:00

Just a short post first.

Just now i was trying to chiong through my chem work.

I don't think I can finish every single piece of work by monday(sch reopen)

I know others envy me for having discipline to do my work etc,

but sometimes I rly wish I fking lose this discipline and heck care about hwk so I can enjoy.

Cuz there're moments when I do all the work and then those work don't need to be handed up.

DULAN ONLY!

I know it's good for me since I did the work and I benefit from it,

but most of the time, I do work for the sake of it being done and don't really process the questions.

Shit.

Now I really hope that I can freaking throw away this discipline and enjoy the last day of Holiday.

Should I do that?

Zzzzzzz.

Chem rev pckage - Rxn Kinetics, Organic Chem

Math - MI tutorial

GP assignment.

Bio test

I know I have a lot lesser workload compared to my classmates and I should be happy about it,

but I am a person who don't really console myself with others lacking behind.

It doesn't work that way for me lah.

Damn, and rumour says that Ms Elaine Koh is our CHem tcher and she's super strict.

Wa lao, super strict? Fine.

Who so sibeh kiasi send sms to all classamates to finish chem revn package?

in the end I think she will only collect and see see and then give it bck to us.

IT IS A REVISION PACKAGE AFTERALL.

I don't think I wanna do it anymore cuz now I damn pek cek.

But i know that tmr i wake up also will end up doing work becuz my heart can't be in peace if I left a single piece of work undone.

Why I so fucking disciplined, srsly.

I'll probably finish all MI , half of rxn kinetics tomorrow and then enjoy.

I can't stand it alrdy.

JC 2 life haven't even start and I'm feeling the stress.

WHERE'S MY KBOX THERAPY PPL?

With my current mindset like this, period, I don't think I can come up with the blog post that I wanted to a few days ago.

I have so many things I wanna blog about but I can't find time.

SCREW.

THATS IT.

THIS HOLIDAY I'M LOSING MY DISCIPLINE.

(it's only for 1 day and it's the last day of holidays)

I'LL FUCKING COPY OTHER PPL'S WORK I DONT GIVE A SHIT.

GONNA LEAVE BLANK AND SAY I DUNNO HOW TO DO.

SCREW SCREW SCREW SCREW SCREW

WHY I SO BLOODY DAMN SKED OF TCHER FINDING OUT THAT I NV DO WORK?

TA MAAAAA DEEEEEEEEEEE

ALL CAPS RAGE.

Ok I'm gonna sleep, 4.30am now and I'll sleep for 6 hours and wake up at 10.30am to finish MI tutorial and half of rxn kinetics by 4pm.

After that, I don't give a shit anymore.

Well, at least I did enjoy myself during this holiday but it's never enough.

Guess I'll have to balance it well.

And I'm almost awake for 20 hrs and I don't think I wanna push my body any further since school is reopening soon.

BYE GUYS.

2012-01-07T01:47:00.001+08:00

Too many thoughts right now, will sort it out soon and blog about it.

2012-01-01T23:57:00.002+08:00

After procastinating for 6hrs ever since I woke up, I'm finally blogging.

I have quite a handful of things, mainly events, to talk about. Not much insights.

1. X'mas celebration

2. Stayover at Mandi's house

3. Countdown chalet

I was so damn bored and free until the last week of December 2011 lol.

1. Had a X'mas celebration at my house.

Quite funny to see the bunch of guys being lost in what to do cuz they don't have their laptops.

Yeah so kinda slacked until dinner(KFC) arrived and we played Werewolf after that.

I didn't know that I couldnt peep/cheat lol, damn.

I thought it's some psychology game so I could trick people into believing that I'm a certain role but actually I'm a spy.

Yeah so played that game until it was time for gift exchange!

I bought that whack fly one and wrapped it with newspaper so that the whack fly one is cushioned and you can't guess it by touching.

Noah got it, feel so sorry for him ~

Anyway I got a box of Cadbury chocolates from Chin guan.

For 2 consecutive years, I've been getting food.

At least I can eat it and it's not useless.

Got many funny presents this year too - lightbulb, pantyliner, lipstick, construction toy etc.

Speaking of pantyliner, wtf man the bunch of guys put lipstick on the pantyliners and stick it on Malcolm.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and Malcolm used the pantyliner as serviettes to eat the cake!

HAVE YOU GOT NO SHAME, MALCOLM?!

-Facepalm-

Yeah the cake is damn cute but I don't have a photo of it. Shit >_>

The cake is in the form of a snowman!

Initially I wanted to buy a log cake but when I saw that snowman cake, I knew that I had to buy it or else I will 跟我良心过不去.

Yehhhh so some of the guys stayed back to ton over while the rest went home.

Didn't knew what we were doing and most of the time we just slack, play cards and talk.

The guys taught me how to play Bridge and it was really difficult to play.

Until like 3am, then order Mac and then slack again.

Not that we had a lot of things to do but it was fun and there was lots of laughter.

2. Okay so I had a stayover at Mandi's house with Cass,Nat,CK,Bryan. Shiman and Joey came for awhile only.

It took me awhile to realise that Mandi's house got no door for all the rooms and it became the joke of the night lol.

Watched Pokemon and ate omelette rice that Mandi's dad cooked, nice!!!

Then played a game called Risk, not bad.

I flipped over and vomit blood whenever I discarded an Ace.

But that game quite mentally straining la, must memorise other people's cards, I want shut off my brain also can't.

I also introduced LF2 to Glenn lol, muahhaahahhaha welcome to the gaming world.

So played a game that CK prepared, kinda fun but I guess we played it too late in the night so we all had no energy.

I still have some photos of the plasticine models in my phone, but it's only a few so I won't upload it.

(Mandi, if you want I can send you)

So after that, spent like dunno how long slacking and deciding what to do.

Mandi's siblings also stayed up with us and had a lot of fun although we spent a lot of time being lost and deciding what to do.

Then went to Mandi's room to get some eye rest but her father came along to talk to us,

then time flew and it was morning.

Went to have some breakfast at Toastbox then went home to get a 3h sleep before leaving for chalet.

Reached home and slept until 10am+ when the postman knocked so hard on my door and woke me up.

I RECEIVED MY ONE PIECE CALENDAR 2012 FROM JAPAN!

OMG LA SO PRETTY!!!!

It's hanging on my wall now.

So did some packing, took a bath and left to meet the rest.

Luckily Malcolm wasn't late this time round so he carried my stuff (which wasn't very heavy).

Previously there was a time when he overslept and didn't carry my stuff which is bloody damn heavy roarrrrrrrrrrrr.

Yep so took the MRT to Pasir Ris,

it was a long ride~~~~

Played some hand games with SK, Malcolm and cass during the ride.

We looked stupid playing 猫抓老鼠抓几只 on the train.

I was feeling damn tired because I only slept for 2 hrs after returning home from Mandi's house.

>_> My eyelids are heavy like ffffffffffffff and I could tell that my face is puffy without a mirror.

Yep, reached Pasir Ris to find out that Shiman still in CCK because of her dad being late.

So the rest of us were at a lost.

Some of us decided to go grocery shopping while some went to bowl.

Honestly speaking, I wanted to bowl but I had to go buy BBQ stuff from Fairprice.

Damn >_>

Yeah so had some fun with the trolleys on the trip back to the chalet from Ehub.

I quickly did whatever I needed to set up for the BBQ and then I went to sleep.

I'M NOT LAZY HOR PLS, it's called efficient.

So I had a good rest and went to eat the BBQ food ~

The night passed quickly and I ate a decent amount of food la.

Then went into the chalet to play Bridge again, I agar agar know how to play that game but still got difficulties finding out who's my partner.

So the TV was on and of cuz my attention was diverted lolol.

Didn't take note of what cards were thrown out and GG lor.

I also won quite a few rounds but I think is my partner strong, not me lol.

Bridge is quite a fun game la, provided when I'm fully awake.

If feeling sleepy or stoning then cannot play that game.

Yup, so after that, we played Werewolf again.

After that, the guys went to cycle and the chalet was left with the 3 girls.

Took a shower and slacked.

Had our own Karaoke session and opened the Holy Table session.

2nd day,

Slacked until around 6am ( I think?) then the guys came back but I was already feeling damn sleepy.

So I slept until 7-8am and then went out to eat Breakfast.

It was quite funny because Cass was talking to me and then she signaled something to me when I was still half asleep.

So I thought she asked me to wake up and eat breakfast.

Cass went out of the chalet and closed the door, so I thought I should hurry up and head out too.

When I headed out, I only saw QH, CG, ZY and JS. Then I was like damn puzzled and thinking where's cass.

But I didn't care la , i just follow those few guys to Ehub becuz I was hella hungry.

原来 cass went to toilet and she joined us later at Mac.

Went to replenish our drink supply at EHub.

Returned to the chalet and I continued sleeping/resting while the rest were returning their bikes.

Went to play Pool and I suck at that sport.

I've only played once and so it was my 2nd time playing pool.

I teamed up with Cass and both of us dont have much experience lol, yay loser team but it's okay.

Since we lost, we went to the arcade and play a bit.

Lol i so fedup with cass while playing daytona because she keep kissing other car's butt and the time went out when we only completed 6 laps out of 8.

6 LAPS ONLY WTH.

Then played BishiBashi, as expected I was the sole survivor.

Yup so went back to the Pool place to find the guys.

SK convinced me to play 1 more round of Pool and I accepted.

My teammate was SK and we thought we're gonna lose because I so damn noob.

But in the end we won la, wah shuang sia, we managed to catch up at the last minute!

Must thank SK sensei and QH sensei for teaching me, and not forgetting JP also for teaching me n cass in the previous round.

But anyway the opponent was Malcolm and Kevin lol, thought they quite zai one but they lost because of Kevin ( i think).

Then went to eat lunch but I didn't eat, wasn't feeling hungry so just drink bubble tea.

Back to chalet and played Werewolf whole afternoon looool.

There was a bit of tension at the end but nvm la.

Luckily I die early in the game so I'm not involved.

Then went out to the park for some air, some stayed behind to mahjong.

We're supposed to play Capt Ball but couldn't find a good spot.

So in the end played Virus.

Wtf man lol ffffffffff hungry by then and still had to run.

I was caught but I didnt catch anyone, didn't bother to chase.

So the mahjong team came and dunno play what ball game.

So sad for my team because of me LOL.

我有脚跟没有脚一样, I don't like running.

But I must start running soon cuz I'm gaining weight like free.

Back then I was still 164cm with 43kg.

Now i'm like still 164cm with 55kg+

WHAT THE F.

Yeah so went dinner after the game.

We splitted up and I went Subway cuz I didn't bother to walk anymore.

QH lost his phone, kinda sad.

I didn't know how he lost it also, must have dropped it somehow.

Went back to chalet and watched TV.

I slept for awhile before going to bathe.

Nb, suay-est moment of the year.

I was waitin for the shower cubicles to clear so I chatted with cass.

We talking about serious stuff somemore then one ffffuuuuuuccccccckkkking big flying cockroach landed on my face.

CHUA SAI SIA WA LAO.

AND ITS SIBEI BIG MAN.

But nvm maybe after that bad experience I will tio 4D or something.

Anyway that issue happened LAST YEAR.

Went back to chalet and play cards/watched TV.

Playing Bridge again but my mind was abit off alrdy and screwed up quite a bit.

But at least ah, first thing I did in year 2012 was to win a Bridge match LOL.

After that played Risk, Cheat with them and deciding to go bowl when things got boring.

Reached EHub and didnt bowl in the end because too ex.

So it was a form of nightwalk then everyone jus tapao food and go back eat.

Went upstairs to have some ghost story talk.

Everyone must contribute a sentence and our goal was to create a ghost story.

It turned out to be some joke.

"Clown A and Clown B took MRT..... They own dogs"

wtf lol.

Yup, then we off the lights and talked some serious shit.

Sadly, none of us in the circle could tell ghost stories and we all became sleepy after awhile, around 5.30am.

Idk why every chalet's last night I will have some stupid shit happening to me.

The room was freaking cold and I had no blanket or anything to cover.

Somemore I was sandwiched between LJ and JH and I had no space.

I felt like I was planking more then sleeping.

In the end, I buay tahan so I went out of the room and downstairs,

hoping that there's a spot for me to sleep, but there was none la.

So I decided to hunt for blankets so that I could cont sleeping in the cold room.

There're supposed to be 4 but I could only find 3 and all 3 are occupied.

I couldn't find that last blanket.

By the time I went back to the room,

TOO LATE, MY SPOT WAS TAKEN BY A SIDE FLIP OF JH AND LJ.

Last place to sleep is the stairs and I slept on the stairs from 6am-9.40am.

In between I'll wake up occasionally to stretch my back or sleep on the small space in between the door and the stairs.

But good thing is that it's not that cold compared to the room.

Yup by 9.50am, all woke up, packed up and left the chalet.

Ate breakfast, again, I wasn't hungry and I just drank a small cup of milo.

Took the train home and yah lor, liddat lor.

Took a bathe and slept.

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These few days I haven't been eating well.

dunno why leh.

Last time 1 packet of rice I always can finish,

now I can barely finish half a packet.

Maybe at home rot too much then metabolism very low.

I need my Kbox therapy soon.

I think I'll just stop here cuz it's 6am alrdy.

This post like so boring ah, nvm it's only for me to remember things.

I'm gonna later and then blog again.

YEAHHHH MANNNNNNNNNNNN

2011-12-23T18:40:00.006+08:00

Just a post before I go on and do my homework.

I spent 2 days catching up Skip Beat manga, approx 150 chapters in 1 day.

PRO ANOT? HAHAHAHAHHAHAA

I'm quite proud of myself for my manga reading speed lol.

I decided to continue the manga after a long break because.....

Ok to be honest I started out with the anime first,

but I'm v disappointed because there wasn't a season 2.

And the anime makes me wanna continue finding what's going on by reading the manga.

MANGA IS GOOOD.

The anime came out in 2008 but I only review it in 2011(end of 2011 somemore) because I didn't really had time.

Skip Beat is realllyyy gooood for girls.

Here's a pic of Skip Beat~

Currently I'm having Tsuruga Ren fever lol, the 2D one.

In the anime, there's 2 main male leads.

Fuwa Sho(blond hair left) and Tsuruga Ren(blackish brown hair right)

I prefer Tsuruga Ren becauseeeee.....

aiya both of them are good looking but I pick Tsuruga Ren hahahahhaah.

The same goes for Vampire Knight lor.

Idk why a lot of girls chose Zero rather than Kaname.

OBVIOUSLY KURAN KANAME IS SO MUCH HOTTER ):

Anyway Tsuruga Ren is like my dream guy now,

unrealistic lah, i know he 2D but fantasize a bit nevermind mah.

I realised that I always pick the more 'mature' guy in anime/manga.

Yeah man I like more mature guys.

I know every girl wants a mature-mindset guy.

But I don't just want mature-mindset, everything he do must also be mature.

Roarrrrrrrr I wait long long then have.

And there's a Skip Beat Drama produced from Taiwan.

I really don't think Skip Beat should be made into a drama because it will just lose it's magic.

Even though the cast includes 2 members from super junior, I don't think they'll bring out Sho's and Ren's personality.

(Fuwa Sho is acted by Dong Hae and Tsuruga Ren is acted by Si Won)

Not that I dislike DongHae and SiWon but I watched the first epsiode of Skip Beat Drama and I couldn't take it.

It appears to be tooooooo unrealistic to be happening in real life.

FYI, Skip Beat is a slapstick manga in the first place.

And the female lead in the drama is too..... kua zhang la, she didn't bring out the essentials in Kyoko.

Certain mangas should be made into drama/movie and some shouldn't.

For example, Ouran High School Host Club, Kaichou wa Maid-sama, Skip Beat, Special A shouldn't be made into drama/movie!

Not just the shoujo(girl) category, shounen(boy) manga/anime such as One Piece, Naruto, Bleach also shouldn't be made into drama/movie!

It doesn't matter if a really hot actor is casting in the show but these animes CAN'T BE MADE INTO LIVE ACTION.

By saying Drama/Movie, I meant using HUMANS to act as the characters inside ok.

Manga/Anime such as Koizora, NANA, Bokura ga Ita, Clannad SHOULD DEFINITELY BE MADE INTO LIVE ACTION!

Aiya most of you all won't probably know what I'm talking about except for Bryan, Nat, I suppose. Then you all will just speed-read whatever I'm writing above.

DAMN YOU, WHY YOU DON'T READ MANGA OR WATCH ANIME?

I'm really pissed at those who don't watch anime or read manga.

They find them unrealistic or don't find it enjoyable to read comics.

But there are many aspects of anime that you can't find in live action dramas!

Anime allows space for imagination, and I mean REAL IMAGINATION.

I know there're movies like Terminator, X-Men etc etc which also requires imagination.

If you were to make them all into movies,

the audience would praise at how realistic a movie is made to be. e.g Transformers.

Like "woah, the effect so sui, wah, Optimus Prime!"

There's a certain element of science inside many, I SAID MANY, non-anime movies.

You gotta have a realistic environment or else people won't watch it.

But for anime?

You don't need any reason.

You just paint your own world.

A world that everything revolves around chakra, devil fruits, reiatsu?

(I'm using the more popular animes for reference)

There are also many expressions that are expressed in animes that can't be expressed in live action.

I don't know how to explain it for non-anime watchers to understand but there's a reason why so many people are into anime!

And then there're just some who goes on saying "Why bother liking a 2D character that's never real?"

If the manga artist made his/her readers like the characters in the manga, HE'S SUCCESSFUL DAMN IT!

Screw you all who don't even give anime/manga a try.

Of course I don't agree with those who are too-overly(?) obsessed with anime/manga.

Yeah you can buy the anime's merchandise and adore them but you don't have to treat or worship them like gods. lol.

There're some on my FB friend list if you don't believe.

For example,

I mentioned above that Tsuruga Ren is my dream guy right?

What I meant is that I wanna find a 3D person like Tsuruga Ren, I DO NOT mean that I want the 2D Tsuruga Ren.

Those who are so obsessed with anime/manga until the extent that they only want the 2D version then they're really screwed.

At least I am still sane.

I'm so happy that anime/manga is invented in this world.

Another reason to love Japan!

Don't bash me,

I don't mean that anime/manga is superior to live action dramas/movies.

What I'm trying to say is that those who haven't explored the anime/manga world should go and give it a try because it's really worth it.

I'm gonna chiong finish my work and then read NANA, I've been lagging behind the latest chapter for very long!

Also, being a manga/anime lover does not make you a nerd and it's not cartoon.

I hate it whenever I'm watching anime then my father walk into my room and say I'm a 17 year old watching cartoon.

Shut up lah go back to your TV and watch ROCKY or watch 爱/霹雳火, your generation one.

After reading all these, you still don't wanna go explore the 2D world, then screw you lah.

You're missing out so many good stuff. You 笨小孩!

(哎呀，望着胸口排一排哑~~）<-- From Andy Lau's song.

I feel so GEK SIM for you.

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Anyway recently SMRT keep break down, I mean the train hor.

Then so many unhappy Singaporeans keep flaming SMRT/LTA.

Come on lah, didnt you watch/read the report on why the trains broke down?

I also didn't really understand all the physics terms but I don't think it's something as simple as lack of maintenance.

Yes SMRT may be arrogant and was, I said WAS, relaxed on the checking and maintaining the SMRT train parts, but I don't think got so zhun all the parts fell off at once right?

Somemore in the town area only!

Suck it up Singaporeans, our transport system is already considered much more better than other countries.

SMRT shuttle bus break down also blame the CEO?

You siao ah?

Anyway we should be all feeling happy that we're lucky that no one died from the SMRT break down right?

And it's quite fun for us to walk in the train tunnels what, NOT FUN MEH?

And some lucky Singaporeans get to smash windows without getting fined, come on man, if I was in that unlucky train, I would have probably volunteered to smash it if I knew I didn't had the pay fine LOL.

I have to praise SMRT for controlling the situation so quickly.

The interval between trains is like 3-4min, and to convey commands to handle the situation within such a short time span isn't easy.

Then we, Singaporeans, all complain the train very cramp.

Damn you lah, you got see countries like India anot?

Their train is not cramp one leh, their train not even a train.

You say Singapore don't have long distance trains like India one right?

And our train got air conditioner one right?

I show you Japan train lor, Japan standard of living almost same as ours mah.

You think our MRT full? lol

I think Singaporeans are just not happy with the transport fares rising.

Eh come on lah.... travel back and forth at most $2 nia.

I thought Singaporeans quite rich one?

You one day don't drink KOI or Gong Cha lor, then ta-da, you have your transport money.

Those who have more to begin with, they are unwilling to share.

I don't know if I've mentioned this before (I think I did but let's just bring that matter up again)

My current classmates, shall not name who.

Few of them are like.. rich, ok maybe they don't seem rich in their own eyes, but they're well-off.

They don't even wanna donate their spare change to PJC Walkathon.

(I do agree that the Walkathon is a shitty idea.)

The target is $100.

Yeah I know, lowering our heads to ask donations from other people is a bit embarrassing.

Since you don't wanna lower your head, then at least chip in some of your own money?

Ok fine, you chipped in, but you chip in $2 only?

I chipped in $10 from my own pocket by the first collection.

I can definitely tell you that I'm not as well-off as them.

I'm no heroine because there're some who chipped in $50, idk whether they flaunting their wealth or are really giving, I choose to believe the latter)

Even my CT,Mrs Loh also said that people who are more well-off to begin with are more selfish.

I don't know if it's the right expression but a lot of Singaporeans nowadays are born with a silver spoon in their mouth.

They start off well, so they didn't experience what it's like to be worse than their starting point.

We don't have the strong desire to improve because we didn't taste shit before.

Those who kana shit before are those who will really grow.

Besides that, $2 is really pathetic, selfish people.

This is why Singapore is so unhappy.

Moving back to the SMRT incident right,

I think it may be a 恶作剧, like maybe some ahbengs or terrorists purposely remove the rail parts to cause the trains to breakdown.

I don't really think that the parts would fall on their own.

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Then there's this Aaron Tan thingy also.

Actually his original video like nothing one lor, just a simple ah beng death treat to the gobangwall boy.

Then suddenly got so many other bo liao people go make video replies lolol.

Quite funny lah, it entertained me on a boring day.

Then a lot of Singaporeans go flame the HolyFadedSoldier.

That guy is a total loser in his 2nd video lololol.

Can't take criticism then post 'FUCK YOU SINGAPOREANS' in his own video.

Say we racist.

If we really that racist then how we live together lol.

Anyway this DeeKosh guy quite interesting ah,

although I don't know if his accent really fake or what and he may be a bit annoying,

some of his points are actually true and it's nice to see a fellow Singaporean standing up for ourselves.

But DeeKosh always bring up unhappy issues in Singapore e.g Taxi Fare increase, and this would only remind/brainwash us about how sucky Singapore is, which I don't really like.

We need to remind ourselves how lucky we are.

(making myself look great)

Anyway by now you would have seen me using many emoticons in this post, (if you can see, that is)

Yeah I kinda started using them again, makes my post more expressive.

Hahahaha.

Christmas is just right around the corner.

Sadly, my house don't have a xmas tree because we threw it away.

But I have a replacement hahahahha , it's a snowman light.

It saddens me every year when I know I have to go to my Uncle's(my mother's side) house to celebrate Xmas.

It's really boring because the people and the guests there are very career-focused.

Everytime you go there, they'll ask you what you wanna be when you grow up, ur ambition, ur plans to reach ur ambition etc.

Boring.

I keep telling them that I have no plans for my future and they give me that face.

So annoying.

You should be grateful that I didn't tell you that I wanna become a ninja.

Then everytime my uncle will just tell me how great his son is bla bla bla.

FYI his son is studying to be a doctor.

He will ask me if I wanna get tips from his son bla bla bla bla.

Screw him, I could be a nerd like him if I wanted to, but sorry, no thanks.

And then there's another distant cousin of mine who will visit there every year too.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME.

When he's discussing about his future with my uncle, I kinda overheard.

He say he wanna build an aircraft or something.

My heart broke into laughter as soon as I heard it.

Like this .

Not that I 看不起 him or something, but sorry, in Singapore I don't think you can lol.

Well, it's good that he has a goal to work towards.

If he wants to study building aircrafts, he should go overseas.

In addition, the food there is boring.

Every year eat the same thing: Turkey Ham, Chicken Ham, salad etc etc.

It's so plain man, i'd rather eat cup noodles.

It annoys me when they're so health conscious.

X'mas 1 year 1 time, eat some unhealthy food will die?

They dont even have potato chips in their house,

all they have for guests to snack on is .. nuts (those healthy ones like almond)

It also bothers me when their Nasi Briyani has some weird things inside.

NASI BRIYANI IS NASI BRIYANI,

WHY YOU ADD RAISINS AND ALMOND NUTS INSIDE?!

And worst of all, I cannot pon teng this because my mom would be upset.

My father pon teng every year and my sis ponteng like, alternate years.

I suay lor, who ask me youngest in the family then my wings spread last and I can't ponteng this.

Im gonna ponteng next year, I'll tell my mother 1 year beforehand lol.

I love Christmas but the turn off about it is that I have to go to my uncle's house.

And I don't know anyone there, luckily this year I got iPhone.

ANTI-SOCIAL WEAPON.

I just overheard that my father is inviting his kopitiam friends over to my house during CNY.

Yuck, I hate it.

All the cigarette smell gonna stain my house.

And I don't know any of them, how you expect me to stay home?

I don't care, my 翅膀硬了(wings harden already), I'm gonna ponteng that.

NOW WHO IS NICE ENOUGH TO LET ME STAY OVER YOUR HOUSE FOR 1 NIGHT?

(I am serious)

Somemore he asked me if he can borrow my room to let his guests play Mahjong.

Few years ago, the room i'm staying in wasn't my room, it was more of a spare room, ok fine, since no one is occupying it, then it can be a mahjong room.

But now? It became my room, you think I'd gladly open up my room for your guests to come in and Mahjong? The cigarette smells all over, pui.

My dad knows that I don't like the idea of him inviting guests over but I know I've always invited my own friends over to my house and I guess I have to be fair.

However, I'll not borrow my dad's guest my room because it's too unreasonable!

My friends also never step into my dad's room!

I don't care if the whole house is registered under his name but as long as I'm here,

I won't allow it.

TOO BAD, YOUR DAUGHTER'S WINGS HAVE HARDENED AND SHE CAN GO AGAINST YOU NOW.

Recently, my dad also bought me a Baby-G watch (it's the real deal) when I didn't even asked for it.

I'm happy with my $20 digital watch but yet he insisted to buy a watch for me.

At first I think he bought it out of love, but now that I think of it, it's a bribe.

Maybe I think too much lolol, but he never bought one for my sister and YEAH, HE ONLY GAVE IT TO ME BECAUSE HE WANTED TO USE MY ROOM!!!!!!

Hahha jk, it's still unknown if the watch is really a bribe.

Tch, don't think you bought me a watch then you can convince me to hand over my room.

Not so easy, 没那么容易!

Maybe if he gave me money to Japan, I would consider.

Ok I'm ending my post here cuz I can't rmb what I wanted to blog about.

2011-12-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

As promised, a post about TVXQ(DBSK) Asia Fan Party!
The ticket costs $188...
At first I was contemplating really hard on whether to go or not, but I'm so so so so glad that I decided to go! :D

Lightstick(red) and the tickets!

Me and my cousin, we took this shot after the show.

Yes, we were that close to DBSK!

This was our view in the mosh pit!

Focus on the towel!

My primary 6 wish finally came true!

Ok I would say... half true.

In Pri 6, I remember clearly that my blog had a wishlist on the sidebar.

And one of the wishes was to watch a DBSK concert.

True that I did watch DBSK perform, but it was only 2 of them, not the whole 5.

And it was a Fan Party, not a full concert.

$188 is too expensive for just a Fan Party, you would think.

But to me, it was very important.

I've waited for nearly 5-6 years for DBSK to come to Singapore.

DBSK is my favourite Kpop band too, they ain't any rookie okay.

I was so happy to see the red ocean(audience all lit up their red lightsticks) with my own eyes.

Spectecular view!

I bought the mosh pit tickets and got a really good view of DBSK!

I was in pen A and nearer to Changmin although my bias is YunHo.

I SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT PEN B ):

I don't think me going to DBSK's fan party is just any normal fangirl-ing.

They really mean a lot to me and it was their songs which brought me through the dark(est) moments of my life.

There're a lot of ahjuma fans and I find it normal.

DBSK's charm is more mature in a sense.

There're also a lot of interaction between the fans and the 2 members! C:

And I finally got to fulfill another wish!

That wish is to cheer for DBSK (fan chant) hahaha.

It's like all the fans would shout in unity when the band is performing.

When I heard that DBSK is left with 2 members, I really thought that I had no chance to see DBSK perform live anymore.

Yunho and Changmin are really tall and good-looking in person!

They're 184cm and 186cm respectively.

Their singing is ... DAEBAK!

It really sounds good and I'm so glad that I did choose them as my favourite band.

It's like... DBSK gives me reasons to protect them as my favourite band.

Their singing, looks, dancing, talent, humbleness etc etc.

Yunho is my bias because he really came a long way.

He was born in Gwang Ju and he left his hometown for Seoul, to pursue his dream.

He was alone... he had no money and had to sweep snow, be a waiter... and he had no shelter.

It really hurts me to see him come a long way to chase his dream while nowadays the other kpop idols are just scouted by agents.

I do think there're many decent reasons to see DBSK as decent singers, not just some idol band.

Anyway, if I had to describe my dream guy, it has to be YunHo... heheh.

He's not really that good looking compared to the other DBSK members but he has charisma!

His charisma was what caught me and he's been my favourite ever since I came across DBSK.

He's really nice and he's a good leader too.

Although he's a little bit too competitive but this shows his determination.

Awwww...

If you're reading this post and think that I'm just fangirl-ing, screw you, you better be jealous because you're missing out on something soooooo damn good.

I don't like people to say that the things I love is not worth liking.

Just because DBSK originates from Korea, you shouldn't treat them like other recent Kpop idol bands. Hmmph!

It was really a touching night because the 2 members apologised sincerely for letting Singapore Cassiopeians wait 6 years for their arrival in Singapore.

Changmin even teared hahahah.

I can tell that it's really a sincere apology, sixth sense, don't ask me how.

Anyway this Fan Party is really meaningful to me because a dream that I thought that would never come true again... came true.

I thought I had lost all hope in seeing DBSK perform live but I got to.

Always keep the faith.

I hope DBSK comes back as 5 and sing my favourite song, Tonight.

A picture of changmin and yunho performing to wrap up everything!

(the photos do not belong to me, I enjoyed the whole event without snapping any photos)

2011-12-17T01:05:00.002+08:00

FUCK I FORGOT THAT I WENT TO TVXQ CONCERT.
That one got pictures so I'll upload and blog about it tomorrow.

I'M SO SORRY(to dbsk, not you) AND I WILL COMMIT SEPPUKU.

Seppuku - usually a term used by Japanese Samurais who slice their stomach when they are not loyal to their superiors.

2011-12-16T22:49:00.002+08:00

I love it when a certain song spark off a chain of thoughts.

I was running through my song folder (i have 30gb worth of songs wow and that doesnt include my portable hard disk).
I usually classify my songs according to language and then the artists.
Then I felt kinda ang moh today and went to click on the 'English' folder.
I don't listen to English music often but don't know why I felt like it today.

So, I clicked on 'Where is the love?' by Black Eye Peas.
This song got me thinking a lot.
You all probably already know, many of us download music because it's catchy etc.

Yup, I downloaded this song last time because I probably found the beat catchy.
We often ignore the lyrics.
Now that I'm listening to 'Where is the love?' again, I viewed it in another perspective and it got me thinking "Ah.. why didn't I think of that way before?"

I've been listening to so many K-pop songs recently and I forgot the real reason why I even listen to music.
I'm not trying to be a music guru here.
Not only K-pop songs, there are many other genres out there who have songs that are just plain catchy.
The lyrics of those songs don't really mean anything.
Especially those party songs...

Yes I know, without those party songs, how do clubs get hyped up?

There are just too many songs out there that are about love, to be specific, boy-girl love.
Many many songs about break ups, obsession, sadness, regret etc.
But I would really prefer good music with lyrics that are about our lives.
I'm not saying that boy-girl love isn't part of our lives... but cm'on, we know we can be something much greater than just finding our true love.

There should be more songs about growing up, world peace, friends etc.
I assume that without the music, many of us search for songs with lyrics that are relatable to us.
And we are all often blinded by what we think it's most important to us, love.
Yes indeed love is important, but there are also many types of love.
I'm not assuming that everyone is the same... but it's just an impression given to me by the people around me.
Again, let me remind you, without the music/rhythm etc, just the lyrics alone.
We deem a song to be good when the lyrics are relatable to us and gets us emotional.
Like really, is love for the opposite sex that important?
I think that's all we think about during our late teenage years.
When we finally get pass our teenage years and become adults, I'm sure we will realise that there's something more important out there besides love for the opposite sex and that's the time when we'll regret "why didn't I realise this earlier?".

Yeah I know that finding our partner in our lives is important, but it's not number 1 priority.

Now, stop thinking that I will become a bacholertte for the rest of my life by reading that I just wrote.
Screw you if you thought that way!

Does boy-girl love really do so much impact in our lives?
I don't really know, maybe if you asked me when I was younger, I would have said yes.
I admit that I did have some craze/frenzy about getting a bf when I was younger.
But now? I don't think it's that important anymore.
I know the right one will come along anyway, muahahahahaha.

Right now, I feel that family, friends(yah la I know nowadays my post keep babbling about friends right?), peace and securing what's important to me is number 1.

If I can't even secure the things around me, what reason do I have to go search for something so complicated a.k.a boy-girl love?

Hmmmm, 'Where is the love?' - Black Eyed Peas kinda gave me the inspiration to write this blog post.
I know the songs is about... mostly world peace and respect.
That song didn't really sinpire me to blog about world peace and respect, but more of what I am doing right now.
What do I mean by that?
I don't know, you have to keep on reading to guess.

And I know that my writing in this blog post is very formal right?
HA HA HA HA.

I don't know how that song brought me to this thought about what I am doing in my own life.
It's okay if you don't figure out that link because me myself also can't explain the link.
If you can figure out, voila your EQ will score a distinction.

I guess having a holiday really gives me time for myself to think.
It's like every november-december holiday is a 'mentality growing session'.
Because after every EOY holiday, I go back to school thinking that I'm a changed person and I grew up more.
Well at least I would see myself to be more mature than those 1 year younger than me.

Sometimes I think what the fk I am doing right now... really.
Do I really want to have good results and just move on to have a good job with good income?
I don't really want it.
Maybe that's how the society defines 'stability'/'security' or even 'success' is.
Do you really feel happy? Or are you just satisfied with your achievement?
Even if you did feel happy with that 'success' defined by the society, I think that happiness comes from solely you reaping what you sow.
How to say... it's like you put in so many months/years of hard work and you finally got the results that you want, that kind of happiness.

I seek for a different kind of happiness.
I think the ideal kind of happiness I would want is the happiness I get when I'm helping someone.
Like you get a sense of warmth after filling the gap that the person himself can't even fill.
I don't know how to explain... but I really like that kind of happiness.
I guess it mostly happens when you give and don't ask for anything in return.
You don't expect any results, you don't have any goal to reach.
I just want to wander around with no ultimate goal and give whatever I can.

Relating back to reality, I guess this kind of happiness is very uncommon.
I thought that becoming a social volunteer would expose myself greatly to the kind of happiness I'm seeking for, but really, do I have the ability to do it?
More of, do I have the time to do it?
I'm tied down by many things in life, so many that I had no choice but to follow 'success' defined by the society.
I owe my parents my life, owe them for whatever they've given me, owe whoever gave me help to make me what I am today. It's not all just monetary matter, I also owe the people around me who introduced me to more people, owe whoever who appreciated me. The list just goes on.

I don't think I'm a human if I just take it all for granted. We may not realise but we are all tied down by these things in our lives that were given to us, regardless of whether we want it or not.
Before we even had our own conscience or conscious, we are already given things. Your parents gave you love, care, attention, milk powder, your bed, etc.
And then we feel that it is only right for us to repay our parents for whatever they've given us.
To do so, we have to become sufficient in terms of money to support our parents and we have to listen to them.

I'm not saying that our parents giving us love equals to tying us down, NO.
You yourself know better than that.

I just want to come to a point where everything is back to zero.
A point where nothing ties me down and I really could choose anything I want to be.

Taking myself as an example, I have to become someone with financial stability to support my parents in their later years and to sustain my own family in the near future.
Financial stability means a job with good income = good studies.

Actually ah, at the end of the day, I'm just pointing at " I don't want to study, I don't want to follow the norm, I don't want anything to tie me down, I just want to have freedom".

Simi sai, I write so many chunks of paragraphs just to express what I'm trying to say in the previous sentence.

I know that there a few people out there who really got what they want by the non-academic method.

Like you can satisfy your own ambition of being a server by going to kopitiam and serve fishball noodle what. No need to study so much to go to France and become a professional server in some random high class hotel. It's all the same mah!
At the end of the day, you serve people and the rules are the same.
You walk up to them while carrying their food, introduce the name of the dish and put it down on their table.

Kopitiam and high class restaurant not much difference what, both also got table number, just that kopitiam table no. is visible to all and high class restaurant table no. is only visible to their own staff.
You go work at kopitiam as server more easy sia, just go up to the person, say "bak chor mee?", ur customer nod, you put down the dish, then you collect money and walk away.

High class restaurant so difficult, you go up to ur customer, say "seafood paella for you, miss?", ur customer nod, you put down the dish carefully, say "enjoy your meal", when customer eat finish, you need clear table and put setting again.

Of cuz everyone will choose to serve at kopitiam right?
But then everyone looks at the salary and finally make their decision.
Money makes the world go round.

At this moment, I don't even know what I'm pointing at because I never really had a point to deliver anyway lol.
Pick whatever you can understand make sense out of it.
Then you will learn something valuable yourself, ahahahaha.

After saying all this right, I think after I sleep and wake up, I will da3 hui2 yuan2 xing2. lol, means go back to my original square.
Nothing will rly change, and I'll just live my life day by day again.
I will go back to the cycle of just studying and studying ... work and work ...

What I'm lookin for is not just having a career that is out of the norm, no, not that simple.
I don't mean by becoming an artist in Singapore(a country w/ very little artistic culture) or by migrating to other countries to change my own environment is gonna make me achieve what I want. I don't know how I can explain but it's more of having no shape and I could make myself to be anything I want.

I want a world whereby everyone is free and they make their own choices without the need to look at limitations or things that they owe other people.
It's like, you don't have a shape or texture to begin with.
To become a rock, you have to be hard.
To become a doctor, you have to have knowledge.
I don't want that.

You don't have anything to start with, which opens you to a whole range of choices.
You are not a circle to begin with, so you don't have to be necessarily made into a CD, a donut, a car wheel, a pizza.
It's point zero we are talking about.

Actually I also very confused by what I'm saying.
A moment ago I was talking about the kind of happiness i was seeking for and then now I'm taklin about point zero.
Hmmm >_>

But I think it'll be an interesting read, right?
I think I need someone in my life to connect all these thoughts I have.
Enough about all those, let me now write my own history a.k.a things that happened in my life.

Right now I really wish I had another cup of gong cha so I can sip on it while I blog.
BUT I FINISHED IT GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I've been procastinating so much.

Recently, just celebrated Najiha's bday.
I rmb that I was a belated celebration but who cares, as long as it's done.
Had a fun Kbox session in the afternoon first before meeting up with the rest of the group.
Had dinner at pizza hut and then after that they came over to my house and watch movie.
Xiao Zhe Hui Jia hahahah, quite a funny film.

I guess the nxt event I had after that is Metro SIF.
I was activated reserve, at first I was like FKKKKKKKKKK.
But it wasn't that bad of an experience at all.
Emily and Thiba was at the front, interacting with people and all I did was to fold balloons behind-the-scenes.

Who knew that I would become so good at balloon sculpting?
I wouldn't call myself an expert but at least I found it fun and I really like how easy it is.
Like you just have to use some brain cells to put the parts together and line them up in order first before sculpting.
It's a lot of trial and error but you'll always be exploring and it's easy to open up new discoveries.
Like, you can fold a poodle and by leaving a longer portion at the neck area, you'll have a giraffe.

Anyway, had my metro SIF official duty with cass and jin mei.
I felt like I was the pro at balloon sculpting amongst them hahaahahha.
Then of cuz, cass was our mascot.

From the way that she was doing her CIP right, I can tell that she's one of those who can't stay still.
Like she can't get an office job, she have to be always moving and trying something new.
It's good in a way that you'll always have something refreshing, but that may also suggest instability.
To Cass: Maybe your hand ah, the lines never join... it may really suggest that scary prediction that you don't want LOL, but choy....

Metro SIF may just seem to be another CIP to others, but I learnt many things from it.
I observe how all those parents and their kids walk pass our balloon booth,
the kids will be staring and the parents won't get them the balloons unless it's for free.
You've got to donate $5 to get a balloon.

I mean like HEY... since you got money to shop at Metro, $5 isn't much to you right?
Somemore the money donated really goes to charity what.
Then some aunties will donate $1 or even worse, 20 cents was the least I've seen, just to get a booklet containing many different vouchers.
Like they'll come to our booth and say, "eh the voucher is $1 can get liao hor?"

Really? Do you even know where your $1 goes to?
Is that voucher all you can see?

When we grow up, we become more money-minded. (Duh of cuz I know that you know).
But when i see parents bringing their kids to the booth and donatin $5 to get balloons for their kids, they first ask the kid to choose what they want.
When the kid chooses a poodle(made by 1 balloon), the parents whisper to their ears and tell the kid to pick the flower(made by 2 balloons).
Why? Simply because it is more worth lah.

I agree on that, you donate $5 and u get to choose between 2 things made by 1 balloon and 2 balloon respectively. OF CUZ TAKE THE 2 BALLOON ONE LAH.
But come on man, your kid like the poodle, give him the poodle.
It doesn't make a difference!
Both the poodle and the flower will shrink and die by 3 days.

And I like how kids just look at all the balloons in front of them and pick the one they like most, instinctively.
There's no need to consider how many balloons are used in the sculpture or how much effort is needed to make the sculpture.

It's good that we all become more aware when we grow up.
But I think it's only good if we use that awareness to defend and not use it as an advantage to get more than what we need.

You become more aware of your environment to protect yourself.
You don't use that awareness to go extort things from others.

Also, i felt very bad for having to reveal the fact that the parents have to donate $5 to get a balloon.
If I could, I would fold balloons and give them out for free.
It's kinda sad to see those kids staring at those balloons and being pulled away by their parents after hearing that a donation is needed.

But however there are really some kids that are damn annoying lah.
No intention of wanting the balloon but then keep come and di siao, poke the balloon on display.
Then some younger ones will just take the balloon and walk away...
then i will think " hallo kid.. you think u v funny ah.. gimme the balloon back dey "

Then there's this boy who came on both my duty slots.
I don't rmb his name but he's a mixed chiense and malay.
He keep disturbing when my team is busy.
At first I find him annoying but after hearing his background from Emily, my heart soften la, NOT LITERALLY.

His parents just give him money and don't really care about him.
No wonder he's running around like free...

Funny how our perceptives of others can just change with a single fact, eh?

Anyway I gave him a balloon bracelet for free lah, since he entertained me quite a bit and help to fold poodles.

After that metro SIF, I don't have anything schedule and it's like damn boring la my life.

Everyday just DN DN DN and don't want do homework.

Anyway the last week of december holiday seems promising with lots of activities hahahahhaa.

It's a long post and I hope it's not that boring.

AND I WANNA GO TO JAPAN SO BADLY MAN, DAMN!

2011-12-06T00:37:00.003+08:00

不够成熟，不够坦白.
我一天到晚只会说别人笨，但真正笨的人是自己！

2011-11-30T01:31:00.004+08:00

As for outings and events, i like to post pics and talk about it.

ECP outing to celebrate yu zheng's bday.
Hahha shu kai, cass and me are bag-watchers.
We jus slack the whole day while the rest went to cycle.

Bored maria playing with her iphone 4 white

Shu kai trying to study jp's flying notes.

some onigiris that i made for the picnic.

class outing (11s01) at sentosa.

there's this bird and he/she thought he/she some boss,

loiter aorund the road and don't wont to move

LIKE A BOSS

Some things that i bought from AFA 2011!

Definitely gonna go back next year!

EVERY YEAR MUST GOOOOO.

the chop on my hand.

woah hairy arms ah.

BIG BIG CHOPPER!

At that point of time I really wanna carry it home.

Karaoke session with my relatives.

Family shot.

Sigh, how long has it been since we've taken a family photo?

side track: I told you guys that my father look like bangala and u all don't believe.

Went to MOF with a noob and my mom.

Haha! my new one piece schedule book for 2011!

I rly buay tahan those who always put themselves one level higher than the rest.

can't we all just sama sama and eat satay tgt? srsly.

Yes we can hate this and hate that about people but we don't need to show that we have more intelligence than them and make them inferior.

Ok mayb i hypocrite about at least I am learning.

How about YOU?

2011-11-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

I don't what got me here to blog but I think it's becuz I don't have other things to do.

I'm kinda bored of Dragon Nest.
My Force User reached max level (for now)
and i'm training a new warrior.
Sadly, warrior got no flashy skills and I got sick of it.

I think I got a lot to blog and this will be a very long post.
I'm gonna start off with recent stuff.

Ok today there was MAMA on tv.
Luckily I only reach home at around 9.30pm to catch the last half hour of MAMA,
if not my twitter gonna spam like shit.

Anyway, I kinda disagree with the awards given to the idols.

First off is the Best Album award, srsly Idk why super junior got that award.
I usually go to youtube and listen to all the songs on the album before downloading it.
And i totally didnt download super junior's album lol because I didnt rly like it.

Wah Best album sia, I never even download.
I dunno is i lose out or the awarding system is fucked.
Of cuz, from my tone you can assume it's the latter.

Blah anyway Best Song of the year - I am the best by 2NE1 is pretty decent.
However i won't say that i totally agree with this because there are better songs in the nominee list.

I kinda disagree with Artist of the Year to be SNSD.
They only came back into the industry in October.
I must admit that SM.ent is smart for putting SNSD's comeback in October because most probably fans have not gotten over SNSD's song yet.
And what makes them Artist of the Year srsly?
They just produce 1 album leh lol.

I am not an anti-fan of SNSD and suju nor am I a blackjack (2ne1).
I think I'm pretty old in being a kpop fan becuz I like kpop ever since pri 6.
I watched how many idol bands "grow".
SNSD and suju are not rookies and yes sure they deserve the awards.
but i think 2ne1 is really worth cheering for because they're v unique and they're only 2-3years old in the industry.
HOWEVER I AM A CASSOPEIAN <- i dont even kno if i spelt it correctly
I SUPPORT DBSK.
Can sing( I meant it, they really can sing), and can dance, good looks tooooo.

And the BEST MALE SINGER SHOULDN'T BE KIM HYUN JOONG WTF.
The rest of the nominees are decent and out of them all, kim hyun joong got the least good vocal among them.
zzzzz.

I agree with Best female singer award - baek ji young.
Seo in young is not bad too.

wa lao and the best dance solo performance goes to Hyun A's bubble pop.
Srsly?
I would rather vote for Jay Park.

Best female dance group goes to Miss A, no doubt.
Their dances are unique, I must say.

ANYWAY MAMA(Mnet Asian Music awards) should go back to being called MKMF(Mnet Korean Music Fest).
So many korean artists win.
Yes Koda Kumi is the hottest asian artist woooo.
she's short but she has that style.

Enough about MAMA lah , f-ed up.
Ok actually kinda think of it, not really f-ed up la.
It's just that I think alot of awards like given to the wrong band ah.

Yes you can start reading properly now because the top paragraphs is just me ranting about MAMA.

I bought TVXQ(DBSK)'s Asia Fan Party tickets.
hahahahahahahaahahahah.
I've finally fulfilled my pri 6 wish.
although it's not the 5 of them, i'll still watch it.
DBSK and Gazette is the only band that i'll willingly spend money for their concert.

To be honest, I didn't really wanna go to SHINee's concert at first but I decided to go because of a stupid reason.
Last time, SHINee came to SG for a fansign at Lot 1 and I went, but i didn't get to meet them.
I buay song and I cannot swallow the injustice, so i decided to go their concert.
Lame shit.

Ah anyway, I have a list of things to blog.

I wanna talk about how sucky Naruto and Bleach is.
AND I'M REFERRING TO THE ANIME!
Gah anyway, I used to be a big fan of Naruto and Bleach but I instantly became a One Piece fan after watching One Piece.
Ppl ask me why One Piece so nice and I can't describe it, so i just tell them it's the storyline.

But ah, i think i know why i like one piece so much.
it's because one piece has what i'm looking for (duh? ok let me explain)

Naruto is about fighting for friends and protecting what's precious.
But naruto don't give me that 'adventure' kind of feeling.
I know there's a storyline but I just don't feel that it flows.
Naruto has like 400+ episodes and I would be totally fine if it talks about how he becomes a Hokage but damn it, that 400+ episodes talk about how he tries to save Sasuke.
Maybe Naruto is good after he tries to save Sasuke zzzz.

Bleach... errr... it needs 2-3 years of anime episodes to save Orihime zzzz.
Also, there's no ultimate goal in Bleach.
It just comes up with another new arc after one has finished.

I like One Piece becuz I know the ultimate goal is One Piece.
And it shows how Luffy gains friends and grows stronger every fight.
And the thing is that, after every fight the straw hat crew has, the storyline continues nicely.

Aiya i dunno how to explain la but One Piece > Naruto n Bleach.
I AM SO SO SO GLAD that I forced myself to watch One Piece in the beginning.

I feel that a lot of us are not being very 坦白 with each other.
We do share common topics but we never really share about oneself.
very superficial and on-the-surface leh.

I don't rly kno why ppl recognise me with a 'mature' mindset.
I don't think i am mature but I MUST ADMIT that I am very logical.
It's just that I am less playful and always act according to consequences.
Is that mature? Idk, mayb my definition is different.

I hate it when ppl try to estimate my intelligence just by reading off what I'm writing or saying.
There's alot of things up in my mind that I choose not to say.
Most of the things that I say/write are mostly crap.
E.g my twitter totally is crap, all my tweets are those that you don't need to pay attention to.
My blog? Hmm maybe not so crappy when I'm starting to get emotional.
but as of right now, i'm not emo so you can clearly see that I'm crapping.

I don't think I can write a good blog post if i'm not driven by emotions.
Many a times, I have a strong feeling to write down my thoughts but I'm just v lazy to start blogging.

Oh yes yes, I wanna talk about the movie: 那些年，我们一起追的女孩。
I personally feel that it's a very good movie.
i don't know why so mani people hate the ending.
they hate that the main guy lead never end up with the girl.

In fact, I like the ending alot because it is very realistic.
And by NOT ending up together, it makes the show much more meaningful.
i don't know how to exlpain because I don't have the correct words for it but the idea is there la hor.

I find it irritating that people on twitter just try to blend in with the crowd.
It's like they lose their own colour and become more mainstream then everything becomes just grayscale.

Like if they see person A tweeeting about something, then person B will come kiss person A's ass and also praise about that something.
then person C sees both A and B talking about that something then also come join in.
E.g " OMG YAH SO COOL RIGHT "
Zzzzzz. They made it so obvious that they don't really like that 'something' but are simply pretending to like that something to get closer to each other.
Tch, thats what you only do in orientations.

And I hate ppl, esp girls who keep calling each other 'babes'.
It just give me chills.
I'd rather you call me a bitch,slut,woman etc.
E.g
A: "Oi woman today wan go drink gong cha anot"
B: "I don't wan la, i wan stay home and rot"
A: "Bitch."

Ah hah, if you talk liddat, you're definitely my type of friend.

If someone comes up to me and like "Hey babe, wanna go have a drink? like gong cha, I sooo wanna drink earl grey milk tea now"

Wah appetite flip.

AND I AM NOT OKAY WITH PEOPLE SAYING "I'm chilling with my babes" when I am one of those "babes".
Zzzzzzz sound sibei bimbo can.

Idk whats my issue here but I just don't like it !!!!

U kno there're always ppl who say " don't misjudge them or underestimate them ".
AIya pang sai la.
Must have chance to misjudge them one what.
What I mean is that, if person A always say "dont misjudge him/her", it's always a cause-and-effect thingy lah.

You must first give someone else an impression for them to "misjudge" you.
If you never give them the impression, how they misjudge you? Aiyo.

I think my english doesn't explain what I'm trying to say but heck la agar agar.

SOmetimes you don't know if you should tell the truth becuz you're sked that the other party would bear grudges although their mouth keep say they won't hold grudges.
Hmmmmmm >_>

I'm not in the mood to blog now becuz idk why my left hand/wrist is aching.
I think it's because I bought a new laptop cooler fan and it's thicker than my previous cooling system.
so my laptop is resting on a higher platform and my arm isn't accustomed to it yet, hence it's aching and gettin on my nerves.

This post don't have much reasonable content and it's just me trying to blog some shit out.

2011-11-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

Ok finally I forced myself to reach this blogger page.

I'M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF NOW.
Ok la over small insignificant matters actually.

What actually happened is I boomed my Vivace muff in Dragon Nest ok.
I dunno throw how mani Ordinary Obsidian and diamond inside zzzzzzz.
i think total up to 250g?

Fucking blacksmith berlin ...
wa lao i still so nice to him sia, do all his quests, then all gifts all give him.
UNGRATEFUL GEEZER!
And my feliciahor's heels boomed too.
FUCK IT MAN.

Today alrdy such a bad day for me,
i still thought dragon nest can happy abit.
In the end make me pek cek.

I so pek cek like Muthu now , I feel like clamping someone's fire engine car.

I don't feel like listing out the events I had recently and I'm jus gonna dive straight into thoughts and feelings.
WHY? BECUZ IM SO FIRED UP FOR THE WRONG REASON MAN.
Thanks to that *)@#&#*)@&*)#^@ dragon nest.
Now I'm left with 150g inside,
TELL ME HOW I GONNA SURVIVE?!

Ok all that dragon nest shit aside,
it's gonna be an abrupt transition but i don't care alrdy.

You know my grp of friends is that whole gang of people man.
Srsly, I rly treat them like my main 'resource' of friends.
But idk what they think la.
To them, their main grp of friends may just be the boys alone.

To be frank, no one likes to contribute without getting anything back.
If only those people would let me know or at least give me a confirmation,
like e.g if they don't see me as how I see them to be,
then fuck it man, I can wash my hands off them and go search for better friends.

But then again, these grp of ppl is so fun and I don't rly wan anyone else other than them.
All these insecurity is present because of the lack of confirmation.
Like can't they express themselves? gahhh i dont even know what i saying.

My mind is still hovering at Dragon Nest and i can't get over the fact that my items got destroyed.

Even if our feelings are all mutual, when NS comes, everything will shake up again.
There are those who wanna stay at home to rest whenever they book out.
And we'll be meeting up less often.
It's hard to guarantee if we can even stay the way it is.

But that's the future and I don't want to paint it out first.
But it's a good foresight anyway hahahahhahh.
Let's just hope things stay the way it is.

I hate it when people don't tell me things man.
I know I may not be a good listener and I can't give godly advice but god damn it.
I also know that I will suan you but fuck it's the damn truth ok.
That's gonna exactly be how the society's reaction will be.

And I also hate it when I keep telling people things and they don't even put their trust in me.
They don't share at all.
If that's the case then forget it, I'm gonna keep everything to myself and yes you don't have to tell me anything.

Sometimes i'd rather keep things to myself so that there will be completely zero chance of it leaking out.
But of cuz, keeping things to myself kills.
I don't say things out becuz I'm also afraid of reactions.

How will they see me?
How will this issue change their perspective of me?
What if I don't get the respect that they used to give me?

All these qns keep running through my head.

I really think sometimes I should throw my ego and pride away to save myself from keeping things to myself but then again I shouldn't becuz I don't like people to put me down.

FUCKING EGO PROBLEM.
I'm very confused now I don't even know what the hell i saying lol.

Sometimes I get so pissed because I can't even get what I spent so much time on and fought so much for.
But yet I am stuck with it and I can't change it.
So damn frustrating man.

There are certain things that I really don't mind saying but it's the other party that I'm afraid of lor.
I sked they can't take it then there will be drastic changes which in turn will affect me in a bad way too.

Don't expect me to share things on my own pls, becuz i will neverrrrrrrrr.
I will only reward those who come forward and ask me what really happened if they found out that there's sth wrong going on.

Why do I even need to tell those who don't even fking care man.
No free lunch in this world.
It's like they don't rly care and if i ever share things with them, then like feed them for free liddat.
They dont even have the intention to give you advice becuz all they do is just listen nia.
Some worse they translate it into gossip.

Not as if I got experience it before because I mostly make a wise choice and either choose the right people to tell or i just don't say it at all.

I also hate it when I'm sharing and my listener is not paying attention.
Even if he/she is listening, they can never know how much their body language signals me.
At least show some eye contact and stop doing things like ... errr... looking at phone laa!
FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL TO ME YOU KNOW.

ONLY ONCE IN A BLUE MOON I WILL SHARE THINGS THEN U GIMME THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE.
KAO BEIIIIIIIIIIII.

I'm really fired up because I haven cool down from that Dragon Nest experience just now.

And i also don't like it when I, ok for example, post on twitter or my blog about some emo stuff.
Then they faster post to me " hey I can always listen to you! U can tell me things!"

OK THANKS FOR CARING but..... hella no.
Becuz I know you don't really care and you just want some gossip.
And when i say I know, I MEAN IT.
It's not an assumption.

I also don't wanna trouble other pppl u know.
their life so busy already then i still make them listen to my crap meh?
no thanks hor, i very considerate one.

I cannot annouce things to the whole world man (like shiman, apparantly a lot of ppl knows about her dumb secret lol )
To be honest, she lowered her worth when she told me about her secret( wait is it even a secret now? )
I keep telling her " no it's ok, u're not a slutt etc etc "
OK I LIED, but i don't think she's a slut but ... ya la.. the value like lower lor.

I srsly think i have a damn big problem with my pride and I don't like to lower my own value or morals.

I also feel very apologetic ( is thr such a word?) to those who actually shared things with me but yet I can't share things back with them.
LIke I said, I don't want to risk my secrets.

Secrets are meant to be secrets lor,
don't dig it out from me unless i willingly tell you.
becuz if you do that, you're so gonna get on my blacklist and yay the prize for getting blacklisted is I dao you lol.
Nah ..

Recently i stopped using tumblr frequently.
AGAIN, TO BE HONEST (yes im a very frank person indeed, i kno it hurts but it helps)
the reason I stopped tumblr is because I wasn't seeing the kind of crap or joke i wanna see.

Whenever I open up my tumblr, most of the posts I saw was pictures of models that were reposted by nat tan.
I know she reblogged it because it's her interest and she wants to share it,
but im sure you know la, sometimes u rly don't have interest in something then no matter what other ppl do to make it appeal to you, you also won't like it.

SO, i was seeing less of all those tumblr funny crap and after a while I got bored and I don't even go to tumblr anymore.
One day, nat tan asked me " sam why now u nv use tumblr alrdy ? "
I was like " shit man, how do i reply, do i reply that she's posting too much model things? "

So in e end i replied " i was busy la, like see see but nv reblog only "
what a fucking liar hahaahha

I definitely know she's gonna read my blog and she's gonna see this.
But who cares at least she can appreciate me for being honest and I didn't really go up to her face and " OI YOU STOP REBLOGGIN THOSE MODELS CAN ANOT "?
Ok to put it simply, I didn't stop her interests and I backed out myself la.

ANyway all those tumblr jokes get boring after awhile...
I know she will reflect awhile but will heck it soon after ahahaha.
if she holds a grudge after reading this then I really kan cuo her liao lor.
But then again I know she's mature enough to know how to react.

One more thing, i don't get how people can snap so many photos of themselves or with their friends.
U kno, like their face is 50% of the picture.
HOW AH I DON'T GET IT LEH.

I donno how they can jus pick up a camera to snap their own photos.
I will get so sick and tired of my face after seeing it for awhile.
Is this about how confident I am in my looks?
No leh i don't think so, I nv rly had issues with how i look except for my teeth.
And I don't rly care becuz I don't think looks are very impt.
Of cuz I make sure that i'm presentable la hor.

The only time i can stare at myself for very long is .....
when i'm tying my hair, squeezing pimple, pluck eyebrow, maybe dig nose but I'm so skillful I do that every day and I don't need to see myself in the mirror to dig my nose hahahaha unglam i know.

Lol srsly since when I become so chor lor.
I rmb back then I was a nice little girl awwwwwww but it all changed, fuck.

Pardon me if I'm using alot of vulgarities but I tell you the truth, that's how I really think and thats how my thoughts process lor.

I may seem unexpressive or no-emotion one but actually in my mind, alot of f word all fly pass and mayb even i got kill you in my mind before.
Aiya everyone does that so I'm not the only one.

Nowadays I've been pickin up my guitar to practice abit.
Bit by bit , I will master the F chord muahahahha and the F chord will open me up to a lot of styles of music.
Then, I can play alot of songs.
I love bass but I picked up guitar because bass is always an accompaniant(i think i spell wrongly) and I can't stand playing it alone.
So I decided to learn guitar, at least I can sing along with it la.
Ok I don't sing that well also so I only do it at home and in front of myself only.

I'm really so fed up nowadays man.
There're just so many small little things everyday that contribute to me getting fed up.

I think one good thing I can identify about myself is that I'm very aware of my own problems.
I don't need ppl to point out to me about my disorders or problems.
They think I'm unaware but I can say... I either ignore it or I like the way it is lor.

I'm quite self-conscious and I don't know it's a good or bad thing.
Sometimes too self-conscious man.

Ok 1.51am now , the bread I just ate is digesting v fast and I should sleep before i get hungry again.

ONE LAST THING, MY WEIGHT IS ()e#*@(#)^@*#^()@$*p@#@$.

will continue blogging....... soon (i hope so)

2011-10-17T11:53:00.001+08:00

Okay I'm in sch right now,
Bored then just blog a bit.
I never tried uploading multiple photos using my iPhone app so I don think I can write annotations.
But the photos of me and cass cooking our impromptu pic is uploaded as promised.

I swear the weather is damn hot today. Ugh.

Anyway just got back all my promo scripts.
I'm promoting for sure, but I wouldnt say that I did well.
Aiya Sui bian la.
I got a C for maths man, damn happy.
:D

I'll just write a short post cuz I think I need to prepare my PW script.
The PW and MT horror will start now.
2 weeks, let me survive.

Anyway, A level MT is coming soon man. Like really fast.
Must really do sth about it. >_>

I just downloaded Gazette's new album, Toxic, last night. Woohoo, new songs to listen to!

I should start organizing my Group Project File soon, it's a mess.

Anyway ytd went to Wei Heng's hse to film our PW video.
Although we were largely distracted by the damn Wii, we managed to get work done.
Now must depend on WH to edit.

Then there's written report and OP to work on.

Tmr my grp will be presenting to the external PW vendor.
I must must must must memories and present without the script.
Gg sia I hate memorisin things.
The last time I memorized things was prob O level history.

Aiya, what is O levels man.
I should have played more during my secondary school days.
But heck. I'm still living a relatively happy life now.

Going bak to topic,
I hope everything will end up smoothly.
Let me get a B for PW, I'll be happy enough.

I'm like dozing off while I blog,
This kind of hot weather right, I just really wanna sleep and nua cuz I can't bring myself to do anything.

I predict that the next 2 weeks will be very busy with PW and MT. Gggggggg.

After that I dont care alrdy.
I gonna ton my own house, other ppl's house, chalet. Whatever.
Or maybe just stay home and rot.

Not much thoughts right now due to the hot weather.
Signing off.

2011-10-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

Ok Shi Man's bday celebration photo.

Now I should include more photos in my blog,
I scanned through all of my blog posts and I had too little photos.
Chunks of paragraphs of words.
The only photos is like a few only and alot is idol photo(dbsk mostly)

I wasted my whole saturday away with Cass lol.
We were supposed to do PW but in the end we slacked the whole day.

I'll post the photos tomorrow because I'm too tired.
Gah bet I won't have any time tmr also cuz will be chionging PW.

The timetable from hell will be starting soon.
Everyday's gonna be just PW and Chinese.
*wtf*

And I have yet to do the chinese wkshts,
I shld do sth about chinese, though I may be proficient in chinese but the format of the A level paper makes it difficult to score.
It depends alot on luck man, wtf.
My chinese tcher very nice but then srsly chinese too boring.
Feel like ponteng chinese cuz it's boring but then I don't want dui bu qi my chinese tcher.

Ok earlier on I was saying that I scanned through my blog,
from 2007 to today.
I speed read the contents also la.
Srsly I can see how much I've grown.
There's more maturity in my content now srsly.
All I could ever blog about during my lower sec days is what I'm doing everyday.
More of like, commenting on each and everyday of my life.

But now?
Heck, I don't even really list down what I do everyday.
It's more of talking about the lessons that I learn from each experience.

I'm probably more of a keyboard warrior last time,
I bitch about people in my blog, but now I do it openly.
No fear.
Ok openly as in the bitching words come out from my mouth but I make sure the target not around.

I'm really glad that I didnt close down my blog and kept it going,
it helps me reflects on my own actions whenever I blog.
If blogger really close down one day, I will cry man.
All my history gone.

Speaking of growing up,
there're many people whom I've grown closer to,
and some other that I've become more distant with.
Good and bad.
Hmmmm, but there are some people who I really wish they would be further away from me.
Hahahaha :P

Like, if these people are still in my life,
my life would be very different from the way it is now.
Gladly saying, I really love my life now (putting academics aside).
I have my friends.

Notice that different people focus on different things to talk about?
I mostly talk about my friends and my perspective of things in my everyday life.
Some people talk about fashion, some people bitch around, some talk about food or just simply listing down events in their life.
I guess it's each and everyone's own preference.
We should all read each other's crap because it is undeniable that they did really put in time to blog.

I think I very lor sor and everytime my blog posts quite long one,
quite a hassle to read right?
but that's just the way I am lor, lor sor.
At least my blog can kill your boredom, abit right?

I think I will be mostly talking about friends, r/s in my 17-18-19 yr old life.
After that, I'll be moving on to adulthood and complain about work.
In my 20s, I'll probably be talking about Uni life, how good/bad my professor is, the things that my bf do for me(I hope so la hor).
In the 30s, maybe about the long working hours, my own kid..

and it's not really about me anymore.
I need to really do something much more in my so-called 'shining days', and it's youth, like RIGHT NOW.

Srsly I have quite a handful of people who like to tell me about their r/s life.
Do I really give such good advice so that they always keep coming back for more?
Idk, I could probably solve/help other people with their r/s life but I can never manage my own.
FOREVER ALONE yay tumblr joke.

I think I'm quite a transparent person, except for my r/s life.
I mostly share how I see things in life honestly and behave without letting myself to disadvantage.
Like, if i don't really like someone, I don't go near and I don't put up a smokescreen.

But sometimes I wonder, how about other people?
Are they really what they are as can be seen from the exterior?
I know all of us are complicated beings,
we all have stories we'll never tell.
But how much are we hiding, really.
It's not really about the quantity, but the extent, the depth.
If things that are as simple as "I never shave my armpit hair" should be kept as a secret,
then what the hell man, I just did myself a super big favour in throwing my own face.

Ok actually that analogy is crap but what I'm trying to point at is....
we should hide what should really be hidden and share those that could be shared.

Some friends of mine are really sharing everything of theirs with me and some are just, totally not, even though they should be.
I'm confused man.
I know some may not prefer to share (just like me)
but sharing secrets is an assurance to your friend that you trust/value him or her.
It's a gesture(I guess?)

Nuff said about the content above.

I'm going to sleep,
it's a long day for me tomorrow (I mean, later).

2011-10-13T22:32:00.006+08:00

Wah I hate uploading photos, I upload on blogger and therefore I wanna vomit blood alrdy
Kinda bored and dunno what to blog about.

So, I decided to take some photos of my bday gifts to start things off.

Shiman's card, content confidential.

Bryan's card, this card you must zoom in and see the photo, very funny.

snowPIECE28 hahahha

Mandi's bday card for me. Thanks to that Happy Birthday thingy then i can't fit it into my box.

Mandi's iPhone cover gift to me.

I know she got put in effort but sorry la Mandi, not my style. :P

Therefore I'm gonna just keep it and not use it, I bu ren xin use also.

In case you can't read her handwriting : " This is kind of ugly so throw it away if you get sick of it ".

Mandi, I'm dying from it and glad you know that it's ugly :S

Mandi thinks I'm a snorlax, ok lor.

Random photo, this is not a gift but Nat Tan kinda played with some app on my iPhone and she came up with this artistic thingy on her first try. Wtf man what am I, play that same app so many times but draw shit.

This mug is from the boys, didn't expect them to give but they gave.

I guess that the mug is the main gift?

They like to gimme random things.

A bunch of permanent markers.

Srsly if u all need it to write the messages on the mug, why buy 2 of the same colour of different thickness? very funny leh.

Some plastic bag with "Happy Birthday", I wanted to throw it away but since there's a msg there then I shall keep it.

This ribbon came from the cake right? So obvious...

And a pack of... absorb water one.

Of cuz I'll be expecting cards from those who still owe me, no present nvm, but I want cards/letters!

Ok yeah continuing, recently just celebrated Shi Man's Bday, the planning was impromptu because we ran out of ideas on where to celebrate, in the end organise at Kevin's condo.

But hope you had fun yeah?

Sorry for the shabby card that I made for you hor Shiman, but u know it's the content that matters.

And thanks to ur bday I lost my chance of going 2PM concert.

Not that i'm dying to go also, rather go DBSK one.

Anyway Promos is over and I don't really give a shit anymore.

Kinda think of it, it's only been 1 week ever since promo ended but it seem so damn long to me.

Maybe because I lost the feeling of time when it passes slowly without any stress.

Enjoyable!

I'm currently watching City Hunter, so exciting!

Haha! I know I lag but I purposely delay this drama until after promo then watch one ok!

At least I have something to do now.

I've also been thinking if I should rewatch One Piece.

AND THIS REMINDS ME ONE PIECE 642 IS OUT !

Later must go readddd hehehehhee.

Yup I think I should be able to promote to J2,

scrap through la I don't care already.

The next few weeks is gonna be filled with PW and Chinese, hais sian.

PW periods will be used, definitely, but Chinese?

So many chinese wksht, I'm gonna die man.

If I knew there's gonna be intensive, I won't do my chinese hwk for the whole year.

*regret*

Actually it feels kinda nice to be celebrating someone's bday.

I guess many of us celebrate our friend's bday because we know it's their special day.

But come to think of it, why do we celebrate bdays?

What's the rationale behind it?

I didn't really think about it until one day ( yah la in the toilet), I thought of it.

We celebrate our friend's bday to show our appreciation,
appreciate him/her for being in our life, and there's no other day to thank him/her for being in our lives.

So.... celebrating a friend's bday is reallllyyyyyy important.

I used to think that it's just another celebration, sing bday song, cut cake, happy bday.

But now that I really wanna use bdays as a chance for me to show my appreciate for my friends, I think i'll plan their celebration properly from now onwards.

YAH LA ALL ALONG I NV PLAN PROPERLY BECUZ I LAZY.

I'm jumping all around in my blog post, like from one topic hop to another topic w/o transition.

Oh there got transition above alrdy.

Today my PW grp had an Oral presentation rehearsal.

Hmmmmm.... I really need to buck up, i'm not good at presenting.

Mrs Loh asked me to smile more but cmon la, my face is liddat one.

How I change?!

Somemore I'm not used to smiling because I don't really smile normally becuz I no str8 teeth what.

Suddenly ask me to smile is like putting cramps on my face.

I always find my smile very weird so I rather laugh.

If I don't laugh, I'll just do my usual "Heh" and a side smile.

Putting OP aside,

normal lessons gonna resume after intensive Chinese and OP, BORING.

Is this JC life?

The first year just passed so quickly.

I really need to take a damn good break during the holidays that will be starting from Nov 26.

Must play and study at the same time so I can prepare myself for the hectic J2 life.

But anyway, there're already some activities bound to be coming.

Shall look forward to it!

And also I must give myself a time-out from life.
3 days must lock myself at home and rot for abit.

Just a short portion on Miss A's showcase on 30th Sept.

Enjoyed it, thanks SK.

And the cake for Suzy damn nice la wtf, every girl's dream to have a $2000 cake.

Here, 2 photos to sum up everything i'm lazy to talk about it.

Look at that ghey fag Jia Hao omfg he still say he not ghey.

Cass say the purple hoodie look like Justin Bieber,

Jiastin Haobier, that sounds right for a gay.

Anyway this blog post's paragraphing is messed up.

Zzzzz.

Stupid HTML.

Ok 11.40pm now, I needa go read One Piece chapt 642 if not I will die,

I WILL DIE !!

Oh speaking of 'die',

during OP today, I wanted to say " Families can dine together",

but thanks to my wonderful pronunciation, I said "Families can die together".

Wooohooooooooooooooo.

I've got the moves like jagger.

Will continue to post tomorrow, bb~

(I know, I promised a long post but must divide it or else your eyes will pop out)

2011-10-03T22:58:00.001+08:00

I lied.
I said that i would be posting more often after I downloaded the iPhone blogging app.

I lied again, because I just blogged.
:S

Yeah anw will write a longgggg post after promos is done.

2011-09-28T02:58:00.001+08:00

I'm blogging again~

Actually I have a confession.
I'm a lazy fella so I don't really visit other ppl's blog until they inform me that they've updated their blog LOL.
Ok fine big shot I know, I admit. :S

I've been blogging so often that I dot even know if some of my posts actually have repeated points.
Maybe I'm too naggy.

Talking abt me being a nag right,
Fine la I know I very naggy but then you know what is :
不听老人言，吃亏在眼前 anot?
I tell u ah, this 言语 might be useful for those who taking A lvl CL promo hor! Better learn it.
Yeah but whatever I nag is useful.
不要听 is your dai ji only and I'm not the one losing out.
Well at least I don't get things going wrong for me.
Ppl care for you also don't appreciate. Hais... Sad kid.

O_o I'm gonna go back to study econs. 2.30am now, and no school tmr.
Die die must pass H1 to promote!
Ok promos v boring so I will change topic.

Yes today I finally get to eat chilli crab ^^
TRALALLALALALLALLAALLALLALLALA.
Damnnnnnnnn happy.
Aiya I nowadays so happy sia, nxt phase of my life confirm got shit falling down on me.

You know there's always those ppl who put you in a difficult situation?
Like one day they talk to you on MSN when you're busy.

Dumbass: "hey long time no chat!"
Me: lol hi
Dumb: how have u been?
Me: ok ok la, manageable
Dumb: Ohhh u sound so busy, nvr come find me to chat.

* I have to insert my thought here. Srsly who the fk u think u are? I must put aside time then go MSN stare at it and wait for u to be online and tok to you? Wtf man. *

So i was trying to be nice and I continued,
Me: err ya got alot of hwk and exams coming up.

Then obviously that dumbfuck would start to question.

Dumb: really anot? I see u playing dragon nest leh"

* wtf of cuz I play when I free right? Do u expect me to chat with u whenever I free? Let me slap some truth into ur face, it's not even that interesting to chat with you. You fail compared to Dragon nest. AND I DON'T SPEND MY WHOLE DAY CHATTING AND CHATTING IS NOT MY ONLY FORM OF ENTERTAINMENT *

What the hell.

So again. I was trying to be nice.

Me : I play when I free lo.

Obviously i was alrdy giving that "bochup" tone to shake that guy off becuz I AM REALLY BUSY. And Can't I be busy even though my MSN Status is online? THIS MEANS IM TOO BUSY TO EVEN CHANGE MY STATUS TO 'BUSY' !!!!!!

Then that guy said sth like:
Dumb: liddat la, got dragon nest then don't want friend...

This is the main part. This is the difficult situation that they put me in.
I don't know how to explain but i just want to ROLL MY EYES UNTIL MY WHOLE EYEBALL GET STUCKED AT THE BACK OF MY EYES AND GIVE THEM A THUMBS DOWN UNTIL IT REVOLVES AROUND THE WORLD 3 TIMES AND COMES BACK AGAIN.

It's like u just wanna go "Urgh, not again". FYI this person kept using that tactic in his usual speech to kinda make ppl feel guilty when other ppl did not prioritise him. Well it may work for others but not for me. I tolerated enough of this shit. Zzzz.

Then those ppl will go wondering, "I didn't know u dun like the way I talk Ma, u could have told me and I will change, then u no need so angry also"

The thing is, if you could understand, I won't even mind telling you ur prob cuz I know you will accept it. It's becuz I know you bloody won't accept it so I don't tell what.

Then they will say "u think u know me so well meh?"

Then I will say, no I don't think so becuz I think I don't wanna become close to you.

Whtever la this kind of ppl. All I can say is that you messed with the wrong bitch.

I also don't care if that fag ever finds my blog. It just means that that person is a sore loser and a damn stalker. In any case, I win. Why? Becuz winners dont give any shit abt the losers. Only sore losers come check if the winner got tok abt them anot. And I also don't care if that person degrades me ot whatever. Not that i want any trouble or anymore issues related to u.

Yes we could still be friends if only u were a little less annoying and try to be much more sensitive and reasonable.
I have my life and I don't think you should qns what I really do in my life. You ain't my best friend so I have the choice of not telling you stuff.

I know that wimp is gonna be like " YOU'VE CHANGED, U ARE NOT LIKE LAST TIME"

I'm too lazy to explain but I've always been like that(mostly), except that I don't rly show it.

Since I'm lazy to explain then I'll cut things once and for all, YES I'VE CHANGED, HERE'S MY APOLOGY.
_|_

*roll eyes*

I cannot explain how dumb this fuck is la. I won't show conversation becuz i respect privacy okay.

You must be in my shoes to understand how _|_ this person is.

Err but anw I won't let this person affect my good mood. ^^

Ok so I was a little bit out of my mind a few hours ago and trimmed my own fringe.
Ok I cut it, not trim.
Looks okay, not bangs.
I hate bangs, like curtain in front of forehead. And they make me look like a frigging kid.
Cmon la. My cao lao face with bangs? My face not cute.
My personality also no need mention, not even cute AT ALL.
Hahahahahahhahahahaah.

Ok 3am alrdy I will stop here.
Forgot what I wanna blog about initially. Will cont tmr!!!!

PLEASE TELL ME IF U UPDATED UR BLOG CUZ IM RLY LAZY TO CHECK.

2011-09-26T21:16:00.001+08:00

MY TUMBLER !!!!

Wanted to find a pic that has all the One Piece members in it but too bad will cost too much ink so I decided to just put their flag!

2011-09-26T16:52:00.001+08:00

Sup guys. I'm updating again. See, with the blogger app on my iPhone, I can pretty much blog wherever I go and that's good ( for you ) cuz u get to read my shit.

Ok so I'm kinda doomed for GP.
Lets just hope the God of Moderation saves my ass.

Just went to BPP starbucks to get a tumblr. No big deal. Guess I won't be using it often too. Actually I dun rly have a preference for bottles. I used to use any plastic bottle that my mom gives me, like wintermelon tea, lemon tea, green tea. All pokka.

Sooooooooooo I guess I'm gonna go study Chinese later. Srsly I can choose not to study that because Chinese promos dont even mean anything. Whatever I think after 1hr of Chinese then I'll just start on econs.

I'll use dinner time to search for pics for my tumblr. Yeah I got the create-your-own-tumblr tumblr.

FAG I JUST REALISED I SPELT TUMBLER AS TUMBLR.

MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND TUMBLR
"I CAN SHOW YOU THE WORLDDDDDD"

Ok anw I'll take a photo of my decorated tumbler and post it up, probably later?

Idk I think I'm srsly gonna get a haircut aft promos.
One thing that bothers me is my hair parting -- it always change.

Well I'm not exactly looking forward to the end of promos becuz that slutty PW is awaiting.
Tsk can't get bitches out of my life.

Fine I'm stopping here. 5pm now, will prob blog again at.....11pm?

hohoho.

2011-09-25T23:16:00.001+08:00

Hohoho I finally downloaded the Blogger app and now I can freely blog when I'm on my iPhone!

Yes I know I can go to safari and log in but I freaking lazy and now this app has saved both my ass and ur ass becuz I can blog with more convenience.

So yeah do expect more posts from me. But short ones becuz iPhone not really nice to type a blog post.

I'm in the toilet now so that's why I'm blogging hahahahahahahh.
Man I sweat the weather damn hot.
Sit in toilet also will sweat.

Anyway, as some of u might know, I recently gt a DDR mat (woohoo).
And it's really some serious workout.
5mins on that mat and im sweating like mad.
The tough thing is that the mat totally feels the same. It's flat and made of some plastic rubber thingy so I can't feel where are the buttons unlike the arcade machine where there's a diff of surface between the metal and the plastic pads. And the worse thing is that I can't jump freely becuz I dont have a support and im scared that the mat would slip. Ok actuallly its quite hard for it to slip.
And I cnt react fast to the notes becuz the mat don't rly have friction.
Once I land a foot, it's difficult for me o land another.

THATS WHY IT'S SO DIFFICULT AND I SWEAT ALOT FROM IT.
Nervous sweat included.

But anw its rly fun. Like everyday come home from school can play 20mins, sweat it all out and go bathe.
Like that I will exercise everyday and soon my calf muscles would be back ( or rather grow)

This is how I roll. Imbed entertainment with exercise.
Fine la others would say sports also is imbed entertainment with exercise but I'm not a sports person so I prefer technology/video gaming with exercise.
But anw I'm exercising and that's the main point.

I'm 54kg, well nt too heavy for my height but u know all those Korean female idols are my height and they are like 40kg. Wtf.
Not like I wanna be like them but using them as a gauge, 54kg like abit too much.
All my fats store at my tummy so u all won't see fats on my legs or arms.
Ok i'm happy if I'm within like 45-49kg but not 50kg onwards. It looks ugly. :S

In case if any of u are wondering,
I use stepmania, a simulation of konami's DDR, to play.
Not only I can download all the official console songs but I also can download other player-made simfiles. Recently I downloaded many anime songs. Well I tries to download k-pop songs but most of them are keyboard-play only. It would be mad if someone could play it on a dance mat, because no one has three legs. -_- but yea la if u breakdancr on a dance mat then ok yeah maybe sure.

Well anyway. I was organizing my room just now and I was packing all sorts of bday cards and presents into boxes.
So I was reading through them and srsly I didn't know I had so many cards.
This makes me a happy girl hahaahah.
:)

In my opinion I think cards weigh more than present hahahah.
So I rly love cards.

Ok in that case I will try my best to make cards for everyone from now on.
I'm a lazy person but I'll really try.

All along now I think I'm pretty lucky because I think I always have a good bday celebration.
Sometimes it makes me feel guilty that my other friends ain't getting a good celebration becuz of the days that their bday fall on. Either on exams or idk, weekends?

Whatever. Nxt year is 18 ys old for most of my friends and I'm gonna make their bday fun and and memorable for them. But if their bday fall on exam then too bad la :S
of cuz there will be a makeup session or advanced celebration.

Tmr is GP paper yet now I still stuck in toilet. Btr to shit everything rather than tmr exam halfway then stomachache.
Ok sound very Chor lor but dun care la everyone shits anyway.
And most of us are >17 yrs old so it's no big deal.

If u are >17 and u find me talkin abt shit is gross then idk what to do for u.
But if u just nice eating while reading my blog then I really dunno what to do for you lol.

Ok bak to topic.
Actually I'm kinda done with what I wanna say alrdy.

Going to Miss A's showcase on 30th sept, Friday. Well I'm still having promos in that period but dun care la I'm going. A few hours only. Not as if I would do anything productive on a Friday night too. Thanks Shu kai for giving me the tix for free!
And I dun think SK reads my blog.

To think of it now, only a few ppl read my blog leh, the number is like i can count with the fingers on both my hands.

Aiyo such a good blog why no one read? Hu hu hu hu hu.

Ok maybe I will go promote and advertise my blog to other closer friends. Cannot promote too much or else i cannot shoot ppl and I will lose my job as a keyboard warrior.

Well among all my friends I think I'm one of those who updates the most la. All their blogs so dead I don't even have anything to read.
TUMBLR DOESN'T COUNT.

Look, I have tUmblr too and my tumblr so updated too sia.
Rather u all quit tumblr and come back to blogger/livejournal.
Tumblr is only for jokes.

Anw today told my mom that I wanna put braces and all we talked about is money money money.
In that case why not I put dentures?
Cheaper and forever straight.
But srsly to tell the truth, my crooked teeth is taking away my confidence although I usually dun rly care abt my image or other ppl's impression abt me.

I'm bothered becuz I find myself smiling damn awkward in photos. Look, all my 1000+ photos on FB is not I zilian( i think I gt mention before) but other ppl take one. then it proves that ppl like taking photos of me and there will be more photos on my FB. (wa ji buay hiao bai awhile) I dun wanna look like some awkward smilig fag so that's why I wanna put braces.

Okay maybe that's not a v good reason above. Why not I tell u that I wanna taste metal and thats why I want braces in my mouth? LOL nonsense.

I rly wanna keep blogging but it's alrdy 12am and GP paper is in 8hrs time so I thought that I would practice some discipline and stop here for now. Dont worry with this iPhone app I can pretty much blog wherever I go. And I might be neglecting twitter becuz I rather pit my thoughts here on blogger BECAUSE NO OTHER PPL'S CRAP TWEETS CAN PUSH MY WONDERFUL TWEETS DOWN.

And no one can retweet my shit with just a tap/button. Hahhahahahahaahhahhahaahhahhah.

Somemore here got no word limit.

Ok la I'm stopping here. Bye and Jia you for promos!
If u are reading my blog during ur promos then u btr stop and go study or sleep!

Why sleep?

If you wanna reach ur dream, u've got to sleep. So dont ever forgo ur sleep!
Be like me, every Sunday pack up at 9pm and lepak or during weekdays, pack up and 11pm and sleep!

Adequate sleep is impt for brain and skin and ur bowels so it's just basically ur body la.

Kk bb

2011-09-25T01:42:00.002+08:00

Okay prob the last post before my promos are done.

It's like 1.44AM Sunday, so technically it's GP exams TOMORROW.
Sian haven't study for GP yet.
Just finished reading through all the notes for bio then now slack by blogging.

Ok of cuz the highlight of this week is my bday la har.

To tell the truth I was prepared for not having any celebration becuz promos are nearing and I don't think anyone will wanna spare time to celebrate.
But then, on the flip side, my bday falls on a friday and no one can shake off TGIF, so thr is a chance for celebration ha ha ha ha.

Yeah but I didn't expect the whole gang to be there.
Was expecting like the usual ppl: mandi,najiha,shiman,cass,bryan,nathaniel,jiahao liddat.

I kinda knew there was some activity going on from the way cass behave hahah.
maybe we tgt 24/7 then v difficult for her.

ok fine anw i was rly surprised to see the whole gang there, ok not the WHOLE but most of them.
And thanks Mandi and Naj for coming to PJ.
actually u all can just meet me at lot 1, no need so xin ku smuggle into PJ.

Oh yeah i kno why, the initial plan was to surprise me outside PJ right?
But cmon la the weather si beh hot there and not much shelter nearby.
Lot 1 sky garden btr.

Well I also know that the gongcha was to buy time for the rest to be ready.
Cmon la, if i was that dumb,i wouldn't live.

Sometimes I rly blame myself for being too smart then cannot get surprised sia.
Oh psps BHB again ._.

Uhm anyway thanks for the gifts.
Actually I don't need any gift la, everyone is there can liao.
Got ppl celebrate I alrdy v contented.

And then there's this person who called me at 12am 23rd sept on my bday but then I still don't know who is it yet lol.
I have a few names in mind but I dun wanna say,
later guess wrong I malu only.
I still thought which asshole call me at 12am sia then I damn sked it's prank call becuz lately i've been getting a lot of prank calls.

Gah but anyway the gifts don't matter, it's the 心意.
Of cuz not only that gang but the people in PJ too.
Like Jin mei gave me 2 marshmellows hohoho.
I kinda like marshmellows so I'm quite happy.

And I was v touched when my bday cake WASN'T blackforest or some blueberry-containing shit.
FINALLYYYYYYYYYY.
Means there was rly someone who got rmb it, thanks whoever did that.
I think is Cassandra la hor, right maria?

Your bday I buy you spicy cake.
Tomyam cake, ugh yuck. :S

I will keep all those gifts away in a box. hahaha.

Thanks guys! <3
Of cuz not to forget LX and CK who left earlier! :)
And the invisible Bryan (Congrats to your sister!)

I rly think I'm very lucky and blessed to have such friends C:

C: <-- I'm like grinning from ear to ear lol.

I heard from my mom that my sis said that she was "jealous" or rather "envy" of me having such a big group of great friends.

Well at first I thought it was normal for everyone to have cliques and such,

but come to think of it,

this grp of friends of mine is rly special.

It started out with 2A people, then we just random recruit people every outing and then we all suddenly just become one family.

Like each subsequent person who joins in will automatic become a permanent family...

hahahahah.

Ok I've gotta put my bday aside it's over.

Don't know what else to say but " Thanks, alot "

-------------------------------------------

On a side note, I rly can't stand paranoids.

There are 2 type of ppl who check my blog.

1: Those who rly love my writings

2: Paranoids who check on my writing to see if I'm writing about them.

SERIOUSLY?

Ok dun care you ah mao ah gou you are welcomed to my blog.

But srsly can't stand those who always think people are talking bad about them.

I mean it's ok to be a little paranoid just to be able to be self-conscious but don't over do it la...

Be reasonable.

And well, for the 2nd type of ppl...

U come here is suicide mission only la.

Don't think I know you paranoid then I will hold back.

I'm a fkinggggggggggggggg blunt person.

ANyway I think my personality liddat also big problem sia.

See, guys like girls to be dumber than them.

Idk it's somehow a universal thing.

They like your normal girl-next-door kinda thing.

Well I kinda brought it upon myself,

I think my personality is very distinct.

And I have a very crude humor ._.

Yeah some tidbit I use sexual jokes to rmb my biology stuff.

E.g Like when a virus is called a virion becuz it haven't infected any cell yet, I relate it to a virgin or sth of that sort.

See, i'm not even ashamed talking about it.

THAT'S THE PROBLEM.

Aiya but maybe this is a problem at the age of 17.

maybe when reach age 25 then it's a norm.

(indirectly im saying i MIGHT have a mature mindset uhuhuhuhu)

But i don't care, I don't think I will change by alot la.

I'd rather show all my flaws than to cover them up.

If I cover them up then act like some shu nu and get a bf right,

2 years later, all my real colours will eventually show up.

Then my bf will dump me or I will dump my bf then I waste 2 years for nth right?

Might as well get a bf who really know who I am from the beginning and don't waste time.

I AM SO PRACTICAL~

(like a boss)

But makes sense right?!

I don't want those things where ur bf say: "You've changed, you are not the old sam I know anymore"

Well all those talks just sicken me.

Cmon if I gave you the wrong image of myself from the beginning them I'm sorry la.

From flower become some fker lol.

And another issue is I keep swearing sia.

Guys don't like girls to swear.

Yes I know but then SO WHAT SIOL.

Don't scold out but will also scold in heart.

I don't want my heart to become some middle finger ok.

And it's btr to let out anger than to bottle it.

AND THE MOST IMPT POINT IS THE VULGARITIES JUST FIT THE SITUATION/PERSON SO EFFINGGGG WELL!

yeah but some might say that if I try hard enough,

I can stop swearing if I don't even think about using vulgarities.

Aiya, if i can do that then i'll be some saint and boring shit right.

Scold some vulgarities also tell other people that : " Oi, I'm not the one to mess with" that kinda thing.

It serves as a warning.

TERRORISE OTHERS,

make them fear you so you won't get any shit on yourself.

So convenient.

Shit this is exactly why my mindset is screwed.

But anw I like it veryyyyyy much and I don't see it as a problem yet.

Well at least I still have friends and I don't think any of them mind my crudeness, YET.

If I sense that they don't like it, then of cuz I will change.

Friends come first.

I'm willing to throw my ego away just for friends.

That's just who I am ok.

No friends, no life.

Last bit.

Gotta go, father coming home soon and I BET HE'S FREAKING DRUNK.

He's been out since 4pm rather than the usual 9pm.

that 5 hours could mean like 5litres of beer LOL.

Bye.

2011-09-18T21:16:00.003+08:00

Just a short post.

Look at my tagbox on the left!

"Sexy Lady: I need you to helps me"
Your grammar is so bad, you are not sexy.
I can imagine you turning off your guy in bed because ur grammar sucks.
Sth Like " Sexy Lady: I need you to fcuks me"
LOLOLOL.
Ok nvm crude humour, distasteful.

Previously there were also other lame ppl/bots "advertising" on my tagbox.
Srsly who the fk will click them,
Ok maybe some noobs.
I'll delete them once in a while.

JC's really getting on my nerves.
They keep asking us to print our own stuff man.
I keep running out of black ink and my color catridge is ALWAYS FULL !
Fking Adobe don't let me print all text in coloured ink and copying to Microsoft won't work.

Anw finally registered my debit card in apple apps store,
now I can purchase some games and not live with all those free games.
0.99 cents not a bad deal, ok in SG mayb like.. $1.40?
Not a bad deal anyway cuz I managed to download a $1.40 game that kept me playing for 6 hours and yes I am still playing it !

Promo's are coming in 8 days.
Ok.. I'm not that productive at home.
Ok fine actually I CAN DO WORK AT HOME but I rather slack.
It's not the laptop's fault because now I've mastered the skill of turning off my laptop when needed.
When I'm at home, the atmosphere is not right.
There's always the bed calling me... and I have an iPhone to keep me occupied.
Sometimes I could just Guitar Hero my whole afternoon or play with Shion.
Or I can even spend hours in front of the mirror doing all sorts of stuff..
like pluck eyebrow (yah my eyebrows will grow alot then become like Pokemon 1st Season the Brock or Block or Bock idk so must pluck) or try out different facial products that I got them free or reallllyyyy cheap.
FYI Watson has some cheap good stuff!

I bought a hand sanitizer for like $2 and I'm still using it.
It's Dettol brand so it's not some scam.

Usually I'm better off doing homework at home and I'm btr at studying outside.
But this only applies to HOMEWORK.
Means work that needs to be handed up.
Self-revision work does not apply.

Ohhhh forgot to mention the Subway coupons!
MUAHAHHA the 1st week just passed, will continue buying.
ANYWAY THE MEATBALL MARINARA TASTED FUGLY HATE IT.
Subway Melt for the winnnnnn!

Ok I think I found my motivation to study.
I don't want to just scrap pass this promo by passing everything or meeting the requirements.

I wanna get a B/C for everything!
In order to keep my spot in the Sirius programme and my YIDE bursary.
$1000 man!
Come into my pocketttssssss, again.

9.30pm right now, I could really do some work but the Sunday-after-9pm-no-work-only-play rule kicked in again.
Wooooooo so basically I have no other form of entertainment left and thats why I am blogging. Hahhahahaha

I have sooooo many activities lined up for post-promo.
Kbox, Ice skating, ton, chalet, buffet, bowling, laser quest, LIKE EVERYWHERE LA OK.

I haven't touched Biology yet cuz I'm leaving that for later.
Srsly during MYE i pia so much for Bio in the end get E.
Might as well spend more time on Math and Chem.

Nb lor i tell you. On the night before chem MYE, GOT TRANSFORMERS LEH!
I watch and nv study chem much also can get D.
wa lao...
This time I know the trick liao, must do alot of TYS and all the online quizzes so I can secure some marks and get a C!!!!

Maths is can score one... but I've always sucked in Math and I have zero affinity with Math.
I dunno how to explain to people that it is possible to hate math.
I just don't have a flare for it.
Nor i am those language people.
Srsly what am I, no category for me to be in???

Gah but anyway I will try to work hard for Math.
Just like how during sec 4, prelim 1 Amaths F9, prelim 2 shoot up to A1.
Although prelim 2 that A1 is just nice 75, I alrdy damn happy.
FIRST A1 FOR AMATH IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

but screw it la O lvl also nv get A1.
Mind block then left out a 11mark qns get B3 lor.

Ok la i'm pretty much bored and it's only a short update.
Shall update more.... hoepfuly not during promo and after promo.

Ok and I must start saving money for post-promo!!!!!
Don't wanna end up like "no money no money" then don't go for outing.

I'll become like a prisoner freed from some jail and run wild after promo.
Ok i'm not that tied down as of right now though .__.

Im actually thinking if i shud do some bio tys right now BUT IT'S 9.50PM SO NO THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!

It's a long day tmr so I'm not gonna do any shit now.
the 9pm rule is a good thing.
This is why I'm always slacking after Sunday 9pm,
then I see twitter, all other ppl chionging their stuff.

Luckily my source of entertainment majors from my own house or else i'm really screwed up.
If my entertainment is outside, I will keep on going out then gg sia lol.
At home, can do hwk and can have fun simultaneously..
Yeah man ~

Ok will stop here bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb suckers.

2011-09-11T00:42:00.004+08:00

Hmmmm I have quite a lot of things to blog about.

I decided not to do any work today cuz I'm prob will start feeling sleepy any time soon.
Just ate my flu medicine.
It's not serious but I ate it cuz I rly don't wannt be sick near promos.

Yet i'm still eating potato chips right now, ironic much.

Well just returned from SHINee concert.
it wasn't that bad, so so...
but it was my first concert so I dno't rly know how to gauge what's a good concert.
My lightstick kinda broke down in the middle of the show and I was super distracted trying to fix it.
But i got the lightstick working by the time Ring ding dong and Lucifer kicked in so it's fine.

the concert really got alot of xiao mei mei....
I feel so old there.
but maybe i don't look old la hor...

will upload some photos tomorrow on FB,
i secretly took some but I wasn't videotaping it.
Not a big offence... and to add on, the pictures ain't even clear due to noob iphone 4 cam.

Well, was reading xiaxue's blog just now...
I wonder why people hate on xiaxue,
these haters must be so... superficial .. idk what's the right word,
but here comes the explanation.

They hate on XX becuz she's an asian blonde, bimbo, bla bla bla bla.
But srsly, how much does your looks tell about you?
I think she's a wonderful person and I'll really click well with her.

Just like what nat tan said, she enjoys reading blogs because our own writings depict what a person really is.
So screw "a picture speaks a thousand words"

I think XX is really right about some aspects of life.
And I do respect her in some forms.

Putting XX aside, i'm reminded of my twitter.
Well, people are feeling insecure about their looks.
Yes nat tan you are one of them and I'm saying HI if you are reading this.

Err.. I think there's nth wrong about it but dont be overly obsessed with looks alone.
I know there are many with great personalities but they want their looks to be btr...
What can I say about this... You are born with it.

Maybe I'm not rly fit to be in the position to say these stuff cuz I'm not born an ugly fag.
Aiya, at least born a human with a complete set and not lacking of an arm or leg ma...
some of u will say you born a complete set but look ugly then wanna become prettier right...

but is looks so impt?
Ok, maybe impt to those who really wanna look good to feel confident and then from there on they can be comfortable with people.

But cmon, there're a whole shitload of ppl in the world who would still make fren with you when u're an ugly fag.
For example, me lah. I got so many fag looking friends but I'm still friend with them.
No offence , sincerely.
I don't think got alot of my girlfriends chio or guyfriends handsome.
But yet we all still happy tgt right? That's the point.

We should srsly only spend time with those who we feel comfortable with and not spend time trying to impress people.
Impress liao so what...
You might find it easier to befriend someone,
but what really makes them stay is your inner beauty what.

This is why I call myself a freaking chiobu.
Oh dear the BHB crap starts again.
Sorry ppl i think the medicine is taking efffect so I don't know what i'm saying.

In conclusion, don't be too obssesed with improving your own looks, it's always who you are that matters. ( well, at least to me )

yes yes yes I'm not born an ugly fag so I dont' rly feel the pain of being ugly.
Hmm, what I can say is... I have some imperfections too but i love myself for who I am right now so I don't rly think there's a need for change.

Don't bring in plastic surgery bla bla bla.
I'm perfectly fine with ppl who do plastic but these ppl should only do it when they make themselves ugly to normal, not ugly/normal to hollywood-star-looking.
And they should love themselves more, love themselves for who they are.

Aiya very sensitive topic but whtever.
All i'm trying to say is just that LOOKS DOESN'T MATTER THAT MUCH.

Ok moving on to the next topic....

recently there're alot of tweets, love tweets to be precise.
Yes shiman you are one of them and Hello if you are reading my blog.

makes me wonder..(yes i am still going through puberty and I hope i am still growing taller)
it makes me wonder if it is that easy to fall in love with someone?

It's a qns that i can nv answer.

But what I'm confused about is Loving someone and being obsessed with someone.
It's possible that ppl would be obssessed with someone and thinks that they're in love with that somebody.

Any buddha can enlighten me for this?
How to draw the line in between loving somebody and being obsesssed with somebody?

Besides that, it makes me wonder how some people can be so open about their lovelife.
I don't usually talk abt my love life to my friends, or on social networking sites or to family bla bla bla.

I dunno how other ppl dare to talk about it to other people... issit about me not having enough trust in the people I know?
I don't think so...

I do have alot of trust in the people I know,
but it's just that, I don't talk or share about my r/s becuz I think it's v impt to me and I'm unsure of things.

I don't wanna say 1 at one moment and then say 2 at another moment.
I'm a person who is very unsure of r/s.

yes I do have experience with boy-girl r/s but i think it's kinda crappy.
the 1st r/s was totally bullshit, i was forced into it, by my sister woohooo.
the 2nd r/s was too long ago and it was during the stage of puberty, so i don't count it to be totally reliable, but yes I did like the other party before. but i was too immature at that time.
the 3rd r/s, aiya not even official, yes it's with LJ but again, puberty stage, and I'm quite happy that we didn't get tgt. We're btr off as friends.

I don't think it's the right time now to have r/s but sometimes you just have feelings for that certain someone and you can't shake it off right?
that's when the question of "loving someone" and "being obsessesed with someone" comes in lor.

Idk srsly.
And don't ask me how's my love life now cuz I think it's really fucked up and that's all I can say.
I haven't had the time to sort it out myself too.
Ok maybe I had the time but I just can't sort it out.

But hella yeah I think I'm less tied up by my love life now cuz I managed to sort myself out for quite a bit.

Again, I wanna talk abt another point.
I don't share my r/s prob with others becuz....
I just don think it's appropirate of me.

Look, I'm not born an ugly fag and I deem myself to be above-avrg looking (if only my teeth is straight and if i'm more feminine ).
So there're more ppl out thr who are more insecure about their r/s becuz of their looks...
worrying about if the other party would despise them becuz of their looks, personalities etc.
So, I don't rly have a right to talk about it?
BUT, that's also not the whole issue cuz there are always people who wanna listen to me.
They find me interesting.
NO i'm not saying whoever listens to me is an ugly fag.
You all are smart ppl, and you all know me well.
I have a vicious tongue but my words are blunt.

Well I think I don't wanna reveal too much of myself,
cuz I think i'm really an ugly fag within ( yes my inner self is a monster ).
No you don't need to console me cuz my high self-esteem would be enough.
ya la ya la you can argue that I'm putting up a front and wanna show others the good side of me only right?

Up to you to think la, but I think r/s prob makes up who I really am as a whole so I'm not ready just yet.

And I'm actually a very weak person despite my strong front.
I'm a full-time paranoid, I dare say.
Aiya, everyone will say they're actually a very weak person, no diff.
All of us are humans in the end and we have feelings.

Those who say they don't have someone they like are all fking liars.
There's always this somebody who we all have a little affection towards right?
Unless you're a saint or whtever..

Right now i'm still recovering heeheee.
though kinda slow but at least i'm still moving back to the right track.

Yes, this reminds me that the first step is always the hardest to take.

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promos are really coming.
I wanna work hard for it so everyone can promote together and I won't be left behind being a Kairos and worst of all, left behind by friends.

I really don't want that vision to become true so I wanna work hard,
but gawd.... my laziness is undefeatable.
What can I do... >_>
Ok i'll really go full-force starting from tomorrow,
and this time, the tomorrow will come!

I wanna be optimistic but I don't wanna be a dumb optimist( is this how u spell it? )
Dude my english isnt' that powderful, how am i gonna pass GP.

I think MYE my GP got a C becuz I was hella tyco.
hope the same thing happens for promo again. hahahahaa.

I think i'll stop here.
I always got a whole shitload to blog about but whenever I reach the posting page, I'll forget every single shit.
Kay, bye, hope you had a fun read.

No offence if you felt offended if i ever touched on a sensitive topic.
I don't have a good command of language so misunderstandings could happen.
But I don't mean ill.

Srsly sometimes I wonder why am I such a dumbfk.

2011-09-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!
THE GAZETTE'S NEW MAXI-SINGLE,
REMEMBER THE URGE !!!!!!!
IT'S FINALLY OUT OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
100% ROCKING !

The song is very meaningful !!!!

I AM SOOOOO GONNA PLAY THEIR MAXI-SINGLE FOR THE WHOLE DAMN WEEK.

Anw im blogging now because i'm waiting for 11.30pm to come -> DRAGON NEST FINISH PATCHING!!!

I don't think I will last cuz I'm feeling kinda sleepy now,
and there's PW meeting tomorrow, zzzzzz.
I hope everyone forgets about it then no need to go ^_^

Cuz i really wanna stay home tomorrow and rot at dragon nest,
promo is in 25 days as of today and I'm not revising yet.
Even if i start now, i know i still won't be prepared enough for promos,
heck la i'll study tomorrow.
(and that tmr nvr comes)

I'm listening to Gazette's Remember the Urge now, dude it's 100% rocking!!!!
GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD !
How I wish I can play the bass like Reita x_x
I've been putting Shiori in the corner for my room for quite a while now...
tsk, need to re-string it soon.

I really slacking off nowadays.
First , it was the Sentosa trip w/ that gang of ppl aiya lazy to say.
Fun-filled day, lots of laughing and exercise.
Muscle cramps everywhere, i really need to start exercising.
I've been gaining weight hahahahhahaahhahahahhahaha.
i eat 6 meals a day :)

Everytime I tell myself that I will control the amt of meals i eat budden cannot help it la, i hungry means hungry.

The Sentosa trip was really fun and that is the main point so I'm lazy in elaborating hahahaha.

Met up w/ 4F today, though not everyone got come la, didn't rly catch up with their lives but just go thr talk cock and of cuz with Mandi around, camwhore?
Yes my retarded face totally blow you all away \m/.
I'm cool about that, I have a talent for making retarded faces.
If you didnt know, I always take retarded photos of myself and put it as my sis's iphone wallpaper.
So my sis has a collection of my retarded photos.

Yeah anw, all I can think about now is Dragon Nest so im a bit mindfked.
I rly shouldn't have downloaded that game.
Dragon Nest is shet compared to Cabal but jus can't stop playing.
Maybe i'm just bored and maple got nth to do also.
I also don wanna do work.

Sian lah.
Feeling very lethargic now, maybe i jus faster go blowdry my hair then go slp.
Have been going to slp pass 12 midnight becuz of that dragon nest.
I'm feeling so tired that I can really plank my face in my pillow and become shut down in 3 mins.

Well although I'm not doing well in my academics,
i'm enjoying life at the very least.
Fk la just pass promos can liao, A level next year then say.
Yay JC model student.

Anw I'm really happy during these few days becuz I'm freeeeeee.
Freedumb.
Yeah I've finally found the way that I wanna look at life.
Aiya anw this happiness and 'enlightenment' won't last long also.
Btr make good use of it now.

I shld rly faster complete all my studies then I can go play !!!!

I rly dont believe i'm one of the hardworking ones in my class leh.
Alot of ppl nv do their work then I thought I'm alrdy quite lagging.
Aiya, although i got do my work, i only do it for the sake of doing,
I don't really understand what i'm writing also.

I got do my work, in the end exam resutls also nv show.
I'm just being openly humble :):):):):):)

Lot 1 opening MOF , the main one, siao liao i gonna eat thr everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I really need to spend some time w/ my family too.
Time is running out.

I just realised sth today.
During the camwhoring @ pizza hut
( no i'm not a v supportive camwhore, obviously ),
I found it difficult for me to smile at the camera lol.
Forced/fake smile lmao.
Sometimse i see my own FB photo, then i think my smile damn fake.
Mayb is becuz my teeth not str8 la then I cannot smile properly.
Aiya december go put braces then got str8 teeth alrdy.

But anw it's damn awkward to smile to a camera when you zi lian.
I don't know how ppl find joy in zi lian butI just can't do it.
Check all my 1000+ photos on FB, none of them is zi lian one.

And the fact that I have 1000+ photos on FB w/o any of them is my zi lian photo,
it means that ppl love to take my photo.
I know I damn chio but no need take so many photo of me right?

And another fun fact about me is that I'm damn buay hiao bai cuz I got damn high self-esteem to keep myself functioning.

But anw during camwhoring today,
I was trying to camwhore la, I'M TRYING.
I don't wan to put wet blanket on ppl by not joining in the camwhore session.
i know everyone loves my face, so I participate ma.
woohoo.

Yeah but anw my face very dao and that can't be helped.
Dao aura, you know?
Very useful in a certain sense when you have some status that is more superior than others then they don't dare order you around.
Weeeeeeeeeeee.

But as u all know I have a very kind heart..............really.
LOL.

Nat tan introduced to me that I'm a ESFJ, The caregiver.
Yeah i think it suits me pretty well la, if u interested then go google ESFJ but i think no one gives a damn about it anyway because everyone loves me.
I'm hitting some love on myself cuz I'm realllllllllllly bored and tired but I dunno why i still blogging.
wtf?
and it's 10.45pm , 45mins away from dragon nest finish patching but i don't think i will last until then.

Ok la I will rly start studying tomorrow,
dude if only there isn't any PW.
I swear PW is a whore, PW is a pain in the ass.
It's like you got constipation nv shit for 1 week and then it all become lao sai liddat.
Then ur butthole v pain and buay ta han.
Yah la that kind of thing.

PW is like the green pepper and smell like Taxi.
I don't like.

To reflect on myself, I think I'm sometimes rly dao and no one rly wanna approach me.
Aiya, I jiu shi that dao, u like or dun like your problem lor.
I don't rly giv u a fk la hor.

Some of my classmates tot I'm a very nice person at first,
well yeah I am, it's the truth.
But then they chnged their impression of me when they learnt that i actually say alot of vulgarities, very loose mouth bla bla bla.

Aiya, vulgarities only nia.
It adds some spice and comical effect what, if not every sentence i say will be damn boring.
and loose mouth, lol?
nvm la, at least im giving my honest opinion about things.

I didn't know people like to wrap themselves in pain by portraying a good image of themselves.
Oh well lol, you deserve it, who ask u put urself into pain.
Just speak out ur heart la, it doesn't pay too much once ppl get used to you what.
LOOK AT ME, I'M SUCH A GOOD EXAMPLE.

but surely got ppl don't like ppl like me one la, too blunt.
But i think is their problem, they cannot take it only.
Noobs.

But i don't think got anyone hate me right?
I damn lovable.
Nb why I so bhb today?
I rly think i abit mindfked now.

kkkk i zao liao, bb and i think this post like alot of rubbish , i post a blogpost that makes more sense nxt time but dunno when.

2011-08-21T04:09:00.002+08:00

4am right bow and I just completed my hwk.

Also, just read bryan's blog and really felt like blogging.

I guess I had been a victim of this materialistic life for a few mths, although not entirely.
I dunno whether issit just sngapore or the whole world runs in this way, but as I grow up,
Ive been focusing so much on what my future will hold that i forgot abt the present.

I always told myself that the past or future does not matter,
What matters most is NOW.
I thought I told myself that but I have been acting the opposite.

I have so many mixed emotions now that I dunno where I shod start from.
I'm using iPhone to blog so pls pardon my spelling.

I guess ive been so caught up with JC and studies that I lost track of everything.
I thought focusing on studies was the correct way to go but Im wrong.
It may be right for those who are ambitious and want sth good for their future.
But for me? I think I just wanna live a plain life.

Lately I started to doubt if my friends feel the same way as I feel for them.
Are they in my life just because they need sth from? Or are they just stuck with me?
Am I the only one clinging on to them? Do they have new friends now that can replace me?
So many qns running through my mind whenevr Im on Facebook and stalking my friends and looking at their photos.

But what can I do? Being in different schools gives me insecurity.
I don't want to lose my friends.
I dunno what life will be like without them.
Though we did not overcome some big ordeal tgt to make e experience worth remembering,
It's all the small little things that we do together in our everyday lives which makes what is worth.
Something as simple as climbin up that same flight of stairs, doing hwk tgt, havin small heart to heart talks, watching soccer, and even just sitting beside each other without having to speak a single word.

All these little things mean so much to me.
Although I may forgot what exactly happened, I know that it is an experience that is impt to me and I enjoyed that moment.

I really wan to make my life right now so mch more happening with my friends.
I want to make a golden time of my life whereby I will look back at this moment and reminisce.

I don't know how to put my emotions into words but the main idea is that I really love my friends and I wanna spend more time with them.

Life has been holding me back from my friends.
All the shit hwk and exams.
I know it is difficult to juggle between studies and friends.
Both are equally essential (being a kiasi Singaporean and being someone who wants to spend more time with friends)
I would pick my friends.
Why?
We can catch up with our studies anytime but it may not be that easy to catch up with our friends.
If you are not there, there's no memory for u to keep and when time passes by, you'll be drifting away.
So from right now onward, I wouldnt want to miss any outing with my friends unless I really have sth pressing.
I want to spend more time with them before more daunting obstacles come into our lives.

I'm playing maplestory right now not because I wanna live a gamer dream or bored or what.
It's cuz I wan to spend some time with my friends.
I look forward to the end of sch everyday so that I can go home and log in to maplestory to talk to those idiots.
I also love small talk sessions with a cup of gong cha in our hands.
We'll talk about anything under the sun, sipping way on our drink, revealing some dark moments of our life etc.

I have great friends.
I can't find the perfect adjective to describe my friends.
I don't know/care if other ppl have btr friends than me,
I just love those bastard and bitches sosososooso much.

Even if I'm not one the main friends in their life, It doesnt matter.
Im just glad that I have you in my life.
I don't wanna go around making too many friends now cuz the more friends I make,
The lesser time I will have to spend with each and veryone of them.
Of cuz I hope all our friendships are mutual.

I may get fed up with you, guai you, nag at you etc.
But just know that I , deep inside, still treasure you as my friend.
I don't know if the word 'friend' defines our bonds but I'm taking it that way.

I am very ashamed of myself for letting other trivial stuff occupy my time and thoughts all these while when I should be doing something greater -- creating the best time of my life.

I'm really grateful to those who have stayed with me and took me as your friend.

Let's all have small meet ups every now and then.
Large meet ups every holiday.

Tonning at my house, chalets, shopping, buffets, anything !!!!!!

Ok it's 5am.. Really gotta go.
Thks to bryan's blogpost cuz it brought me back to where I really wanted to live life like and how I wanted to view life as.

2011-08-14T01:50:00.003+08:00

I was supposed to post this long time ago but I forgot so now I'm using my iPhone to blog.
Talk about convenience muahahhahaha.

Wtfreallymeh.tumblr.com
Check that web out, it's my tumblr.
I update that more regularly but don't expect anything HTH cuz I'm just reblogging other ppl's shit.
But it's a good webpage for some laughter and a slice of life.

Just a short post.
Is this like the Fall-in-love season?
Many ppl around me are falling in love
And then they go all hua chi and lovesick.
Like srsly?

Hello there's nth wrong in falling in love,
BUT IT'S SO WRONG WHEN U R SPALMING MY
FACEBOOK/TWITTER/TUMBLR/IDUNNOETC !!
Do u ppl have to openly declare that YOU LOVE SOMEBODY?
Like who the fk are you, why must I know!

And the worse part is that they go all lovesick and hua chi.
They'll be like "I hope he/she loves me back" yada yada yada.
Like dude, one or two lovesick sentences is fine but don't fckin spam my newsfeed!

And mind you all these social networking sites ARE SOCIAL NETWORKING SITES SO EVERYONE OUT THERE CAN SEE YOUR POSTS.
What I mean: ARE YOU RETARDED?!?!

It's the same as announcing to the world that you like somebody and attracting attention like whoa?
Then you go around saying that you're in agony bla bla bla bla.
Attention seekers.
Then they post things like "nobody can see my facade" bla bla bla.

HELLO?! YOU PUT UP A FACADE CUZ U DIDNT WANT PPL TO SEE THE SELF THT YOU ARE HIDIN AND YET U JUST GAVE YOURSELF AWAY.
I cannot, I repeat, I CANNOT measure how stupid you are because the stupid-o-meter thinks you're no-medicine-can-save-you-case.

After all that facade thingy then they'll be like " nobody cares boohooo "
Like fuck yeah nobody cares so pls get a cup of Milo and get moving on.

Like c'mon man give your emotions a price(value) too.
If you keep publicizing it then it wouldn't be much of a value anymore right?
If you really are some attention-seeking whore then I can do nth about it.

And yuck stop being lovesick and get on with life.
Is this the first time you're falling in love?!?!
God like just SHUT THE HELL UP ON MY NEWSFEED ALREADY.

It really sucks fo me to open up my newsfeed and see all yor lovesick statements all over and all over again.
Alhoughtbsifferent sentence but mean the same thing la!
It's like watching re-runs and re-runs of Harry Potter where/when you'll be like " JUST END THIS MOVIE ALREADY "

And what the hell the contents of your lovesick sentences isn't even juicy!

Is this sounding more like a personal attack?
Well hell no, I could list you more than 10 of these retards.

Im not asking them to go confess or stop sharin their slice of life on social networking sites,
But you ppl are doing is TOO MUCH, TOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH !!!!

Srsly.. All these retards who think they are the only ones suffering from all the agony bla bla bla.
Self-centered.
Do you guys really think you're the only ones goin through pain?

Don't tell me you're an extrovert then every emotion of yours must spill out.
Ok nvm you can tell me that.
I know how to save you.
Imma slice your fking throat, you get me?!

A little rant is fine but dont rant my whole fking page la!
Its fine if your sentence too long or need alot explanation then need split up into several posts.
But don't convey e same idea in alot of posts la!
YOU THINK YOUR SUMMARY REPHRASING VERY GOOD MEH?!
GO SCORE A1 or A LA !

Like srsly I cannot get how these fking stupid ppl think.
Maybe I should introduce them to use blogs instead.

Ok I'm gonna sleep. Bb

2011-08-10T14:57:00.003+08:00

HI !!!!

Even though I said that I will be updating my blog more regularly, I didn't.
OK I WAS REALLY BUSY (and lazy)

Life has been eventful.

Well I didn't do that well for MYE but I passed everything.
I don't care already la.
Now I don't even have the mood to study for promo.
I've lost track of JC life ever since June holidays.

PW is a bitch, always.

I wanted to blog about lots of stuff but now I'm lazy to remember what really happened long ago.

So I'll just blog about the family chalet and the ton @ my hse (again).

Ok so BK,SL,LK and I were supposed to meet earlier to go Lan shop to L4D2 but in the end we play BlackShot cuz the comps we were assigned to have no L4D2.
Wtf..

Leaving all the small details aside, we started bbq at like 5pm and headed off to Ehub at 9pm.
It was a long walk from Aloha to Ehub...

Reach Ehub at about 9.15pm then wanted to go bowling.
but kns e orchird bowl got tournament then resume service at 11.30pm.
So no choice, all went arcade spamming and then it was the time where I scream and shout like mad because the arcade was too noisy.
Wanted to L4D2 again but the lan shop full house.. wtf.
Wanted to play pool too but full house again...

Then we juz go lepak and bowling at 11.30pm where the rest of e family arrived.
Hahaha had a small competition within ourselves.
Some of us really sucked at bowling but it's damn funny.
I really wished my dad was there cuz he's a very good bowler (good to e extent whereby he had his own bowling ball) but he went home la. kns.

And my mom told me that their first date was bowling when my mom dunno how to bowl then my dad was teaching her. PHYSICAL CONTACT.
My dad is such a pai kia.

And then we all returned back to e chalet at around 1am?
Took a bath and all the kids started playing Old Maid and other card games.
Loser no choice must drink down e beer.

At that point of time I was already losing half my voice lol.
All the screaming and shouting, tsk tsk.

Slept at 5am for 2 hours , woke up at 7am to eat breakfast and lepak again.
It was a short event but was really fun hahahaha.

And bam i went home and didnt sleep.
Slacked and used the comp and do hwk until 11pm and went off to sleep.

Then it was National Day celebration @ PJC, honestly it sucked and I lost my voice completely,
had to communicate w/ classmates via writing on paper. lol

After sch, Denise, WenYun, JinMei and Cass came over and started the Wii Party.

Not long after, JH and Nat tan came over too.
And the black servant Malcolm bought us our GONG CHA Yay!!!!
Delivery boy.

Then I was jumping e dumb zak quest until I buay tahan I ask JP help me jump.
I really suck at jumping lol -.-
No wonder I cant play platform games.

Anyway at around 6pm, all the hooligans started coming and then it was chaos so I don't wanna say what happened becuz it will take too long.

Anw caught the movie -Planet of the Apes, wasn't that bad but I got e message of e movie though I wasn't rly happy with the ending.
And then the hooligans transformed into apes by imitating e apes.

Yea and then returned bak home to cont the party.
Bla bla bla bla.

AIYA I SO BORED OF BLOGGING MAN WTF.

Anw had lots of fun reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

bye.

2011-07-31T21:14:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO UPDATE MY BLOG SO MUCH BUT I JUST CAN'T FIND TIME.

I promise I will post soon, in fragments.

Today I will share a small rule of mine.

ONLY PARTY AND NO WORK AFTER 9PM.

Pls don't learn this, it's very bad...

2011-06-25T02:33:00.002+08:00

I hope Blogger doesn't fail me.

I made this video today.

I actually have other things to blog about, it's not the right time now as I'm revising.

HAVE FUN~ ! x)

2011-06-20T03:04:00.002+08:00

Omg it's like the 2nd time i'm posting in the same month.

If you didn't notice, look at my blog archives and i've only been posting 1 post per month.
And I've skipped some months too.

Anyway what motivated me to blog : I'm studying.
I've just started studying in fact.
It's kinda late to start, oh well.
At least i'm doing sth proper,
and i'm procastinating for abit right now.
Hahahha break time from studies.

I was watching some anime, yah sadly shounen ai.
I know I'm screwed but nvm there's no explicit content in e anime anyway.

It's about 2 guys, they both liked each other in their high school life, like 17 years old?
With one being 17yrs old(the main character) and the senpai like.. 2-3 years older.
Well finally one day the main character confessed and they had swex.
Then things got awkward after they made out and they nv see each other again becuz of some misunderstanding.

10 years laterrrrrrrrrrr,
they both made in the same department of a company.
the main character was forced to work under the senpai.

At first, the main character didn't notice that his supervisor was the senpai he liked 10 years ago!

Omg man, if u wanna know e story go watch urself la. Sekaichi Hatsukoi.

Anyway it's like, 10 years sia.
I've always thought that I would remember my youthful days 10 years down e road.
But now thinkin abt it again,
i'm 17 now, thinking 10 years back, i'm primary 1, wtf.
And I don't remember anything WHAT THEEE HELLLLLLLL.

SO, I'd probably forget many things now 10 years later.
Shet it, gotta write it down somewhere.
I scared 10 years later, blogspot don't function then i GG.
Btr put everything in hardcopy lolol,
but who goes to the extent of printing ur own blog posts?
@@"

Anyway that's it ,
I'm going back to studying, it's 3am right now.
Till next time, which I dunno when but probably soon.

2011-06-16T02:48:00.003+08:00

I'M FINALLY BACKKKKK, like finally.
Actually i've been wanting to blog but i'm just lazy to open up this browser.
There're alot of thoughts I wanna write down in this blog but somehow and always, i forgot.

I came here becuz I was waiting for the Sims installation box to appear.
Srsly, it's such an old game.
It's the FIRST series of sims w/o any expansion or what shet.
Come to think of it, I played it when I was young, like pri 2 or something?
All I did in the game was to keep entering the cheat code to get money and then build houses.
After that I jus leave it alone w/o playing the REAL game, which is life simulator.
Wait, did I spell simulator correctly?
Dono whether it's stimulator or simulator , anyway one of them sounds wrong.

So I decided to do this 92 truths about myself that was on Facebook and I was tagged.
I don't wanna share on FB so I might as well share it here! :)

Ja IKUSOOOOO !

92 truths about SAMMMMMY.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = Plain water.

2. last phone call = Home

3. last text message = Cassandra

4. last song you listened to = Samurai Heart by SPYAIR

5. last time you cried = Can't remember, it's been so long.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = Hmmm maybe but that wasn't considered proper.

7. been cheated on = NO? Who dare to cheat on me sure gg. Castrate immediately!

8. kissed someone & regretted it = NO I STILL HAVE MY 1ST KISS HAHAHA

9. lost someone special = Someone passing away, no. But yes I did lost someone special.

10. been depressed = Abuden.

11. been drunk and threw up = Nope, i don't drink but I do throw up becuz of motion sickness.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Black

13. Red

14. White

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Yes.

16. Fallen out of love = No.

17. Laughed until you cried = YES HAHAHA

18. Met someone who changed you = Maybe, no drastic changes definitely.

19. Found out who your true friends were = Hmmmmz, maybe. Well I do have a bunch of really good friends!

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes and I killed them, in my mind if it was sth bad.

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = No.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = I've got no idea about this.

24. Do you have any pets = Dumb terrapin that can't swim.

25. Do you want to change your name = No, I'm not rly fond of my name nor I hate it. Just leave it la.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Celebration. And some devils made me walk the whole of Orchard road. Nevertheless, it was memorable although their plans failed.

27. What time did you wake up today = 2.30-3pm?

28. What were you doing at midnight last night?= Probably surfing the net.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for= For A levels to end man, and here I am haven't even went through promotion.

30. Last time you saw your mother = JUST.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = There're just so many things I wanna change, but if everything is ideal, then it wouldn't be life. Maybe just make me smarter in my studies, that would be nice cuz I don't need to spam studies.

32. What are you listening to right now = MONDO PIECE by UVERworld

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = Talking Tom, does it count?

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = THAT FKIN SIMS DON'T WANNA LOAD THE SET UP KNS.

35. Most visited webpage = Facebook? and my homepage.

37. Nickname = Sam, Sam Sam, sammy, samurai, samuel, dey.

38. Relationship Status = Single.

39. Zodiac sign = Virgo + Libra

40. He or She = She.

41. Elementary = Chua Chu Kang Primary.

42. High School = Kranji Secondary.

43. College = Pioneer Junior College.

44. Hair color = Brownish Black?

45. Long or short = Long and feels like grass.

46. Height = 164cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone?= Crush? Yes on alot of my idols. YunHo? Rain? and definitely Reita.

49. Piercings = Yeap.

50. Tattoos = Nope, but I do have a stain on my arm that was left by a whiteboard market where I stupidly dabbed myself for 1minute.

51. Righty or lefty= Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery= No major ones.

53. First piercing = Kindergarten

54. First best friend = Primary One, Julia Lim Jia Qi! Haha I rmb her name!

55. First sport you joined = Chinese Dance during Pri 1 and I quitted 3 days later.

56. First vacation = Probably Genting as far as I can remember.

58. First pair of trainers = Define trainers.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Saliva

60. Drinking = Plain water still.

61. I'm about to = Sleep and then ponder about life AND WHEN I'M GONNA START REVISION.

62. Listening to = Vortex by Gazette.

63. Waiting for = Waiting for money to drop from sky.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Yeh 4 ! 2 girls 2 boys.

65. Get Married? = Yeah man I wanna be a taitai.

66. Career? = Something which I enjoy doing.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses = Depends on who's the giver LOL.

69. Shorter or taller = Taller

70. Older or Younger =If it's BF then of cuz older lah.

71. Romantic or Spontaneous = What's spontaneous, can have both anot.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms? And what does it mean by nice stomach?! Abs or big appetite? Abs then yes but big appetite no becuz I don't like guys who eat finish slower than me.

73. Sensitive or loud = Not too sensitive becuz I had a bad bad bad experience and was the reason of my last breakup. Loud ah, don't go around telling the world that I dig nose can alrdy HHAHAHA.

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship definitely.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Troublemaker. I don't like po po ma ma ppl.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = No!!

77. Drank hard liquor = Nope stinks.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yeap!

79. Sex on first date = NOOOOOOO.

80. Broke someone's heart = Yeah many. OOPS, sound like i got mani suitor but ya lah. bhb.

81. Had your own heart broken = YES DAMMIT.

82. Been arrested = No, OH maybe yes becuz I was still outdoors after 11pm.

83. Turned someone down = Yes, unfortunate for him, fortunate for me.

84. Cried when someone died = Yes many times when drama/anime people die.

85. Fallen for a friend = yes probably and i know u are wondering who.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = If no, how do I live life?

87. Miracles = Yeah when they happen and I don't believe something will.

88. Love at first sight = Probably.

89. Heaven = No but hope there is.

90. Santa Claus = Santa Claus is my boyfriend's role on Xmas but he comes in through the door.

91. Kiss on the first date = When the time is right on the first date, yes.

92. Angels = Well yeah whenever something heng happens to me.

lmao jus answered 92 questions.
AND THE BLOODY SIM SETUP HAVEN'T LOAD.
Grrrr what is this!
This game should totally be grateful that I'm playing it despite being such a outdated game!
Retarded game....
maybe it doesn't work well on Windows 7.

I've just rewatched Nobuta wo Produce yesterday and that show got me thinking again.
What is youth?
Zzzz comparing my life and the drama (ok i know drama is fictional and things are perfectly timed),
I feel that my life is so ... zzzzz.
What have I been doing until now?!

I kept thinking , what is youth?
Maybe it's giving my best in everything that I do.
Or maybe it's having fun as if there's no tomorrow,
and whatever your definition of youth.

Now I got the answer,
youth is something that I will look back to in maybe 10 years down the road, or when I step into the society.
Of course this youth has gotta be something really fun and memorable.

Right now I'm not rly satisfied about the 'amount' of youth I have right now.
But come to think of it again, I don't have to make youth specially memorable or fun.
It WILL be fun and memorable when time passes.

I'm hungry and there's no food. Kanasai.

I promised myself that I would start revision 2 weeks before MYE.
It's already the 3rd day and yet I'm still procastinating.
Seriously, I could cover a lot in a day.
What am I doing ... maybe I should lose some sleep and wake up early tomorrow to start studying.

And what the hell I'm sleeping 14 hours everyday.
I could have lost some slp and do sth more productive.
At this rate... hais.

I was playing Plants vs Zombies just now, wth?
So easy to play... I finished the game fast.

Right now life has been happening and passing so fast.
JC life really passes quickly.
What's going on man, I can't really catch it.

Now I look back at those secondary school ppl complaining, srsly how tough can their life be.
As i'm speaking right now , maybe some people will be staring down at my life and mocking : how tough can my life as compared to theirs.
Well I dunno.
When I don't enjoy it = tough.

I really prefer watching Japanese Drama compared to Korean Drama.
I mean, I'm not saying Korean Drama is inferior or bad.
Jdrama and Kdrama has their own good pts.

It's just that, Kdrama is for watching hunks and how a couple gets tgt.
(well that's what I've watched so far until now)
Whereas for Jdrama, yeh maybe a couple gets tgt and there're a few hunks here and there, but what I really like about it is that, it teaches me about life.
It makes me conscious of where I'm standing right now and I think it'll be good if Kdrama has that element.
If Kdrama has that element, everyone will be watching Kdrama. hahhahaha.

Everytime I wanna blog about my life then I'll always forget cuz I drag it for too long dammit.

Ok so just had the same usual group of friends ton over at my house.
It's supposed be like " Hey, long time no see! How ya doing!", but it didn't happen.
Everyone just met together and like " Oi faster dota, oi come kill boss leh ".
It felt as though they're around one another everyday even though distance tore them apart.
Feels kinda good, assures me that this bunch of idiots won't be going anywhere far from me x)
Although I don't really talk much to those idiots, but it feels like I can understand them, and they understand me.

Kns the sims still don't wanna load, I don't wanna play it already.
Waste my time.
Even if the game become alive and wan say sorry to me, I wouldn't accept it.

Happiness is just a decision away.
Ok, show me the consequences and I'll know which to pick.
There's just too much unexpected outcomes to each decision.

I wonder how's everybody.
I kept thinking that I'm the one that remained the same, didn't change, nth happened.
But maybe i'm the one who changed the most without myself realising.
Yes I know this is boring to talk about.
Changing doesn't mean anything to friendships/relationships.
What really matters is how much they see and hold the bond bah.
Well I hope they cherish this bond as much as I do, and i'll have no regrets.(no, not when I die)

Same goal, different interest, different way of doing things.
Who knows what it might end up to?

I guess I'm really screwed up.
Many a times i've tried to sort myself out but couldn't.
Gahhhhhh.

"What's the next step to take?"
I keep thinking, but without knowing, I'm already taking the next step.
And it's hesitating.
Doesn't matter whether it's hesitating or not, as long as I'm moving forward, i'm fine.
Becuz I don't want to care anymore.
I don't wanna think about it.
Thinking about it just makes my blood boil and my life shorten for 10 years.

Maybe at this point of time right now,
I'm being made use of.
Doesn't matter if you're happy and I'm happy too.
But it's not right when you're happy and I'm not.
It sucks.
Go find someone else, i'm not your maid.

Actually blogging regularly is kinda fun also, it might just be part of youth.
A tool whereby i'll look back when I'm older and laugh at myself.
I'm actually doing it now, I'll just look back at my sec 1 posts and laugh at how stupid I am.
x)

And maybe, i'll laugh at this current moment 10 yrs down the road,
that would be nice.
NO NOT NICE CUZ I CAN'T COME BACK HERE ANYMORE.
Yappari I should try to savour every moment now.
but don't wanna force it out also.
sianzorrrrrr.

Ok i'll go sleep and half-emo about life.
HAHAHAHA. half-emo wtf lolol how did I even came up with this.
This post will last me for 1 mth SO BYE and see you 1mth laterrrrrrrrr.

To the world, you may just be one person,
but to one person, you may be the world.
I FEEL SO WISE SAYING THIS. >8D

2011-04-11T00:09:00.003+08:00

Bleh I'm using my iPhone to blog. It's like 12am now and I have school later loool.
Idk why I'm so busy with jc life man.
It's so overwhelming somehow.
Seriously I miss the old days.

There are a lot of things which I wanna do.
Of cuz a large portion of things I must do is regardig my animes and manga!!
Gosh i really wanna read my fav mangas!
I guess the advantage of having an iPhone is to watch manga anywhere and at anytime.

I'm not gonna let my jc mates have link to my blog unless they really stalk me until so far.
This is like the place whr I can reminisce and so and so.

Gawd i really wanna read a whole lot of manga now!
Can't even list them out lor !

I'm painting my room latte brown.
Not sure if it's a suitable colour.
I scared Latte brown only make me mor sleepy.
and the weird thing is I'm leaving my ceiling to be white in colour.

O.o

I guess I'm still coping well with jc life.
But ain't exactly doing well.
I'm just barely able to survive.
But I think it's only the beginnin so the REAL jc life hasn't started yet.

I can't help thinking that my sec sch friends will mean more to me compared to my jc friends.
I wonder if the rest think the way too.
If everyone, or rather the majority, thinks that way, then ppl will never really open themselves up because we all have a group of friends to return to.
Hmmm that's bad but I'm actually one if these people.
Maybe I just dont wanna open up, just yet.

Some may already adapt to their jc lives.
Call then adaptable but I think it just seems that they hold the past too lightly.
I dunno how true I am or maybe you just don't agree.
Adapting is good, but don't forget what makes you who you are today.

I still have something that I have not sorted out.
Unless I have it sorted out, I will not move forward just yet.

Already I can see people drifting away.
I dunno what to say about it. Haha.

Well I think imma become a lifeless Noob. zzz
My only form of entertainment now is like watching the latest release of one piece.
Pathetic lol, don't even have time to watch the ore anime or read other manga.

Truthfully I'm already quite tired now,
I don't know how long more I can last before I break down from all this shit.
And I thought 16-20 yrs old are supposed to be the golden times of my life.

If the world really end at 2012 then I dunno what to say.
X_x

I've always wanted to live life to the fullest.
I dont really have any ambition or whatsoever.
All I want is just a peace of mind and happiness.
I dont need to be successful in my life la,
Just let me live without regrets.
And let me go to japan pls.

I hope japan is alright and recovering fast !
I wanna go japan disneyland !!
Of cuz my future damn rich and handsome bf will bring me there.
*dreaming*

Ok I wanna slp already.
Bb losers. \m/.

ITS FRIDAY FRIDAY ~

2011-03-01T17:46:00.002+08:00

As promised, I'm writing a blog post on you, Mandi!

I don't wanna write it on a card becuz I'm lazy hahaha.
And besides this is a card where all the readers can see, wooo.

I'll juz be frank ok,
you know i'm a honest person hohoho.

I still rmb sec 1 when I met you hahahha.
your thick hair and that PPG-Bubbles on your blue + black color sports bag.
I've got a good memory right? haha!

Well we ain't really close until Sec 2 I guess?

Ok no point talking about the past hahaha.

Mandi ah, you're a girl with a mature mindset ok.
Keep that up.
I like it how you're a good listener but then at times,
you have to learn how to devote more attention to someone.
How? You've gotta learn it yourself haha.

You're a lucky person.
I know you're cherishing ur life but learn to cherish more.

I've got to admit that i'm kinda jealous of you becuz u have a good warm family.
Rmb that iPhone you got on ur bday?
You want to know why I so ji1 dong4 anot.
And no la I didn't cry it's juz that got tears in my eyes.

I've always been wanting my parents to come back home and give me sth I really want u know.
Like sth luxurious so I can SHOWOFF(ahahaah) to other people.
Sth so luxurious where I can go around saying, " yo, look at this, my parents bought it for me"
But never la.

I know that if they had the ability,
they sure buy one ma.
But I'm jus saying la hor.
I don't expect my parents to buy anything for me dude cuz i'll be an asshole who only lives off others.
no hidden meaning.

As long as I have my mother tapao-ing lunch/dinner for me everyday and my dad giving me allowance with the little money he make everyday, i'm a lucky girl.

Nevertheless you're rly very lucky.
got so many siblings !
I always wanted someone younger than me so I can order him/her around.
Like , " oi you help me take water leh , eh help me close the door, oi help me take my phone here leh "
yah abuse hahaha.

Ok back to you.

I guess I consider you as a good friend of mine la hor.
I don't know about how you think about me.
But there's juz this feeling that you're a bit distant from me becuz you know so many people and such.
there's a lack of sense of security.
and I can tell you that this is a very bad thing for your other friends.

Although you might wanna treasure everything ALOT ALOT ALOT equally, but it's impossible bah.
everyone only has 24 hours to devote their time to somebody.
no wait 12 hours becuz minus the time you eat sleep bathe.

I'll be frank , I once wanted to tell you things but then there's juz this lack of sense of security that deterred me from telling things to you.
Not that I don't have anyone else to tell things to but then maybe they aint' such good listeners.

I think shiman will kill me if she sees this but I get pek cek everytime I tell her things becuz she gives me answers that are of no use and it's like answers that are just enough to patronise me.
I don't like that.
I swear she'll kill me now wooooo,
but nvm she'll understand.

Some people are just not born to be listeners kay, shiman don't kill me.

And I don't rly tell things to Cassandra because she won't know what to say hahahahahha.
And maybe at certain point of time(s) she'll jus throw back another problem of hers to me and change the topic.
OI CASS YOU DON'T KILL ME OK,
I GOTTA MAKE IT CLEAR BECUS U GOT LOADS OF CHANCES TO KILL ME.

And of cuz there's many other people I wanna tell things to but maybe there ain't the right chances.

Ok back to you again so sorry I keep sidetracking!

To be really honest I rly think you are too-a-good-girl for a 17 yr old.
Maybe not only in character wise.
Your character is ok, don't worry.
But maybe appearances?

I really seldom see 17 yr old girls wearing jeans skirt anymore lol.
Maybe you think it looks good and it's your sense of fashion, then ok go with it.
I'm not asking you to really change but I just find it weird.
Maybe diff sense of style yeah?
But appreciate my thought HAHAHA.

Once again I need to remind you that YOU KNOW I'M A HONEST PERSON.
i speak from my heart !!!!!!!

Ok then I think you quite smart and hardworking also.

Actually I also don't have alot to say about you >_>
is that good or bad LOL.

but thanks for laughing at my jokes when no one else is laughing.
cuz my jokes too high level then stupid people cannot get it *GRINS*

yes and let's go kbox sometime again.
don't sing so many cheem ang moh song cuz I rly donno.
I know a few mainstream ones only.
and i'll try my best dont sing so many kpop song ok.

I am SOOOOOOOOO sorry and I'm gonna owe you ur presents for damn long.
Ok this means that we'll keep in contact right.
Then i'm gonna owe u ur present until I die.
HA HA HA HA .

About ur card, hmmmm.
I'll think about it becuz I'm kinda bz la hor.
squeezing sometime of out my life to write a blog post is LUCKY FOR YOU.
Congrats you just won 1 hour of my time.
Ok la i didnt take 1 hour alone to write the post.
I , umm, MULTI-TASKED.

Anyway let's just watch movies together from time to time.
THE NEXT MOVIE WE'RE GONNA WATCH IS TRANSFORMERS 3.
I BOOK YOU ALRDY.

Becuz the main lead is called SAM.
And then I can be shiok becuz the whole movie is gonna be ' SAM SAM SAM SAM SAM '
woah I hero in the movie sia, shiok.

Ummmmm. I've nth else to say,
maybe there's jus some thingy stuck in a small ulu corner like Bukit Timah in my mind.
I'll get it out next time, for now, i'll stop here.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. oink

2011-02-20T01:17:00.002+08:00

It's almost been a month since I've posted ! haha!
Nvm la I don't think anyone have time to read my blog anw.

I've been so busy with life until I couldn't settle down and blog.
Actually I'm VERY VERY VERY lethargic now.

I really dreaded going into PJC in the first place lah.
They scare us with all the lecture talks.
But I think as time goes by,
I'm slowly adapting to it.
Oh shit I'm becoming a nerd.

Anyway CNY was fun,
I'm going to sherlee's house to play Wii sometime again soon!

Orientation Camp was pretty cool.
I'm glad my class ppl was quite normal and there was no weirdos e.g people like yongkang/darius/charlie.

I'm still quite satisfied with my class.
But it's only the beginning and people have yet to reveal their true colours.
I'll see about that , hahahaha.
But anw I don't think I'll have to time to care about ppl problems cuz study is the main priority.
dammit.

So far I don't understand what the lectures are talking about.
there's this chem lecturer who has speaks too fast.
and another math lecturer who keep making mistakes.
Econs lecturer who jus speaks so softly that I can just stare at the screen and sleep.

Sia la.
I haven't done my hwk and it's really pilling up.
Moreover I think I kinda siao lah,
I took 2 dance courses @ orchard central on saturdays.
both of them are 8 week courses.
Popping and B-girl.

Popping is like from 1-2pm and then B-girl is like from 8.30-10pm?
SO I HAD TO CAMP IN ORCHARD CENTRAL FOR 6.5 HOURS.
Dude.

Luckily Li jie went to take the courses with me or else I'll be so bored by myself.

Popping wasn't rly so bad lah,
my muscles are dying from contracting and relaxing and again and again and again and again.
it's like i keep contracting and then my body keep producing calcium ions and I rly felt like I gonna get spasms anytime u know lol.
yeh those who take bio will know, screw physics hahahaha.

B-girl killed me, literally.
I'm writing this blog post where I had juz taken B-girl course a few hours ago.

IT'S WORSE THAN RUNNING 5KM OMG.

Bboy and B-girl rly not easy T_T

Ok la maybe I juz don't have the arm strength hahahahah.

Toprock was okay, I picked it up fast.
But I died at the floor work.

I've nvr had my fingers so strained that I couldnt feel them anymore.
I nvr tiptoed and squat on one leg before.
Omg my muscles.
Poor thing.
I swear everytime I stay in floorwork position for 5 secs, i feel as if my muscle is gonna cramp or I'm gonna fall.

Fag and they make me to spiderman push ups.
All the other girls in the course can do a complete push up sia.
Only me cannot.
tsk tsk tsk.
but I own them in toprock so, HAHAHAHAHHAHA

I'm really damn lazy to move my arms.
It's the first time that I have no energy to type anymore.
zzzzz.

Next week will be learning Freeze.
omg la i think i will break my neck.
but it was kinda fun and interesting lah.

I've nvr thought of learning B-girl in my life but now I've taken the step out to try it.

From now on, Saturdays will be the worst day of my life, physically.
And Tuesdays will be the worse morning-afternoon of my life, mentally.

Dammit I;m gonna slp now, tmr still need go out.
I'll update more when I have the time,
and when I get an iphone 4 hahahahahaa.
or maybe blackberry hahah i donno.

ok i rly gonna toh already.
Bye until next time!

2011-01-22T01:39:00.002+08:00

YESSSSS I'M BACK !

To say the truth, I had alot of things to blog about but I just drag and drag and then forgot what to blog about.

Anyway let's just start with CK's birthday.
Overall it was kinda fun but I guess I missed out alot because I had to do alot of saikang.

Mmmm.. the x'mas present exchange was really hilarious hahaha!
I got a box of chocolate so it wasn't that bad since it was sth for me to eat.
Qinhe's present was epic, who would have thought of buying a toilet plunger?
Haha!
Anyway the birthday boy aka chorkiat got my hello kitty tissues!
Not bad ah, tissues at least still got some worth and not useless.

Okay, next up would be dance camp.
Well, many juniors would think that it's fun but as a senior,
I think it was just so-so.
There wasn't much enforcement on the TEAM thingy and everyone was just free and easy.
The workshop and can food/maggie cooking wasn't that bad.
Quite refreshing for an idea.
Anw the camp had too little people attending so , nvm it was fun anyway.
At least I got to meet up with my peeps.

It's been a awhile since all these events so I can't rmb anything much.

Uh, nxt event would probably be New Year Countdown? Haha.
It was sucky cuz I spent the countdown at MRT!
=_+
Anyway that night Me, Haiting and my cousin had supper at CCK.
Then my cousin, li xue came over to my house and stayed for a night.
Hahahahahhaha~

And thennnnnnnnnnnn.......
on 1st Jan, I RECEIVED MY GAZETTE CALENDAR .
WU HA HA HA HA HA!
It's too godly to be uploaded on my blog.
It's okay I shall be the only person who appreciates the gazette calendar.

Then ummm...
the outing to Qian Hu fishfarm & Westcoast with 4F.
I didn't go to West coast cuz I had to work so I just went to Qian Hu fishfarm.
I kinda feel like the longkang fishing was a scam but it was made to be fun becuz of the competition.
So the peeps who went were splitted into Group 1 and Group 2.
Luckily group 1 had Sean or else I have to treat the other team ice cream.
WHICH, I didn't really want to. *money face*
But I wasn't a sucker lah, I caught 2 fishies okay.
And I wore the wrong shirt that day,
couldn't be chor lor becuz that neck-cutting was too large and will zao geng.

Then ah...
Okay the 2A chalet.
Sad to say I tanked alot of ppl for the cost and spent almost 70% of my pay on e chalet.
It was fun ahahaha!
Photos are already on FB.
Kinda lazy to talk about the activites but I just know that it's fun.
Those who missed out rly missed out.
AND THOSE CB PPL WHO BACKED OUT FK YOU RETURN ME MY MONEY.
$_$

Ah, gues there wasn't much events going on after the chalet, just simply work work work.
So lifeless and wasted so much of my holiday time.

Hmmm, then it was the day of the release of O lvl results.
Truthfully I really wasn't nervous or anything.
But fk la I got B4 for English.
WHAT THE HELL WAS WRONG? ):
I don't deserve a B4, srsly.

Anyway got a L1R5 nett of 10.
Not that bad la huh.
I didn't have a target in the first place .
So, what I got is just what I got.
Nothing to be happy or sad about.

Anyway the O lvl results isn't everything to me at the moment of time cuz I had other things to think about.

So, I made my choice and settled on PJ.
I don't think I've made this decision for myself.
It's like, I go to JC to please everyone else,
such as parents, relatives. I dunno.
JC might be the best route for me, but I don't know if i'll regret it.
Many many "what if"s , I asked myself, but I just can't get the answer.
Hmmmm, if I went to poly, I wouldn't regret the choice until the end of pol year 3 and when I can't get into University.
That'll be the time when I regret.

But JC, I'll surely regret alll along until I graduate and get into University. LOL.
Idk lah huh.

I've already submitted my JAE and PJ would definitely take me in.
If they don't, damn I'll set their school on fire.

Anyway this JAE thing is something not-so-simple.
Not just "which school I wanna go" or " which route is good for my future ".
Well for me, it consists of many many many many other things which I'm too lazy to list.

Gah it's over so WHATEVER.
I'll regret when the time comes.

Er, Just celebrated Nathaniel's bday @ his house.
Wow, Lan shop?
Luckily I didn't bring my laptop LOL.
Anyway had to leave early becuz of work again.

Shit man I owe Nathaniel and Bryan bday present.
Fag and Jh's bday is coming up soon.
Oh noooooooo ~
Kns I really no money now.
When my pay come then I'll think.

AND SHIT I HAVEN'T SHOP FOR CNY CLOTHES ):

AIYA AND I NEED TO CLEAR MY ROOM FAG.

AIYO KNS I DUN WAN THINK ALREADY I SHALL GO AND SLEEP.

BYE TILL NEXT TIME.

2010-12-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

"When life gives you lemons, make lemonade."
This is the only quote I can depend on, for now.

Actually I had quite a lot of things in mind to blog but somehow after the Sentosa trip I just forgot about everything.

Okay lor so I'll just post about the Sentosa trip then.

I'M OVERSEAS YAY -.-

Err, actually I didn't really wanna go becuz I was really very tired in the morning with all my body muscles aching due to work.
Zzz horrible feeling.
It's worse than the muscle aches that I get from dance practices.
It ain't really muscle ache but it's more of fatigue and I can't seem to squeeze any energy out to move.

Gah I'll talk more about my work later.

Anyways, was a little late and met up with the rest at 10.45am or so.
Then took MRT to Habourfront.
As usual, chit-chatting session on the MRT and we talked about Universal Studio.
I want to go there so badly ):
Nvm, my future boyfriend will bring me there *hope*

Err... then went to Vivomart to get some snacks before going to Sentosa.
The Sun was reallyyyyyyy mercilessly hot when we reached Sentosa.
So... I was really excited to get my sun tan and GET RID OF THAT IRRITATING COLOUR DIFF ON MY ARM !
But who knows, it rained shortly after and then we went below a pavillon and sit down.
Some went out to play in the rain and the lazy ones : Nat tan, Michelle and I just sat down and slack.
Anyway had a good time laughing at CK and Bryan being buried under the sand.
I wasn't so keen on playing Captain's Ball cuz I'm really shagged.

Err.. so we kinda cleared up at went bathe at around 5.30pm.
Blah blah and then went back to Vivo to have dinner while some of them went home.
The day just passed quickly.

It was more of an okay-day, I wouldn't call it fun.
Well maybe it isn't that fun for me cuz I'm not really active but I think it's fun for the rest of the ppl.

Ugh, anyway Carl's Jr cheated my money.
$13 for a damn burger.
AND WHO SAID THAT THE PORTION IS BIG.
Ok la, for a big eater the portion is still acceptable.
Anyway the onion rings there are really weird, I would call it special hahahha.

Umm, then went around to shop for the present exchange for X'mas.
I wanted to get a decent present at first,
but after hearing how some ppl bought ridiculous presents,
I decided to get ridiculous ones too.
Well I think it's kinda fun to search for guailan presents hahahaha.

Ok I'm gonna say what I've bought becuz I don't think anyone will be that fast to read my blog before CK's Bday HAHAHA.
Me and Nat tan went to Vivomart to buy HelloKitty Tissues while we were going to the toilet.
The tissues cost me around $2 so I guess it's okay hahahaha!
Anyway Tissues will come in handy when needed so it's not useless.

Um, so met up with the rest and then took MRT home.
Once again, chit chat on the trip home.

Um, that pretty sums up the day.

Hmmm, I shall talk about my work now.

I've been working at Nolboo Restaurant.
The food there is really damn expensive and the portion is not worth it's price.
I wonder why people still go there and eat ?
I've nvr tried the food there before so I can't really tell.
But, the price it's still too ridiculous for the portion no matter how nice the food is.

One word, it's very tiring.
People keep wasting food.
And there're so many difficult customers.
Seriously what's their problem? ):
And I keep kana scolding from Madam.
Not my fault leh, sometimes I really can't understand her cuz she can't speak English well.
Umm, anyway the staffs there are nice and fun to be around with.
I've only been working for a week so there's still the oh-nicey treatment whenever I make a mistake.
But who knows what will happen if I work there longer?
-_-

What's happening to me everyday once I started working is like ... a total cycle kinda of thing.
Sleep, bathe, work, bathe sleep.
Plus eating in between lah.

I feel so lifeless when I'm working.
Everyday is the same old thing happening.
I can't imagine my life to be like this when I go out to work in the society.
It kinda taught me to enjoy whatever I can in my teenage years.

It's only a week and I don't think I can really take it.
I wonder how all those working people deal with it.
Only some will find joy in their work while the rest is just working for money.
Money is so manipulative.

Haaaaaa. I spent quite a lot on Naj, Cass and Shiman's present.
Broke. Damn.
Should have just bought them sth cheap.

Working actually takes time away from me and makes me a puppet.
It's like I've lost all my thoughts.
I don't spend anymore time thinking for myself anymore and I just work according to other ppl's orders.
It's kinda good cuz there're just some thoughts that I don't want to think about.

And I'll always be thankful that Shion is always here with me.
Shion is such a good company :)

Tmr is DongZhi and almost all chinese families will be eating Tang Yuan ( Glutinous rice balls ).
I hope I can eat many many manyyyyyyyy.

Sigh, I'll go decorate the cards I've bought for Naj, Cass and SM that I bought for $15 each =.=
Zzz ...

And I'll wrap up the present ( Tissues ) that I've just bought HAHAHA.

OH AND GAZETTE'S NEW SINGLE : PLEDGE KEEP GETTING STUCK IN MY HEAD.
Such a nice songgggggggggggggg.
I hope Gazette will make more songs like this !

AND GAZETTE IT'S NOT NAMED AFTER GAZELLE.
-_- mataku ~

2010-12-07T13:55:00.004+08:00

Aiyooooooooooooo.

So long nvr write post liao.

There're a few handful of things that I wanna blog about.
- Prom
- Dance Training Camp
- Intensive rehearsals
- Dance Concert

Prom sucked but I guess it's nice to see everyone dressing up nicely.
I regret spending so much on Prom LOL,
but nvm, once in a few years.

I didn't have a camera and I didn't get to take photos with everyone.
I only had my cheapo phone camera but guess it still gets the job done.

I WANT TO CHANGE MY HANDPHONE SOOOOON.

I think there's too long a gap between prom and the present so I can't rly rmb anything about prom.

Oh yeah, thanks Cass's father for booking a hotel room at Mandarin Hotel for us.
The room was great ~ !

Hai Ting, Mandi, Cassandra, Najiha and I were all rushing to prepare ourselves for prom.
I guess I was the slowest because Mandi hogged the toilet with her makeup artist and Cassandra refused to let me bathe first LOL.

Bah anyway we weren't late and it was pretty much of a shock to see Kranjians dressing up so nicely and they look kinda .... different.
Sad to say, those who I expected to look nice didn't look nice at all and those who I expected to look not-so-nice were the ones who stood out on that day !

Nevertheless, it was a oh-kay night but the food really sucked because it's halal.
NO ROASTED SUCKLING PIG.
kns ...
Not meant to be racist or what but ... aiya dammit the food is just not nice.

Half of the whole event is like farewell party for Mdm Lee lah.
Wtf why did they slot in Mdm Lee's farewell party into our prom?
and 1/4 of the whole prom night was just the alumnis promoting their club and asking ppl to join.

Oh, I heard that they were selling graduation Tees but I didn't get to see/buy it because the booth was clogged.

Anyway, went back to the hotel room with Cassandra complaining about her heels and Mandi complaining that she can't see.
Poor Najiha and me ~~

Blah, again I was the last person to wash up.
I'm such a kind soul (wtf)

I bought brownies from McCafe to eat it at the hotel room for supper but I didnt ask the person to warm it up so I was pretty much eating a stonecake in the hotel.

That night, we were supposed to be playing but we all ended up ranting how prom sucked.

I fell asleep first because I thought everyone was going to sleep as there was a very longgggggg moment of silence.

Mandi didn't sleep and bought us breakfast.
I think the breakfast LJS quite nice leh, I forgot what i eat but it's nice.

Then we packed up and left the hotel room.
Met up with Cass's dad and thanked him.
Then me and Cass took 190 home while Mandi and Naj took the MRT.

I went home, put down my stuffs and sat on the sofa.
Unknowingly, I fell asleep.... WHICH SUCKED BECAUSE I HAD TO PREPARE FOR THE CAMP.

My phone rang and it was Gim Chow.
it was already 1.40pm by then and i'm supposed to report at 1pm !

I rushed and packed everything!
I even took a cab to school for $3.30 wtf.
Anyway I reached school at 2.15pm and got a scolding from Miss Yang.

Missed the rehearsal with the PA crew but whatever lah.

And so.... the intensive training camp for the Sec 4s began.

Day 1

We had to camp in the Spin Room and not the Music Room because the Band didn't know we were going to stay overnight and left their instruments there.

The Contemp grp used the Spin Room because there's a bigger space for them to jump around and kick their legs in the air or whatever.

So, my group used the Prefect Room and uh, we had a system of sending 2 ppl to tapao dinner hahaha.
And of cuz, I sent the ones who were better like Anisah and Naomi so that I can check on the rest of the group regarding their dances.
I must say that everyone was pretty hardworking and we got the steps all memorised.

Anyway what the hell is that ang moh song i'm using, i don't even know the singer.
the PA crew just told me to change my original music and then i ended up using this ang moh song.

After practicing, it was time for dinner and shower!

After the dinner and shower break, we were all supposed to report to Prefect Room for 1 by 1 dancing to check their movements.
I thought that this was a pretty good plan to catch who were actually copying other ppl's movements and also to check their movements.
I will give them a score out of 10 and determine who will buy dinner for the next day.
Usually the losers are supposed to buy dinner but in this case, the winners are supposed to buy dinner because the guys want to poteng training and I know they will not do well.
Never did I knew that it would cause trouble.

Ppl who were in my team : Anisah, Fairuz, Naomi, Sally, Yeh Hern, Gim Chow and Kennard.

Anisah, Fairuz and Naomi are generally okay.
Yeh Hern and Gim Chow can't remember the steps.
Kennard got the steps down fast but his dancing just looks kinda off.
Sally was very nervous and couldn't perform well.

After that, Anisah, Fairuz and Naomi are supposed to buy dinner.
Sally broke down and I felt pretty guilty.

She said, " Don't put me through all these again "

Although it was a little bit of wth but I guessed I was very inconsiderate by asking them to dance 1 by 1 .
Well, I think it's fine with me but different ppl different perspective.

WHY MUST PPL ALL CARRY DIFFERENT DICTIONARIES.

Blah, so the girls slept in the Spin Room and the guys slept in the MTL aka Zainal room.

Day 2

I was the last to wake up because I really had a good sleep.
Maybe because it's due to the lack of sleep I had on prom?

Umm, luckily we bought breakfast the day before so we didn't have to starve.
Then it was normal dance training, gah boring.

That day was really full of trouble and everyone in my grp seemed so down.

We were practicing for our dance in the hall and then XXXX came to join us.
Apparently she criticised Yeh Hern and the guys which made them really angry and buay song.
I've gotta admit XXXX was a bit too guo fen.

It's true that the guys can't dance well and I've cursed them in my heart for too many a times.
But I don't tell them because it will trample their moods and I know that with everyone's mood low, the training will not go well.

Blah, so the guys vented their anger in the MTL room by kicking the football against the whiteboard. Miss Tang saw and scolded them, WHICH GOT THEIR MOODS EVEN MORE JIALAT.

gawd.

I gave the guys a bit of time to cool down by letting them to go Limbang kopitiam to watch Ai.

Meanwhile, the girls were still upbeat and we had a little bit of craze in the music room.
There were videos but it's not to be released because we will lose all our face.

Uh, and then we had our dinner , which is bread -_-

Then moved down to the hall to do some blocking and final touch up.

Then we called it a day and went to sleep.
The contemp grp wanted to sleep in the Spin Room cuz they were staying up late and didn't want to disturb my group who wanted to sleep early.

Day 3

I was the last one to wake up as usual and moved down to the hall for normal dance practice lor.
After normal dance practice at 1pm, we were all shagged and we were supposed to break camp at 5pm.

We didnt do anything for the rest of the afternoon after lunch and just slacked in the music room.
However, there's this fking irritating boy named Zong Hong, apparently he's nicknamed to be my BFF for easy use in gossiping.

It was raining and he kept plugging his phone to the speakers to play Taylor Swift songs.
What a gay boy.
Not that I hate Taylor Swift or what but he's just blasting it so loud that I can't even hear myself and he's making us feel more sian by playing ballad songs when we were supposed to be pumped up and practicing.
the Sec 4s ask him to stop playing the music and even plugged the jockey out of his phone to stop him from blasting gay songs.
Guess what he did, he continued blasting the song through his phone speakers.

I dunno he's a attention seeker or what la huh.
He probably thinks that we're all playing/joking with him about asking him to shut up and stop playing music.
I think we made it pretty obvious that he's irritating.
It's just either he's slow or he's just has a low EQ or he's just thick skinned or he's just stubborn or he's just RETARDED.
Yah I think he's retarded , that sums up everything.

I shouted like "OMG, SOMEONE SHUT HIS PHONE UP"
and yet he didn't stop blasting music.
Retarded, no?

He even plugged in the jockey to his phone when he was playing his handphone games.
I think he's obviously seeking attention right?
If he give excuse that he cannot hear the sound of the game?
Wtf, use a earpiece lah.
The earpiece is invented for such reasons.

Aiya I think he's too retarded to understand what's a earpiece.
Sad kid.

Anyway break camp at 5pm and everyone went home in the heavy rain.
I looked like a homeless kid with 4 luggage with me and holding a umbrella.
Even my mom said I looked like one when I reached home.

- I will complain more about my BFF later, that guy is one of a hell of a fkin retard -

The intensive rehearsals was just boring lah can.
I don't have a lot of dances so I had a lot of time to dilly dally.
But the stage crew just keep telling us to stand by on stage when our dance item is 2nd from the end.
Lol, they scared we no time run or not alert meh?
Harlo, I went through 4 years of concert although not very experienced but still quite experienced okay.
I know when I need to move.
Kiasi liddat sia.

Anyway there's a day when the dancers were supposed to practice in the music room and there was no Mr Li.
So the committee took charged and asked everyone to dance their items according to the actual timeline.

The guys in the dance really can't dance for shetttttttttttttttttt.
But I'm okay with that fact cuz I somehow grew immune with it.
So the commitee was angry with the guys and that tempermental Gary was fuming and the atmosphere was kinda tense.

The guys were in 1 corner of the music room while the girls were in the other corner.
I'm perfectly fine with the commitee scolding the guys about their efforts/dance moves.
But what made me buay song was my BFF.

He's one of the guys , i mean his genes contained a XY.
He's supposed to get scolded with the guys la.
Guess what he didddd ????

He sat with the commitee ( which I already found weird in the first place )
I was like thinking, " huh, why he nvr tio scold ah? "

So, the commitee was lecturing the guys .. bla bla bla...

And then my BFF opened his mouth and said, " people, this is a concert, it's very important to us and bla bla bla bla "

i could hear giggles all around the room.
It was a total -facepalm- reaction from everyone, i could sense it.

Pls la, he's just a Sec 1.
Why he got privellege to lecture everybody?
He might just be voicing out his opinions but fuck,
he's supposed to be scolded too.

He also nvr dance very well,
HE SHOULD BE WITH THE GUYS AND KANA SCOLDING TOO.
HOW COME HE CAN SCOLD THE GUYS?
This is just screwed !!!!

At that point of time, I really can't let him be anymore so I said, " Zong Hong, 你没有资格在这边说话，你过去 "
which meant that, " Zong Hong, you got no authority to talk here, u go over there and join the boys "

GUESS WHAT , HE RETALIATED LOOOOOOOOOL.
He said something like, " I know I dun have the authority to speak, but I still want to bla bla bla "

Aiya I didn't even listen to him, he's just talking to make himself look great.
Like : Oh I am just a secondary 1 and yet I know that this concert is sooooo important and you guys should buck up bla bla bla bla bla bla.

But anyway he cried when he was retaliating, SO CUTE RIGHT( WHAT THE FK ).
Cannot win me then don't talk lah, noob.
LIKE THAT ALSO WANT TO CRY.
He's obviously a sissy bitch.
There's something wrong with this DNA about having a XY.
It should be XX + X okay.

Anyway someone escorted him out of the room to cheer him up.
This pissed me off too.

I'm very sure that majority held a grudge against him becuz he's just irritating and yet these people became ANGELS all of a sudden and went to comfort him.
Bleh, they just don't want to spoil their own image.
*whatever face*
Hey, I thought you oh-so-fake-angels disliked him too?
How come can change face so fast and take pity on him?
No backbone.
The people I hate 2nd most is 2headed snakes.

I don't feel guilty about this incident at all cuz I know I'm right to the MAX.
At least I don't need to hold in my buaysong-ness with my BFF and make it clear to him that :
" YES, I DON'T LIKE YOU . GTFO "

This just makes things easier for me,
at least I don't need to tahan his irritating acts anymore.

I know there are many who agree with me and I'm not alone which gives me more confidence to dislike him HA HA HA HA HA .

I may sound like a bitch la but whatever.
I like it.

Someone has to teach him to shut up someday.

And he's gotta stop bootlicking the seniors,
such an eyesore.

And fk yeah I didn't apologise to him !! \m/
I don't care if I hurt his feelings or not because he deserve it.

There was this day, me and a few ppl were going to Limbang food court to makan and my BFF was alone ... eating there.
( even the guys in the dance dislike him, wooooooo ~ shiok anot)

I caught my BFF's change of expression when he saw me.
He was having a neutral face at first,
when he saw me.
His face totally show " Hatred "

SO CUTE LAH CAN.
HE HOLD GRUDGE FOR SO LONG.
I alrdy forgot about it and he's still holding on to the grudge.
Man, he needs to know how to loosen up and stop being such a bitch.

Just because he's favoured by Mr Li,
that doesn't mean he's the top of the world and can trample on anyone.

Anyway, the graduating batch will write notes and give to the juniors.
I SPECIALLY PREPARED A MESSAGE FOR HIM AND IT'S SO WONDERFUL.
MOCK HIM TO THE MAX AND I DON'T CARE BECUZ I WON'T SEE HIM ANYMORE.
AHHAHAHAHAHHA.
So evil, but I like it.

Wah, so bitchy sia me,
nvm I like it.
I've gotta fight FIRE WITH FIRE.
Fight bitches like my BFF with bitches.
Using underhand methods is my ultimate fav.

Okay enough about my bitchy BFF.

Can't belive the dance concert is just the day after tomorrow.
Looking forward to it now.
Once it's over, I go get a job,
earn some pocket money.

I dun have too high expectations for my own dance but i'm just gonna pray hard that no one makes any mistakes.

To speak about the truth, I don't really wanna work and just be a couch potato.
I mean, this is our only holiday.
A TRUE HOLIDAY WITH NO HOMEWORK.
Everyday should be like : comp, eat, comp, go out, bathe, eat, sleep.
something like that lah.

But money just don't allow me to do it. zzzz.
Bleh, waiting for the Cotton On manager to give me a call.

I hope she calls me by today and not tomorrow and DEFINITELY NOT THURSDAY.
I'll be damn busy tomorrow and the day after tmr becuz i'll be at NAFA.
That place has no fkin reception and I cant be with my phone.

Manager ah manager, pls call me ~~~

ANYWAY, I bought a gel eyeliner yesterday and I've been playing with it for a few hours hahahahaha.

I've gotta pack my bag with costumes later and Gim Chow wants to borrow my hairdryer =.=

OH SPEAKING ABOUT HAIR,
I'VE GOT MYSELF A NEW HAIRCUT.
YAY.
LAO BAN NIANG IS THE BEST.
She always can give me the type of haircut i want.

I cut back e jellyfish head and i got rid of a few irritating strands that would always cover my face when my head is down.
My hair is damn layered now and so damn light.
Good for dance concert hahahhahaha~

And that reminds me, MANDI, WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO CUT YOUR HAIR?
PLS CHOP OFF HALF THE VOLUME AND DONATE IT TO PEOPLE WHO NEED IT OKAY?
You don't need so much hair on your head cuz you wasting shampoo.
=P

AND CAN WE GO KBOX ON A MONDAY NIGHT PLSSSSSSS.
$8 nia, so cheap and worth.

Oh yah yah, besides buying the gel eyeliner, I also bought hair gel and spray.
I'M GONNA TEASE MY HAIR LATER xD
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

It's been almost 3 weeks after O's and I haven't really done things I initally planned to do for post-o lvls.
It's just too fast lah.

I'm planning the 2A chalet and I hope those who always dun reply like KEVIN, such a darn good example, can reply me.
I've been sending out SMSes but some just don't reply.
Wtf, I know you saw the message and you just don't want to reply cuz you don't know the answer ~~

It's okay to tell me that you don't know if you're going anot becuz of whtever reasons like work BUT PLS LA JUST REPLY CAN.
Wait for ppl to reply really can die.

Fine I'm going off now I've been blogging for almost 1h 30mins.

PLS LOOK FORWARD TO THE DANCE CONCERT AND DON'T BE LATE.

I'll be BHB and pls buy me flowers KAY-THANKS-BYE.

2010-11-21T00:24:00.002+08:00

Aiya, I'm bored so I decided to blog ~

Okok I shall talk about Friday cuz it's my first time being a bride's sister !

I met SherWEE at thursday night 9.30pm liddat to eat dinner.
We were eating at yew tee square and then we remembered that we needed to buy lemons and lime for the door blocking activities.
I thought NTUC Fairprice closes at 9.30pm so I swallowed down my dinner and ran to Yew tee point.
yew tee point was like almost empty and then me and sherwee were running to NTUC,
it totally felt like Running Man, except for the fact that there's no VJ following me.

So we bought lemons, plums ... whatever sour things we could find in NTUC.
and wtf a lime costs $6.90

So we took e MRT and met Li xue at Yishun,
as always, we talk and tlak and talk and talk and talk .

Finally we reached Hougang @ 11pm and was totally shagged.
So we washed up and slept in the Master's bedroom ~~~

Woke up at 4am and prepared things.
the camera man ( finally got VJ ) came at around 5.30am and video-ed us preparing for the door blocking activities.

the bride's sisters need to block the door and prank the groom and the brothers before they can come in.
and most importantly, the highlight of the whole event,
THE ANG BAOS.

we can demand for the amount we want and we initially wanted $200 per person.
Wa piang eh, in the end we all get $88 only.
but nvm it's a nice number anyway.

Eh, so the bride told us that the groom is afraid of sour things so we bought everything that's sour.
And then luckily got Da sao, the experienced pranker to help us out.

Initially, the groom handed us a suitcase of money and then we checked the money...
ALL WHITE PAPER ONE ! ONLY THE TOP IS REAL MONEY.
CHEATER!
So we took out all the real money and threw the white paper back at them.
I didnt know the VJ was recording me when I was desperately complaining for more money and that scene showed on the video during the wedding dinner as a video montage.
FAG.
everyone can see my money face :)

After that we played a few games and they entered the door.

blah blah ~

went to the groom's house @ bukit panjang.
this is when it becomes horrible.

I have motion sickness and Hougang to Bukit panjang is really FCKIN FAR.
I was sitting in a mercz and i was on the verge of vomitting.
the groom's brother was the driver and he had to drive carefully.

so we arrived at the groom's house and tea ceremony and bla bla bla ...~~~
i took a motion sickness pill that would cause drowsiness.
horrible.

then ah, need to go back to hougang again...
carsick again lor, this time round i'm sitting in a BMW which is known for it's stability.
but guess what, i puked.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
so pai seh lah, puke in front of the groom's brother which i dunno at all.
SOMEMORE I SITTING IN THE FRONT SEAT LOL.
( i vomit in a plastic bag la ... if i vomit in a BMW, i won't be living now )

so the groom's brother who was the driver asked me, " is my driving that bad?"
and i was like " no.... it's me..... it's me .... "

btw the groom's brothers all not handsome one.
all so old, like 28+
but they rly rich leh...

So went back to the bride's house at hougang and tea ceremony bla bla..

somehow all the people there , including the VJ, all know i vomit in a BMW LOL.

after that, went to the temple for the ceremony.
the pastor ah... err. in this case it's a temple so it's a nun.
wa damn stylo. can speak english and talk singlish when reciting the messages.

at this point of time, the motion sickness pill worked and I was really dam tired.
I dozed off during the ceremony lol .......
then my relatives laugh at me, so paiseh !

then hor, we went to the hotel @ grand park city hall.
i was sitting in the BMW again but i didn't vomit this time cuz it's a short ride.

First time see presidental suite sia.
wa piang eh, got jacuzzi outside one.
si beh shiok.

so i took a bath and prepared for the wedding dinner.
nevertheless, had a good rest in the suite room from 3-5pm.

5.30pm the brothers n sisters went down to do preparations.

we suddenly remembered that the dinner is starting at 8pm and our stomach all growling.
so we walked to funan IT mall and buy old chang kee.
but none of the sisters brought our wallets so wenjie korkor have to pay for everything HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA.

After waiting until like ...6.30pm, the guests starting coming.
Everyone got their own jobs to do lor.
some at the reception and some give out carpark tix and some bring guests to their seats.
My job was to bring guests to their tables and give out carpark tix.
Tiring lah, stand damn long.

The dinner food was nice and of cuz, as always, I SHA !!!!!!
but i regret gobbling down all the food.

anywya, the video montage was shown on the projector..
there're 3 montages.
1st montage was about the bride and groom's life.
and there was this picture that had my father's past photo and it was ROFL.
i didn't know my father last time so handsome.

then the last montage was the door crashing and door blocking lor.
damn pai seh lah............
the sisters all damn money face.
of cuz la , who don't love money.

so pai seh ...

the video also included a part where the groom is lifting the veil of the bride and then the groom commented : " 你的姐妹们很爱钱 "
meaning : your sisters really love money.

the audience all laugh lei ....

we , the sisters all sit in one table, all finding holes to put our heads in LOL.

eh eh, then it was time to go home ...
my father drove us home usin the taxi.
the taxi is toyota one.

I also carsick inside lol ....

Then sher wee was telling me : " you sit mercz, carsick. you sit BMW also carsick, sit toyota also carsick. Sit what then won't car sick ? Jaguar? "

Aiya, people like me ... cannot sit car one lah ....
must sit JETPLANE MAH.
Nxt time i grow up, i marry rich husband, be a tai tai ;)

ok so i reached home and totally KO-ed .

I fell asleep quickly .

I didn't remove my make up.
i didn't bathe.
I didn't take out my specs.
I didn't change out my clothes.

I slept until 9.40am when Sally called and asked where am I.
Err.. I'm supposed to go for dance training at 9am and i overslept ...
or rather i KO-ed and forgot to set alarm.

It was really tiring but reallly fun.

OH AND I WANT TO COMPLAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

I started "working" as a bride's sister at thurs 11pm and ended my job at fri 12am,
so it means that i've worked for 25 hours and only got $88 for my pay.
ONE HOUR ONLY $3.52 , WA PIANG EH.
SOMEMORE I CARSICK SO MANY TIMES.
I MIGHT AS WELL GO MACDONALD WORK LOR LIDDAT.

Ok anyway $88 also not bad cuz I really needed money.

Fk prom man it's making me spend so much.

I shall list down how much I spend ......

Dress - $72.90
Satin belt - $12.90
Shoes - $29.90
Earrings - $7.90 + $4.90
Ring - $2.00
Necklace - $5.90
Bangles - $5.00
Shawl - $10
Blusher - $15.90
Brushes - $3.90
Eyeshadow - $9.90
Eyeliner - $1.00 ( buy from aries HAHAHHAA )
lip gloss - $11.90
fake lashes - $2.50
nail polish - $4.00
nail stickers - $2.00
Alter dress - $30.00
Eyebrow pen - $5.00
Clutch bag - $15.00 ( dam worth lah this bag )
Hair @ salon - I estimate it to be about $50 ?

I'm borrowing concealer, mascara, foundation, black eyeliner from my sis so I saved up quite alot waahhahahaha.

let me total up how much i spent ...
wa kao around $300...

and i was thinkin of getting another pair of shoes cuz the one i bought was too casual.

aiya sian ............

actually i also spend more than $300 becuz that $300 was solely for prom and i haven't count how much I spend for the wedding dinner.

zhong zhi, $88 is not enough and i"m still complaining about it.

*super grumpy face*

I really think i'll be broke for the whole of my holidays and I don't want work.
I'm those type of people who wants money but not willing to work for it.
i mean pls la, everyone is liddat.

Plus i have no time to work also :)
You know ... NO TIME .... *cough*

anyway today's dance training was really good.
our progress is really fast.
we only have 10% more to go and we're done.

I like my team cuz we get down to work fast but the problem always lie in some people skipping the training becus of the long hours.

Pls look forward to the dance concert but don't expect it to be too good.
Especially for the item that i'm choreographing becus my crew ain't really good dancers to begin with.

When we just started out...
all of them was really.... CAN'T MAKE IT,
except for Anisah.
but as time goes by, i keep drilling and drilling,
they become better.

I hope the camp right after prom (gawd) will really let us polish up ,
and show that gay instructor that we can do it.

And errrrrrrrrrr.
Me and Cassandra feels that it's wonderful to receive some flowers.
*hints hints*
xD

anyway i hope i don't look like some ren yao on prom night.

AND I HOPE NO ONE WEAR THE SAME DRESS AS ME LAH CAN.
i think also abit difficult for ppl the wear exactly the same dress as me becuz I sent it to the tailor to add strap and cut away the bottom piece of my dress. HAHAHAHAHHAA

Anyway if i were to see someone wearing a similar dress I will curse her family for the whole of my holiday man.
If i were to see someone wearing exactly like my dress ... gg I straight away walk up and take orange juice/coke/sprite and pour on ur dress man.

Despite me spending approx $73 + $13 + $30 = $126 on my dress , i see someone wear exactly i will rly be angry.
Might as well spend $28 and buy the dress on blogshop sia.

Oh btw i bought a white tube chiffon dress on blogshop and it only cost $18 HAHAHA SUPER WU HUA.

That's the good thing about being able to fit in free-size.
but then again i'm gaining weight but i can't really do anything about it cuz everytime I see food, it's just automatic and I can't resist the temptation of the food.

So... whatever lah, become fatter abit also nvm.
At least got more insulation sia.

Anyway I was having a wu liao talk with my cousins and we all realised that we need to find bf soon or else our future really very dark lol.

Ok la i bhb a bit :)

I got a few ppl jio me last year but i reject all becuz all online fren.
they all look okok de.
but then i only wan to be frens with them.
And all those ppl is from maple know de -_-
Some from DAL , some from audi.
All these wu liao ren, cannot trust man.

Anw i got quite a few good maple frens who became my real life frens.
A bit heng lah, they quite normal ppl, not those ah beng or whtever.
Nowadays still occasionally go out w/ them, eat steamboat or sth.

Ok la one reason i want to find a bf becuz i need an atm.
I very xian shi and honest one, my money is my money,
my bf's money is my money.

if my bf help me pay for food and all those still ok.
if he were to give me a gift everyday ah, i will slap his face.
the more he give, the more things i have in my room and more trash.

I'm gonna clear my O lvl stuffs.
I've already given out all 3 of my science txtbooks to my junior.
I understand the no-money-to-buy-book feeling.
so jiu bang bang mang although i really can't bear to leave my textbooks cuz they sit in my room for 2 years.

Although I really hate my books,
but somehow just can't bear to leave them cuz they've been with me for 2 years.
It's all a part of my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

HOWEVER, all the Maths stuff is still going to the garang kuni because ...
fk maths LOL.

Can't believe it, O Levels is just over in an blink of an eye.
I hope good results come out and "you reap what you sow" doesn't apply to me cuz i didn't sow alot.
And I fkin hope my amaths isn't a B3...

My takoyaki maker has reached SG ~ !
Going to collect it on Friday morning and I hope it works with SG's voltage supply.
Later my takoyaki maker inside shortcircuit or fuse break then I will be dam sad.

I must go hunt for the tonkatsu sauce aka the brown sauce that tastes similar to bbq sauce.
Hope i find it somewhere in sg.
Can't wait to eat takoyakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~~~~

Okay I shall stop my blogpost here cuz i'm really running out of things to blog about and almost half the blog post is just random comments and stuff.

Bye people and enjoy your prom !

2010-11-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

IT'S THE END OF O'S AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY.
YET I'M NOT !

I'm so fed up today.
It was a really nice day at the start but somehow everything just screwed up.

Esp the dance concert, it's making me so stressed.

Yeh Hern keep giving excuses for not being able to come for training and Kennard is not coming because Yeh Hern is not going.
what the fuck? you think you 2 dance very nice ah?
over my dead body can.

It's still okay if they are really slow in learning or just simply suck at dancing,
THE THING I'M ANGRY AT IS THEY HAVE NO COMMITMENT AT ALL.

I'm very angered by what Yeh Hern said today.
Someone was playing the song to be used in the hiphop dance that i'm choreographing.
and yeh hern said , " wa lao eh, this song, from 9am listen until 12pm"
I could very clearly hear from his tone that he doesn't give a shit about the hiphop dance.

Hello, I know i'm not a top notch choreographer or something but at least i'm giving all my best here?
I had no choice.
Jeremy(the IT guy who's always with Ms Geraldine Tang) said our ex.song ( Party People ) was too noisy and we had to change the song, LAST MINUTE.
He only informed me on last Saturday.

Ok, I understood, I went to search for a new song , I went to create a new choreography.
I spend late nights choreographing everyday.
I skipped many dota sessions, and I didn't touch my games at all.
I also didn't touch my anime and manga.
Everyone else except the dancers are enjoying their post o lvl lives and saying how boring it can be.
Pls, i rather have nothing on my mind and be bored to the max rather than to receive this kind of shit.

My choreography isn't some godlike stuff but it's something I spend alot of effort and heart on it.
I slept at 3am everyday to crack my brain to think of dance steps and woke up at 7.30am everyday to go dance training.

What the fuck.

Keep complaining tired tired tired.

WHO IS THE ONE COUNTING 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 WHILE DANCING ?
WHO IS THE ONE THAT THOUGHT OF THE CHOREOGRAPHY ?
WHO IS THE ONE THAT CUT THE SONG AND LISTENED TO IT COUNTLESS TIMES BEFORE YOU EVEN LISTENED TO IT ?

My body right now is very very very tired because I have not stretched for a long time and all my muscles are aching.
Yet, I'm still going for dance training right ?

I HAVE NO TIME LEFT.
I need to show my piece to that gay instructor on Friday, 2 days time !
TELL ME HOW I GONNA COMPLETE IT.

THEN YOU STILL WAN TO SKIP TRAINING.
WTF.

WA LAO EH.

OTHER PEOPLE SHOPPING FOR THEIR PROM NIGHT, I DANCING AND CRACKING MY BRAIN LIKE HELL.

KANASAI.

I'M SO FCKIN FALLING SICK SOON IF I CONT THIS WAY MANNNNNN.

I just freaking hate those people who doesn't appreciate the efforts of others.
I really feel like kicking Yeh Hern and Kennard out of my crew man.
At least GimChow still shows effort !!!

NOT ONLY YOU TIRED LOR, EVERYONE ELSE IS TIRED.
WHY YOU EXCEPTION CAN SKIP SIA.
kanina ....

Kennard doesnt wanna go training because his GOOD fren Yeh Hern is not going.
Win liao lor, still kup gimchow's phone.
what the hell man ....

Ownself don't want dance jiu quit.
don't pull the rest of your team down.

SRSLY HEN TAO REN YAN LAH.

IF I CAN I ALSO DUN WAN TO CHOREOGRAPH ANYTHING IF I KNEW IT WOULD TURN OUT THIS WAY.

I INITIALLY WANTED TO CHOREOGRAPH A DANCE THAT ONLY HAS GIRLS BUT OUT OF MY FUCKING KIND HEART I LET THE GUYS JOIN IN, AND THIS IS WHAT I GET LOR.
ni ma ma ....

VERY VERY VERY ANGRY ONE LEH.

-personal attack-
SOMEMORE YOU 2 DE FACE ALSO NOT VERY HANDSOME WORH,
YOU GOT YENG FACE I STILL CAN FORGIVE AND GIVE YOU FACE.
PROBLEM IS YOU 2 DE FACE, pls la, i think my house de rotten ginger also look more handsome.

KANASAI LEH.

This is my last concert in Kranji and I want to do it well.
I'm putting in so much effort but there are just those destroyers who always destroy everything and pull the whole team now.

If I cant produce a good piece of work then that gay instructor will qiao bu qi wo and reject my work. Wtf.
In my whole 4 years of life in dance, i've always been qiao-bu-qi-ed by that gay instructor.
I don't want him to touch my work to improve it becuz once he touches it, everything sucks.

I hope those 2 guys would come to their senses and appreciate everyone's efforts.
It's not only my effort, the rest of the crew also put in their best by coming to every single training and not complaining at all.
The rest of the crew would spend full use of their time memorising and learning the steps.
Yet, what yeh hern and kennard doing is talk cock whenever i'm not looking.

Can have some self-discipline anot?
How old liao?
Need a 16 yr old girl to look after you?

I don't care anymore .
I'm gonna do what I can do now.
No more kindness or sympathy will be shown to them.

Oh and guess what?
They wanted to perform SHINee's Lucifer on dance concert.
MOST EPIC JOKE OF THE YEAR.

they can't even do a single ripple/wave well,
still want to do SHINee's Lucifer?
ZUO MENG.
I bet my barbie doll can dance better than you.

Really detest/loathe/hate those people who nvr appreciate the efforts of others.
those people should qiang bi and die.

Ok i'm going to continue choreographing now.
I hope i can finish it by tomorrow.
Bye people,
and screw O levels.

2010-10-27T00:05:00.002+08:00

O LEVELS IS HERE ~

Blog will be on hiatus and I'll be back with a BLAST on 15/16Nov !

2010-10-18T01:32:00.002+08:00

It's 1.33am and I'm here!!!

I didn't study on Friday, Saturday and Sunday so I'll promise I really study hard for the next 7 days !
*crosses fingers*

7 days to O lvl huh....
I don't feel anything yet.
I AM SO ABNORMAL ):
I guess sometimes it's not really good to be i-dont-really-care about everything.
It's not as if i don't give a damn about everything but it's just that I ignore the wrong things and pay attention to the wrong things again.

-----------------------------------

Classes officially ended on 15/10/10.
It'll be the last time 4F gets together and attend lessons.
Well, i don't really feel anything now because I know that it's not the end yet.
4F, or rather the whole of Kranji Sec 4exp/5na is going to "fight" the final war.
Grand finale man.
And we'll going to face it together.

Hmm, how to say.
I can't say I'm not really feeling anything at all.
It's like, I don't really miss the part on attending lessons, but in the long run,
I know that there'll be a day when I crave to come back to 4F classroom and attend each and every single lesson of every subject I take and end school late. Then, I'll be going to Limbang with everyone again to get food and then go back to school for Night Study.
Isn't it cool?
Shouldn't we request for this? =x

Ah, going back to the topic.
I kinda miss everyone because there'll be less opportunities to see everyone.
Afterall, the school is what brought us together and it's mostly our platform of communication.
With that large platform gone,
I don't know how often everyone can get to talk to each other.
On a brighter note, there's always something called Internet and SMS/Calls.
To be more specific, there's Facebook and MSN to keep us in touch.
But then again, I don't really wish for friendships to become a cyber-kind-of-thing.

This is not the time to write dedications yet but i'll just poke into some things.

I didn't know why I went into Kranji Sec.
I couldn't remember a single thing.
Initially I wanted to go to BPGSS but my agg. wasn't high enough.
So, I struggled between Swiss Cottage, West Spring, Fu Hua.

Suddenly, i think there was this conference call between the 6B people.
I couldn't remember this call but from what the others told me,
it should have consisted of ppl from my "clique-at-that-time".
And we all decided to go to Kranji.
So yeah, I put Kranji as my 1st choice.
And partly of the reason I went to Kranji was because Kranji had a agg. that was low enough for my "boyfriend-at-that-time" to get in.
But sadly(?) , he didn't get in so, awwwwwwww.

So I was a little lucky that 5 of 6B-ians went into the same class in Kranji, 1A.
ShiMan, ShanLing, HanLei, Daniel and me, while the rest like cheekeng or luyi or whoever just went to other classes.

Luckily I had ShiMan at that time or else I don't even know how to make friends.
Did I look like a emo girl during my lower secondary life?
I dunno man.
My mind wasn't really filled up with suicidal thoughts or what but I think i'm just not good with meeting and conversing with new people.
I'm a wild bitch if you really know me well.
And I don't release videos that were taken @ Kbox because people will think I'm on ecstasy but it's a fact that I'm not.

I think my life really brightened when I was in my sec 2 life.
Mostly because I met these people :
ShiMan, Cassandra, Najiha, Mandi, Joey, Bryan, Nathaniel, Jia Hao.
I don't really like to rank my friends but I guess these are the people who I really like to thank them for being in my life.
Of course there are other assholes like Noah, sotongs like Sean, uncles like Chor Kiat and etc etc etc etc which I couldn't name all of them.
There's also Jess who gave me a nickname of Osaka which I couldn't even remember where it came from.
I seriously feel so biased because I couldn't name every 2A ppl because it'll really flood my blog.

Anyway, during the sec 2 streaming,
I got into 4E first.
I was really upset because there are really a handful of assholes in the class.
Not meant to be offensive or what but everyone will agree that YongKang is an asshole and I don't want to be in the same class as him.

So I decided to appeal to triple science class because of several reasons.
And yeah, I got in :)
I didn't regret going into 3F and I guess the trouble of taking an extra subject is being neutralised by all the fun I had in 3F.

I guess all the nice memories came in the last few months of 4F and it was really enjoyable.
I'm very scared that my memory will fail me and I'll forget about the times with 4F slowly as time goes by.
Like right now, I can't really remember the times spent with 2A unless I refer to my blog.

So I think blogging will really help me a lot in remembering 4F :)
But I'll not write about the memories here because everything hasn't come to an end yet.

Nevertheless, I'll be sad in leaving 4F because of many reasons.

I think 4F is really good in terms of studying and playing.
I really hope 4F'10 will break the records soooooo epic that the other generations won't be able to beat us.
But I very scared cuz lazy ppl like me will sabo the whole class's msg.

I really hope that the peeps will keep in touch and meet out often in the holidays.
I really don't mind spending everyday together , haha!

It's currently 2am right now but I don't feel like sleeping yet.
I'm pretty tired but I don't want to sleep.
Everytime when I lie on the bed,
I'll start thinking about things in my life and I don't really wan to think about it because it's unpleasant.
I don't really want to confide those things.
But keeping all those things to myself really makes me very frustrated.

Gah, although blogging here will help me to feel relieved by some bit,
I'm really sorry to say that I don't pour out everything in this blog and I have a private blog shared with my cousin instead.
So i'm really sry to have put up a smokescreen in certain periods of my life @@

*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
I don't know what I can do now.
I really shouldn't be thinking about things like this when O lvls are coming.
I can't help but let myself be distracted.
Grrr.
I really feel like pointing middle finger to all those issues in my life that upset me.
Ok la i know it's rude to point middle finger but I guess it's okay if we point it to the right people who will take them as jokes but also a signal that i'm disagreeing with something.
Just a middle finger can convey so many things, LOL.

Kay I guess I don't really have anything general to post here anymore so I'll hop to my private blog now and explode like Techies >_>

Till the next time.

2010-10-10T18:26:00.003+08:00

Hi ~
I'll take back my words, I won't make Sunday my official blogging day anymore.
So troublesome.

I feel that I always make my Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays go into waste.
I didn't do anything productive, danggggg.

-_-

I had 3 dreams last night/morning that left a deep impression on me.
I dreamt about a 4F class outing @ some kind of chalet/villa and it just feels like it's after O lvls.
The chalet was maybe a class chalet because all I could remember was 4F people around.

Everyone was just lazing around and then there was this cake ( I dunno why there's a cake but dreams are always weird! )
So, everyone gathered around the cake and sang some song that I couldn't remember.

And then, some of the 4F peeps just suddenly went off and the rest are still staring at the cake, real close.
By then, I realised I've finished staring at the cake and I backed out from the crowd.
This was really damn weird because when I looked around,
we're not in the chalet anymore and oddly, we're at the CCK Bus interchange.

(IDK why the environment just changed and why we're gathering around a cake at CCK Bus Interchange.)

Ok and then, I looked out really far and saw TALL INVERTED CONES !
Yah, Tornado.

There were several tornados that were coming in really fast.
And then I thought that the 4F peeps who ran away earlier could have already seen the tornado and ran off without telling the rest.

So, the next thing I knew was, everything was just swept away.
The building beside the CCK Bus interchange, supposedly Lot One, it became a white building with green embedded design and kana swept off.

It happened right in front of my eyes and I was only 3metres away from the tornado.
It swept pass me and I wondered why wasn't I swept in?
All I know is that, Natalie Tan was beside me and she went "AHHHHHHHHH!".
Nope, she didnt scream but it sounded like a monotone " Ahhhhhhhhhhh! "
SO WEIRD !!!!!

So our intuition/instincts will tell us to RUN FOR YOUR LIVESSSSSSSS.
And then I just grabbed someone's hand and I dunno who's hand was it and ran away from where all the tornados were coming in.

And then suddenly there was a old-fashioned train( the one you always see in harry potter movies) just zooooom pass me.

Then the next thing I knew is that I was flying around in the air.
I think the tornado caught me or something.

And then I woke up. I dunno if this is considered a nightmare or what because it was already morning LOL.

I tried to go back to sleep and hoped there was a sequel to my tornado dream but there was none.
I knew there was another dream but I can't remember it NOW, YES LIKE RIGHT NOW.

I know I rmb it clearly when it was still morning when I woke up again from my 2nd dream.
Ok, I forgot my 3rd dream too, dang. All I know is that it's an interesting one but I can't seem to recall it now.

There was another dream that happened a while back which was successfully registered in my mind.

I was on this island with my family and relatives.
This island was like a resort or something.

So I couldn't remember what happened earlier but I knew that everyone was enjoying themselves in the island until a tsunami came.

The island only had a big fat round building and there were several storeys.
My family was standing in the open-air of the most-top storey and so naturally we'll see people in the lower storeys get swept away by the tsunami first.

At first I thought the tsunami wouldn't reach me because we were really high up in the building.
After seeing the dumb people in the lower storeys get swept away and the tide receeded, I felt relieved for the moment but I knew another wave will be coming in so I braced myself.

To brace myself, people would usually find a really reliable-looking pole/railing and grab on to it.
BUT I WENT TO STICK MYSELF TO THE WALL.
And then the wall became some hill with some trees.
Okay but the tsunami was still there.

I thought I still had some time to escape to the other side of the island where the tsunami wasn't affecting it.
Who knows that the 2nd wave was a big fat (juicy) one.
The wave rose up SO TALLLLLL that it covered the entire sky and just engulfed the island.

The next scene I saw was with my own eyes, like you know when you play Daytona at arcade, they got 4 camera views.
This scene was the 1st button one lah, like 4D technology liddat.

I saw the water/wave charging at me and when it hit me, I felt no pain (ok lor then maybe not 4D ) but I found myself deep in the ocean.

Nope, there was no sharks/whales/dolphins/fishes/stingrays/starfishes/dogs/cats/mouse.

My instinct told me to look around my surroundings to find my family members first.
Ok so I saw a few figures that was familiar and there was one which is really fat and I figured that it was my dad.
So I swam towards them.
And surprisingly, I could breathe in the waters and I knew how to swim! (Ooo wow ~)

The dream somehow ended there and I sprung up from my bed.

It was weird because I thought dreams are supposed to end at the highlight,
in this case, i thought that the dream will end straight at the moment when the tsunami hit me in the face, but it didn't.
So odd.

Anyway I'm pretty sure that the resort island was Sentosa not because there's a merlion but I somehow knew that that island is very near Singapore.
It's interesting to see how dreams complete foreshadowing really fast and start the story quickly.

These 2 dreams bring me to my next point.

During a English Mock Test last monday, the passage was talking about dreams.
Some say dreams can predict the future, predict opposite bla bla bla bla.

So I thought about DejaVu.
I've always thought it was crap or coincidental by some bimbos/naive people.
But shockingly/eeriely/omfgly,
I experienced it and it was damn OMG.

I'm pretty sure DejaVu exists!

I experienced DejaVu on Saturday, which was yesterday !!!
So the feeling is pretty fresh.

This is when I was in the reality:

Okay, so it was just normal and I didn't knew a DejaVu would come by.
I was with my cousins outside this cafe, which I forgot the name.
We're talking and bla bla bla bla bla.

Suddenly, someone said a sentence that triggered something in me.

I couldn't remember the exact sentence phrasing right now but I knew at that moment I was 200% sure that the sentence was the EXACT same in my dream which happened nong nong nong nong ago.

The scene of my dream just literally popped up in my mind and I was like ... shocked.
At that moment, I lost connection with my surroundings and all I could ever see is the images of my dream.
And then there was this feeling of familiarity.
I can't describe it in words !!!!

When I snapped out of this "DejaVu feeling",
I was feeling veryyyyy ....
i would describe the feeling as a mixture of shock+scary.
Machiam kua tio gui lah !!!

The sentence was a very normal sentence lah,
it's what girls/woman will say when they gather in a circle in a cafe and talk.
I can't rmb the phrasing but I know the sentence was talking about marriage or some sort.

The sentence contained the meaning that "if u wan to marry, marry an old one who alrdy established his business, not a young one that is around your age because the change in him will be very big."

Ok the sentence was just some extra info I added in but the main thing is the DejaVu !!!!!!

That particular sentence triggered my mind and brought out the dream that was stored in a small part of my brain. And I had zero memory that I had dreamt about this dream.

The feeling is so scary but also shiok at the same thing when something just pulled the trigger and your dream comes back to you.

Worse thing is that the situation in the reality 100% matches the situation in my dream.
The people, the surroundings were all identical !
How can this be pure coincidental ?!

So this DejaVu thing made me think that I, and including some other people, can actually see into the future.

Although we dream almost everyday and this DejaVu feeling only came to me yesterday, I consoled myself that not every dream of mine will be turning into reality.
Like very heng lah.
Imagine my tornado dream and the tsunami dream turn into reality, WTF !!!
I won't even have time to pee in my pants because I will 吓破胆 and 魂飞魄散,
meaning I will be scared the shit out of me until my spirit leave my body.

And there're a few other dreams which I don't want it to come true so it's best if this DejaVu thing stops here.
If one of those dreams which I don't wan to come true came true,
it will be pure FML. -_-

But some dreams should come true too because it'll be damn awesome !

Okok enough about this DejaVu thingy !
But pretty interesting right? xD
I should write more about my dreams next time !
And it just happens that it's always Sunday when I have a "memorable" dream !

Ok i wanna talk about my kitchen toilet next.
Idk why my toilet today smells weird.
It reeks of this friggin weird smell.
It smells like chlorine.

So weird, my mother didn't wash the toilet floor today so there shouldn't be any detergent smell.

The only conclusion I came up with is very lame and nonsensical if you're thinking logically, still.

Someone(i forgot who and it's definitely not made-up) in past told me that semen smells similar to chlorine.
There's only a male in my whole family which is my dad.
So.... could it be that my dad has something to do with the weird smell in my toilet ?
~~~~~ Let your imagination run wild ~~~~~

Ok the dirty-minded ones will get what i'm trying to say but some may not loool.
don't ask me to explain.

The toilet, my best friend, so friggin smelly now that I don't even want to pay a visit to him/her anymore.

Oh ya saying of toilet,
I've been making frequent trips to the toilet nowadays,
ok la, not "nowadays" but "always".

To da bian of course.
but it's very irregular and I cant control my shet.
Not as in I cant shet them out or they just come out whenever they want to, but is that i've been getting stomaches very frequently in the recent.

Maybe it's just something to do with my diet because I'm a almost-carnivore.
But I came across this disease which i forgot the name on the internet.
This disease is about shetting disorder which occurs in teenagers.
And the symptoms almost matched mine completely.
I hope I don't have this kind of disease man.

Normally I wouldn't even be afraid but an issue came into my mind.
Science have proven that the child that has been given birth to when the mother is 35 yrs old or above will have high chances of the kid ...being ... reeeeetaaaarddddddddddeddddded or some other weird stuff that is not called normal.

My mom gave birth to me when she was 38.
So, damn it.
I kept thinking that I may be one of those not-very-normal kids and may suffer from this shitting disorder disease.
Maybe it's just my imagination running wild but I really hope i don't get it.

Oh yah and I hope I won't get stomachaches or a tornado in my stomach when I'm taking my O lvl papers !

Ohhh and one more thing !
I made a wish today at 10:10:10am !!!!
Which means I made a wish on 10/10/10 10:10am and 10 seconds!
but a bit not-perfect because it's 2010.

Why wasn't I born 1000 years earlier so I can make this awesome wish?

But I'm glad i wasn't born 1000 years earlier cuz i'll probably be some woman who only wears banana leaves and coconut shells as clothing.
And then the women around me will be wearing the same thing and also all the men will have bushy moustaches/ beards and all of us will have a forest under our arm because there's no shaver present in that time.
=_="

Eh, maybe 1000 years earlier wasn't so primitive lah.
Maybe I will be a auntie selling vegetable on the streets of old China loool.

Aiyoooooo, my imagination really damn zzzzz ...

Okay I just saw facebook and maybe people are waiting for 10/10/10 10:10pm to make their wish.

Don't they realise that 10:10pm is actually 22:10 ?!

Hahahahha dumb ppl tio own,
luckily I made wish in the morning alrdy~!

Or is it just natural that important wishes are supposed to be made in nighttime?

Imagine if Santa really existed, he'll be so busy now !!!
But Santa only gives presents, right?
Like presents as in items.
I bet he can't give presents that ain't items or have physical form.

I hope Christmas comes fast !
I love christmas although I'm not a christian and don't ask me why !
I just have a liking for christmas.
and I think it's because it's a day where everyone has to be good !
SHARING IS CARING HAHAHA.

Ok I think i've written a veryyyy long post and I should stop now.
Actually I still have many many many things to talk about but time always has PMS and diss me off. Also I think a blogpost that is too long will bore the readers ._.

TAG MY TAGBOARD PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Curse your fate a little.

2010-10-04T20:57:00.001+08:00

I'll make every Sunday my official blog posting day ~ !

2010-09-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

REMEMBER THIS?

it used to be my blog header pic last time,

next time, it will be gazette's chibi form. hahahah~

i'll draw that up when i'm bored.

I shouldn't let my little talents go to waste.

my desktop is finally back !!

MY BIG SCREEN ! WOOO.

I'm glad that all my files are still intact.

no need to reinstall anything.

AND YEAH MY 10GB WORTH OF KPOP SONGS.

and maybe 5GB of other genres.

Also, all my online games is here !

like wooohooooooooo.

and i can finally view my anime with a big screen !

yay.

next time i'll add a "things to do after O lvl" on my sidebar.

wahhhahah in case i forget what kind of drama/anime/etc things i wanna do.

BECAUSE THERE ARE SO MANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

AND I GOT A1 FOR A.MATHS.

\m/.

2010-09-26T15:30:00.004+08:00

Ok lor, I got this feeling that,
if i don't blog today,
i won't get to blog anymore.

Ah, I'll just skip what I did on the days before my bday.
nvm if it's not interesting but i'm writing it for the sake of my fading memory.

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23/9

Prelims finally over lah.

Went out w/ sherlee, lixue, weechuan and jasmine in the evening to Holland V !

Haha, too bad XLB buffet was full and then we walked around Holland V to look for sth else to eat.
Eventually, we settled at Tree Monkey.
The portion was really big and the food was not bad.

Then took bus back to Lot 1 to go Kbox !
I very suay lah, i carsick then i alighted halfway during the bus ride to vomit.

Okay, went to lot 1 at 10pm liddat and sang K box!
Our room was really big for 4 people.
Room G69 LOL.

the room so big!

got 2 tv sia!

So we went all out and sang like crazy.
The room was really cold.
We're supposed to sing from 10pm to 12.30am.
However, the Kbox crew allowed us to sing to 2am !
Shiok !!

Sang all the Kpop songs that we knew.
We sang from Chinese > Korean > English > Hokkien > Cantonese > Japanese.

The milo turned into our liquor,
the atmosphere isn't kbox anymore.
IT'S CLUBBING LOL.

Anyway it was really fun and idk how to describe.
sry if at any point of time i hogged the microphone becus it's been a while since i've gone to kbox.

1 word : Awesome.

Thanks for the cake and the denim jacket. hahaha !

I look forward to our next outing again ~

Went home and slept at around 3-4am.

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24/9

I was having a really good sleep until Cassandra and Najiha came to bomb me at 9am.
-__-

So I thought they were nice people who bought breakfast for me and were going to town with me.
Who knows, when i bathing halfway, my mother told me that they ran off and left a box behind.
I was alrdy expecting it so I gave the "-_-" face.

So I took my time and prepare lah.
Who knows, when I prepare finish, it's alrdy 11.15am.
So I opened up the letter(Mission 1) and it states "REACH BY 11.30am", the destination was Orchard Ion,
as stated by the clue " H+ + OH- ------------> H2O "
and i was like OMG IT'S 11.15AM NOW.

So I rushed out.
I couldn't find TOPSHOP/TOPMAN when I reached Orchard Ion.
after 30mins, i finally found it.
I walked pass the shop several times and didn't see the "agents".

Gave Shi man a call and finally found the agents, Cassandra and Najiha.
They got so bored waiting for me until they just passed me Mission 2 without giving me a pen or something to write my answers lol.
Then they just ran off.

So I moved on to Mission 2,
"Walking in the theatre",
Orchard Cineleisure came into my mind.
And I was thinking , " Bo ko leng, cineleisure so far leh "

So I smsed shi man to confirm and she smsed me " Try your luck "
bloody woman....

So I tried my luck and headed to Orchard Ion.
I'M A NOOB AT ORCHARD ROAD AND I KEEP GETTING LOST.
I went in the FarEastPlaza direction as my instincts told me but I was wrong lol.
So I called for SOS and gave sherlee(orchard pro) a call,
and she gave me the directions.

Halfway through my trip to Orchard Cineleisure,
IT STARTED RAINING.
I DIDN'T BRING A UMBRELLA.

So I was running in the rain and got really grumpy by the time I reached Orchard Cineleisure.

The clue to the shop was given as "Fertilisation -> Fusion of eggs and _____"
Sperm came into my mind and it was of course NewUrbanMale.
The shop that suck ppl money and one of the shops that I despised most.

Spotted shiman and mandi,
you 2 very funny hor.
you think you wear shades i cannot recognise u ah?

So shi man told me to wear this red polka dot hairband that was so small and obviously didnt fit my big head.
It was so painful throughout zzzzz.

Then they told me to go inside NUM and pick the pink bag and take a photo of it.
The shopkeeper was like "o_o" at me.

Anyway, I dunno why I had 2 extra missions from shiman, really wanted to slap her how lousy that 2 extra missions were but I couldnt find any energy already.

1. I had to go to 2 diff shops at 2 diff levels , pick out any clothes and try them on, then take a photo of it.
2. I had to count the number of fruits in the fridge of Kopitiam.

Hello, i walked through the whole of cineleisure,
only 1 shop was opened.
So i only took 1 photo and I cheated with the other one.
I WENT TO COTTON ON AND PRODUCED THE 2ND PHOTO LOL.

And i also cheated with the number of fruits lah.
I mean those stallowners can always cut fruits and put inside the fridge rite?

And i've wasted enough time walking around at cineleisure looking for shops that are opened.

Shi man and Mandi, lousy mission lah....

I received Mission 3 and it was at Plaza Sing.
Gawd, Dhoby Ghaut.
The rain has stopped by then and my legs were aching.

I dragged myself all the way back to Orchard Ion and I was alrdy half dead.

So I took the mrt to Dhoby ghaut.
I was soooo lost in the dhoby ghaut mrt lol.

I couldn't rmb the exact sentence but the clue was MissWhatever shop.
I toured so many times around Plaza Sing and there was no MissWhatever.

GUESS WHAT?
THE SHOP CLOSED DOWN.
(or renovating, let's just take it as it closed down becus it was too girly)

I walked passed Chapter 2 during my search for MissWhatever and didn't see Shiman and Cass.
I guess i was really too tired.

I had to meet Mandi and Najiha in front of the renovating shop.
they gave me a scarf and asked me to take a picture with the leeminho banner at the LG exhibition on the 1st floor.

So I didnt really retaliate because I was zombie-fied.

And my next clue was the shop , Chapter 2.
So i went to chapter 2 lor.

found Cassandra and Shi Man, they gave me this fingerless glove and a weird looking necklace.
the necklace was left out in mission 1 whereby cass and naj just ran off at Topman/Topshop.

So I became a ridiculously-looking woman.
i didn't really care anymore because I really could give a shit at that time.

So we gathered, met up with Joey (she kept getting lost at dhoby ghaut mrt) and headed off too PlayNation.
Luckily I made a reservation at PlayNation.

On the way to playnation,
Shi Man asked " now you know why we call ur mother? "
I was like "lol to myself" and thought " you wan to surpress my doubt rite, not a chance! "
Earlier on @ school, I told Shiman that I knew that Shiman and my mother had a phone conversation but i didn't know about the contents.
I lied lah!
(again, i'll elaborate later*)

Played BandHero and many games.

I was really hungry by then and either Mandi/Najiha took out this Tapao bag from Burger King.
I thought it was frenchfries and I shouted , " I WANT ! "

Idk why , they ignored me and walked away,
so i was like "._." and continued my BandHero.

Then they gave me and Joey 2 slices of cake,
chey, so that Burger King tapao bag was containing a cake lah.

So I filled myself with that slice of cake but it wasn't enough because I DIDN'T HAVE MY LUNCH.
I wanted to dote myself with the food at OrchardIon's Basement but I had no time and no money.
Damn.

Okay, so continued playing at PlayNation.
I dunno what time it was but ShiMan,Mandi and Joey had to go off.
I could totally read "excuses" on their faces.
(i'll elaborate further on that later*)

Ended Playnation at 6pm and took the mrt home.
the train was really crowded.
So I got "stucked" outside the train at Jurong East Station, Cass and Najiha boarded the train and i didn't.
(I'll elaborate further on that later again*)

My mother did what she was instructed to do ;
Call me and ask me to buy something.
Oh, so I decided to buy bread for breakfast.

So I took my time, slowly walk home.
I went to buy paopaocha somemore.

When I reached home, my room door was closed.
Aiya so obvious alrdy lah, I don't close my room door one.
I went to wash my hand, wash my feet, drink water at the kitchen upon reaching home and didn't go into my room.
(it was for whoever that's inside my room to light up the candles and do ur final preparation)

I took my time and went into the room.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" , they all shouted.
And they sang Happy Bday song.
I pretended to be surprised but don't worry I was happy.

The people who were inside my room were : ShiMan, Mandi, Najiha, Cassandra, Nathaniel, Bryan, Chorkiat and Jiahao.

However, my room was filled with Balloons(and this weird smell) and it(referring to the balloon) was nice.

So I made my bday wishes, cut the cake and whtever lol.
And upon seeing the cake, i was like " WHY BUY THIS CAKE!"
I made that comment because I know everyone was scared of it ever since Cassandra's birthday lol.
I personally like that cake but I thought that no one's gonna eat it so i probably have to finish it all by myself again lol.

Then went to the living room, there was pizza ~
So spend our time eating pizza and watching Ai.

I went into my room halfway through the TV session and saw this NUM bag with my dumb shit-looking umbrella.
By the time I alrdy knew that the bag belongs to me.
I didn't make any reaction and the people in the living room were complaining "she saw the bag alrdy LOL!"

I so balek and re-act the whole thing.
I must pretend to be surprised lol.
retarded.
I'm not good at giving good reactions, so... lol.

Then moved back into the room and watched Bryan's mini concert.
there were 2 CNBlue fans who went to the wrong concert and mistook Bryan as jungyonghwa.

Ok, halfway through, Shiman, Mandi and Najiha had to leave.

The rest of us continued to play.

Some surfed the net,
Some play the guitar,
some just stone and crap.

We eventually settled down with playing cheat.
it was really funny and retarded lol.
We have a really great time together playing cheat.

We tried to prolong the game to not let Cassandra go home. hahahaha~

When Cassandra went home, the rest of us played Mahjong.
Play and play and play and talk talk talk until 11.30pm,
then everyone went home.

So I bathed and cleaned up my room lor.
Mop here mop there, tidy here tidy there.
(i'm hygiene freak)

Okay, then finally can sit down and read all the cards/presents on my table.
Some were like anonymous lol.

I had fun reading the cards and went to sleep at around 2am.

*Actually I must say, I alrdy know about the surprise @ my house lol.
I accidentally heard my mom talking on the phone.
I initially wanted to expose the surprise but I stopped myself lol.
So I was purposely asking if anyone is eating dinner the whole day out as to see their reactions.
I purposely got stucked outside the mrt train. I was directly behind Najiha when we're squeezing in the train, but I chose to get stucked outside lol.
I would have asked shiman,mandi n joey to stay @ playnation and heck care abt the curfew.
There are actually so many ways I can choose to expose the surprise but i didn't. hahahhaha.

So, all in all, you guys failed but i still had fun so it isn't a problem.
i'm just playing along so don't get too happy in thinking that u've tricked me.
becus it's actually very difficult ( from what i think )

I'm tooooooo smart.
*laugh to myself and feel shiok*

And btw, I didn't eat a single drumstick lol, becus I see Cassandra's despo face for the drumstick, I didn't take it. lmao.

Anyway it was funny how everyone played opennumbers etc to get that drumstick.

Okay , to wrap up, it was really a fun day.

1 word : Epic.

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25/9

October Class outing @ Ayden.
Actually I was really drained of my energy on that day.

I didn't go there to like celebrate the birthdays of ppl who were born in October.
i went there just to have some fun.

So everyone took the mrt from CCK to Pasir Ris tgt.
it was a long trip.
but was filled with iphone games and crap.

Then ah, Mandi's uncle came to fetch us to the bistro.
A grp of girls took the van and became the illegal immigrants or the tio kidnap ppl.

Me, Weishan , zkid and Yan took the car and we don't have to squeeze. haahaa.

Okay, reached the bistro and the first thing to do was to look at the Ponys.
there's a pony named Jasmine, and everyone laughed lol.

then, there was only 1 white horse named Ninja,
so we deemed it to be chinese.

(insert racist jokes)

There was a pony that looks like a cow and we all moooo-ed at it.

and then we came along this really dark(black) pony.
it has a bindi in the forehead,
and we were like " it's indian ! "

someone said, " SHASI, IT'S SHASI! "
everyone laughed.

So we ate the buffet, the food was okay okay.
the spring roll skin was too hard to be chewed lol.

Sad thing it rained.

everyone in the table i was sitting at opened their umbrellas and sheltered ourselves but it was to no avail.
we shifted spots in the end.

Oh, and michelle spelt my name as " samantha lim " LOL.

We waited for the rain to stop and went to ride bikes.

I had such a horrible time with shiman on the double bike.
the double bike was just horrible -_-.

So went back to the bistro and celebrated the october baby's birthdays.

I was occupied with Yan Ni's PSP lol.

then, the rest of the class were playing Captain's ball and i decided not to join becuz I don't like muddy fields.

So I watched the game for a period of time while Ayden was playing around.
Haha, Ayden rly cute, bryan tio own by Ayden.
"Fatty bom bom, *points at bry* "
hahaha ayden so cute lah,
but i don't think i can tahan him all the time.
BECUS I HATE CHILDREN ^___^
I rather make glenn my little brother.
Glenn call me "samantha jie jie", make my hair stand and send shivers up my spine.

Okay, i got tired standing and so I joined Jasmine, Nat tan at the swing.
a short while after, wenlu came and join us.
We had a really nice chat , although majority of our contents were talking about weirdos in kranji.
it was a on-the-surface kind of chat becus the 4 of us ain't really close,
i hope 4F can grow closer and have more in-depth talks.
that would be nice.
haha.

So it was time to go home and the majority went to WhiteSands to have dinner.
Splitted up and ate in 30mins.

Then took the mrt back.
The mrt back home was fun.

there was this baby who occupied us.
he was cute but srsly i think that kid will grow up to be a naughty kid.

三岁定终生 may be true but i think the nature of a person really starts from the moment he/she was born.

it's like how some infants/toddlers/babies behave differently,
some are quiet and some just like to run around and mess up everything.

Ok, so reached CCK really fast and I went off to LamSoon.
idk why that place was named lamsoon becus it rly sounds uncool.

Met up with the peeps from my younger days and realised how much everyone have grown.
though it was very awkward for me cuz i wasn't really close with some and I couldnt even recognise some.

Meet up with Li Jun!

Then we started making the word " [ ENDLESS ] " with the candles that all of us bought a few years back.

Lighted the candles up and took a photo.

And then there was this bridge that we filled up with candles,
it became the trial of courage where everyone had to walk pass.

After a while more, this bloody woman (tan wan qi) pang seh me and dunno go whr.
After waiting for like 30mins then I pek cek and went home myself.
Such a uncool exit.

And I know this bloody ^*!@&#^@&^# bitch is reading this =).

Reached home at about 1am and str8 went to bathe.
very smelly.

Then i watched hitman reborn and kaichou wa maid-sama while waiting for my hair to dry.
wtf lor, hitman reborn jus ended like that... the climax not even a climax.
booo.

kaichou wa maid-sama's ending was okay becus i've alrdy read the manga.

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ok finally finished posting about the 3 days that zombie-fied me today.

I'm not gonna take pictures of the presents becuz i very lazy alrdy and it took me 3 hours to blog this post.

if you didn't enjoy this blog post then imma ban you from my blog (lol).

till next time, people.

(i still want to end my blog post with a pic of reita ! )

2010-09-20T23:32:00.001+08:00

Just this once.
*crosses fingers*

2010-09-19T01:09:00.002+08:00

Great way to end my day huh?

I'm becoming more and more paranoid now.

THANK YOU.

2010-09-16T21:17:00.002+08:00

TELL ME WHY!!!!!!

WA LAO, I MISSED THE PRE-ORDER FOR GAZETTE'S 2011 CALENDAR AND A MEMBER-SIGNATURED POSTER LAH.

REITA SIGNATURE GONE.
WTF.

I SO ANGRY NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T FEEL LIKE LOOKIN' AT E.MATHS OR ELSE I'LL TEAR EVERY SINGLE NOTES INTO BITS N PIECES.

I'M SO ANGRY NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

I HOPE GOD CAN DROP ME A GAZETTE 2011 WITH REITA'S SIGNATURE POSTER !!

IF GOD REALLY DROP ME ONE, I'LL BECOME A NUN FOR 1 DAY.

WHY MUST BE PRE-ORDER BE FULL !!
ARGH. *BANGS TABLE*

I SHOULD HAVE ORDERED IT FEW DAYS AGO LA.
FUCK IT.

VERY ANGRY NOW.

(#)@&#*(&#*@&)#&@*)!@&#@*)&#)@&#*@&#)*(@&()#&@*($^@^&#&@^$*@#^$*(@^#*(&@)#&!@*)(&$@*()!&@*(!)&*#(&#*()&@*)#(@&()#&@()&$!@*(7486*$#@&)#@*()#&!)@*&)&*)&@*()&@)(#&@*(#&!@)#&^187267)#&@*)&#)@*)#()@()&Q*()!&)&*()@&*(!^@^$&@^*(^~~(*&#)&@#*&#)^@*&#)@*(#&*(@#&()&*(@^$*()&!*()@&!*!*@(!&@*!()&#*!(&#()&)*(@(#&!*()@()!!!!!@()!*@(81-79-&P(!*@)(!*#!&#*!@_*(!$&)_!@

EXTREMELY DULAN EVEN THOUGH I DON'T HAVE ONE.

WHY DIDN'T I ORDER IT EARLIER!!!
FRIGGIN REGRET NOW.

I FEEL LIKE FLIPPING MY WHOLE TABLE RIGHT NOW. AND I THINK I CAN DO IT.

*PULLS HAIR*

2010-09-03T15:49:00.005+08:00

WHO WANTS TO SEE CHIOBU ?

lol i'm sorry, it's a ta por called Bou from An Cafe.

the power of makeup. ~_~

i don't like that "chiobu" from An Cafe sia.

WHY !!!

Visual Keis shouldn't be so extreme >:(

and that 3 pictures will be deleted from my comp because my comp only permits pictures of shuai ge.

Gazette is the best,

put on heavy makeup still look so man.

So beautiful la can !!!

Gazette don't look nice w/ their fresh face,

but with makeup on, they own la. muahahahahahhaahahahh.

And Dir en grey, although manly,

all look like ghost movie come out one.

I don't dare to see.

THIS IS WHY GAZETTE IS NO.1 HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Of cuz they're the best musicians also.

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Actually I had quite alot in mind to post about but suddenly I lost all mood to blog after seeing Gazette.

Now I need to go and stalk them on youtube again.

SORRY.

Wait till the next time then I blog again ba, maybe tonight? :)

WHOEVER TAGS MY TAGBOARD GETS A FREE COOKIE.

2010-08-23T17:59:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I've ever written a proper blog post.
What i've been doing was just spamming Gazette and more Gazette and my guitar la.
And my last post was about tissue. (wth?)

Actually blogging is quite a hassle and I only do it during my freetime.
The truth is, i have alot of freetime but I don't allocate them to blogging.

It's been almost a month(or more) since I've written a proper post and there's just too many events for me to list them out.

Okay, here's a good piece of news :

I got A1 DISTINCTION for Chinese 'O' Levels.
It's a YAY for me and maybe a NAY for some people out there.
(don't bash me)

I didn't expect a Distinction for my oral becuz I thought I screwed my oral up.
Nevertheless, it's a reason to celebrate.

But then again, I sympathise with those who didn't get their desired results.
If they've tried their best then it's okay, I guess...

Haha, but there's also a couple of people who are very contented with their results!
Omedeto!

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Haaaaaa, it's english o lvl orals today!
I don't know how well I did but at least the examiners are friendly!
One of them has a forest under his chin, hahahaha ~

I'm not really fluent in English (well obviously!)
I come from a chinese speaking family leh,
how to speak well in english!

But luckily I didn't get my tongue tied this time round.
Although I had problems pronouncing " Kenneth " who kept repeating all over the passage.
I couldnt stop imagining Kenneth as the character of the passage, hahaha makes me wanna laugh out loud!

It's over now and what's left is all the written papers!
Nay for me because I'm not a strong writer and yet I'm in Band 1 EL.
Screwed up allocating system or what?

I really need to build up on my Vocabulary soon,
but i'm not sure how 'soon' it is.

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I think I must stop mapling soon lol.
I didn't go back to maple until the june holidays.

I was complaining about where everyone wasn't playing dota anymore.
Then, someone persuaded me to play maple and i did !
Hais, thanks to maple, i'm now very behind schedule.
Aiya, i don't even have a schedule to start with.
What crap am I talking !

But then again, it's a nice feeling to play maple w/ everyone.

If i continue slacking like this, I seriously will score badly and die.
Even after i've said all these, I will continue slacking la.
Slacking is not a habit, it's a part of nature already.

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So sian, almost everyone is using facebook and no one really bothers to write blog posts anymore.
Well, at least we don't need to surf mutiple websites anymore and facebook is a compilation of blog posts, ( short ones )

I love Facebook because I can stalk people.

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So what's going with my life recently?

I don't know why I'm falling sick more often now.
Headaches, stomachaches and more are just rolling in like free.
Missed many days of school.
Maybe I should stop being a carnivore and start eating vegetables.
And drink more water.

Hais, another big worry is dance concert.
Not sure whether I can finish up the whole thing anot.
Why this year's dance concert so screw up one !
I don't feel prepared at all.
And there's bound to be many mistakes la.
No need to think also will know.

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I think I should really change my attitude somehow.
I don't like the present-me.

I offend people without really knowing.
(For certain people, I'm REALLY 100% intentional )

Yeah , but the truth is, I offend people unknowingly, I don't mean it.
Maybe their interpretation is just screwed up.

I don't have a upbeat personality and I can't really crack jokes that doesn't harm anyone.
Neither can I do physical gags nor laugh at everything.

See, I'm semi-anti-social. LOL

But then again, I don't want to have a high EQ for certain reasons.
Having a high EQ isn't really a bad thing la.
Maybe i'm a little weird and despise high EQ.

Having a high EQ also means nothing actually.
Maybe you can be good with people la,
but so what, you're a liar who has a i'm-a-good-person mask hanging on your face.

What's the point of living when one doesn't get to show our true selves?
If a person has a natural high EQ then it's ok la, but i really don't like those who fake it out.
So far I don't know anyone who has a fake high EQ but I hope there isn't one in my life.
Becuz that person would be such a jerk!
Imagine him/her being so good with you and actually throws rubbish comments at you.
Eww.

Luckily I don't have a high EQ or i'll hate myself.

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Somehow I'm really thankful to (?) for giving me a chance to do certain things in my life.
There's a question mark above, don't worry it's not some mysterious person or dog.
It's like, people who have a religion often thank their god for good things that happen in their life, but i don't have anyone to thank because I don't have a god. (I don't believe there is one too, don't bash me)

I've been thinking for a long time about a few matters in my life.
Sorry but I'm the sort of people who don't really prefer to voice out my troubles.
Thankfully there's something called blog.
But then again I won't disclose anything.

It's not that I don't trust the people around me,
it's just that I prefer to keep mum so I don't bring down the lively atmosphere.

And I just realised how stupid I was all along.

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I really hope I can grow closer with my family.
It might be obvious, I'm always envy of those who have close ties with family.
I really hope I can have another pillar of strength from my family.

I think it was really a good idea for me to have picked up Bass guitar.
Whenever i'm feeling troubled, I just take out my wife from her bag and make some noise.
Yeah I describe the sound from my guitar as noise becuz I've only managed to learn 2 songs and can't really play them smoothly.
But i'll practice more after my O lvls!!!!

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There's still a lot of things I wanna blog about but there's no time la.

Ok la , i admit, I want to do something else.
But this post's length seem to be reasonable so i'll stop here.

XXX days till i come back blogging again!

ikanaide.

2010-07-27T20:11:00.003+08:00

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Damn Sony for removing Shiver on youtube >:(

2010-07-25T19:34:00.001+08:00

So you think you got more tissues than me?

2010-07-23T21:17:00.001+08:00

The GazettE

pretty much the best musicians in my eyes!

From left: Aoi, Reita, Ruki, Kai and Uruha.

Uruha has the seeeexxxxiest expressions man!

Kai is very cute when he smiles !

Ruki is the best when it comes to writing lyrics.(almost all of gazette songs are written by Ruki alone while the music is composed by the rest.)

Aoi -> joke of the band.

and lastly ~~~

REITA!

AHHHHH MY FAVOURITE ~~~

He covers his nose with a noseband becus he's shy to show his nose,

not that his nose was ugly or sth.

Here ~~ A pic of Reita !!

I gotta stop my fangirl-ing and start studying soon.

hhahahaahahahahhahahahhahahhahahahaahahaa.

anyway didnt do well for prelims.

L1R5 of 26, awesome!

Currently obsessed with Gazette/Alice nine and is drifting away from kpop.

Yeah, once in a while i should change my music preferrence.

(actually the real reason is : Gazette is wayyyy too better than all the rookie kpop groups now)

To end,

REITA WILL OWN THE WORLD WITH BANANA PHONES.

2010-06-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

CM'ON PRELIM,

BRING IT ON !

I WILL FAIL YOU.

\m/.

(and I'm still looking for a kotatsu)

2010-06-19T18:50:00.001+08:00

I'M GOING TO BUY A KOTATSU AND SLACK IN IT.
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA !!!